@perridotto

[pinetreestar]

Hey

This is probably my last post on this blog. It’s another reminder to follow my new blog(s).

I’ve made three new blogs, only one I’m most active on though. Two of them have anything posted yet but I will still mention their URLs here to let y’all know what to search if you want to follow them.

Vent Blog

@peri-vents

This is where I post my vents or reblog depressing things when I’m not feeling well. I hope I don’t have to use this one much.

Character Blog

@dottodots

This is where I post about my OCs, like Ramona, Echo, etc. I’m not going to be super active on here either.

Main Blog

@perridotto

This is my main blog and I am most active here. I will be posting stuff related to Steven Universe, Fanart/Art, Positive things, and other things I’m not sure of yet.

So if you’d please follow them or at least message them if you’d like to stay in touch with me, I’d be grateful.

@mayuiwayui @angellettucegriffin (yes I know you already follow perridotto but I’m just making sure you see the other blogs too) @tabby-katty @my followers @anyone who wants to contact me @anybody who likes SU @rosilina-goldaria @monkillo @sorry if I forgot you my deepest apologies

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Taking a break

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I don’t know who’s hurt me more

Myself or Others

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I’m sorry for being so rude

I’m going to go

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I just look worse when I’m crying

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Thank you

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no

[pdmori]

[artemius]

what an awful thing

[pinetreestar]

This blog is basically a vent blog now

I should rename it “pinetreestars attetion seeking vent blog!”

Ugh

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Pinetreestar Im gonna go drive down to Texas. Im gonna spend 12 hours in a car to go and give you a big hug.

No please no it’s fine I don’t know but thank you I really want one right now thank you but you shouldn’t I don’t deserve it anyways

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Pinetreestar what's wrong?

I don’t know how to say I just don’t know it’s just everything School is horrible I hate it I hate it I hate it I’ve gotten more emotional damage and anger issues and depression from there than knowledge I so badly want to quit school but then I’d be more miserable in the future and my parents wouldn’t let me anyways the only things I look forward to is lunch and sometimes my friends Home makes me upset but it shouldn’t because my family just try’s to help and doesn’t know what’s happening because I hide everything and try not to cry in front of them I wish everyone would SHUT UP I can’t take sound anymore all I want is music and happiness and to sleep forever, locked away in my dreamsI’m always on the verge of breaking down and I’ve already talked to my dad about this stuff but not everything and he gave good advice and it worked for a bit but I can’t focus on trying to stay positive I can’t focus my breaded are slipping IM SLIPPING-

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A poem about me

It’s not worth it

Nothing is

I’m a worthless piece of shit

I should stay away from everyone

Why must I wish to hurl a sword at somebody

And then feel guilt after?

Like,

Bitch no

You’re a fucking horrible person

Stay away from people

No matter how much you want to punch them

You should punch yourself instead

What if the reader thinks

You are speaking about them?

Please listen, reader

You are wonderful

I am not

I shouldn’t be typing this

I’m such an attention seeker

I should go

But I need help

But I don’t deserve it

I don’t deserve anything

I tried to be happy

And positive

I did

But

The smallest thing made me

Want to-

Oh god

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Pine tree.....

Pinetreestar

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you're kinda spamming.

I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care I’m sorry thoughh I’m sorry I’m sorry I should just stop

[pinetreestar]

What's wrong?

Everything I hateEverythingI want To leave forever I want to be aloneBut I want so much company

[pinetreestar]

She said you can be stupid and be sad about it ot you can laugh at it "because that's how life is."

That’s stupid (sorry for answering late)