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23 | sub | she/her | Kink blog | MDNI

[mellowruinspirate]

[pinklopbunnies]

Woke up wet again this morning... I think there was a task in my dms that wanted me to describe how I got off so, might as well try it!

It started with that stupid plushy. Long and curved, the poor otter trapped between my legs as I began to grind into the mattress. It happened almost naturally, as if this was what I was made for. Half asleep and running on a motor, I opened my computer and pulled up the joi file from last night.

God, I wanted more than anything to snake a hand down my body and underneath my panties. But the man in the audio denied this, and instead commanded I slip my fingers down my throat, muffling my moans. Maybe twenty minutes passed before I finally got some relief, though slick had already run down my thighs. Rubbing circles over the soaked fabric, I started slow. Controlled, tight movements soon turned erratic and I ripped the stupid panties off. Two, maybe three fingers worked me open as the other hand continued to rub. Then, to my absolute horror, the command rang out clearly. "Stop". Sometimes I hate how well trained I am, as against my will my fingers ceased, instead opting to claw at my thighs. An then, as if to torture me, the audio ended.

Anywayss, its been like thirty minutes and I still haven't cum 😔 This was lowk terrifying to write so lemme know if its like, bad or something

[pinklopbunnies]

Omg so I totally like started talking to someone recently, right? And I've been spending all my time texting and calling them to the point that I dont think Ive gotten off all year!

God, I hadn't even realized untill I opened up tumblr by accident and saw all the yummy spirals on my dash. I swear, its like nothing changed! My hand shot down between my legs and by the time I started touching I was already soaked. Its been a couple hours now and I think I've lost count of my edges. I wanna cum so bad, but it doesn't matter. Its just good to be back 🙃

[pinklopbunnies]

Omg its been so long since ive been able to log on let alone play!! Ugh, I missed it so much even typing this out has me soaked

Feel free to send me orders, I need some help getting back into it 😖

[pinklopbunnies]

Confession of the week!

Someone dm'd me the other week asking whats the weirdest thing thats ever turned me on. At the time I didn't really have an answer, but now i think i do.

You know humming noise electric cars make when they charge? I know it sounds strange, but it kinda sounds like the background noise in those bambi conditioning files. So much so that when my neighbors charged their car this morning, I started edging almost immediately! Lowk, I was pretty ashamed when it happened but these last couple hours have felt amazing so...

[pinklopbunnies]

Hii! Omg sorry for not posting! The last month has been pretty busy, but im back and soaking wet.

I haven't been able to touch since may and I have no clue where to start. Can someone please, please, please send in ideas? Im literally so desperate rn im fighting to not start humping my chair 😖

[pinklopbunnies]

Every time I think I'm gonna stop gettimg off to strangers on the internet, some new dm pulls me back to this account. I wish there was rehab for sluts :/

[pinklopbunnies]

Confession of the week:

Sometimes when I find other kink blogs, I find myself envious of them. How could I not be jealous of the girls who are confident enoughs to post pics of themselves? Or the ones who easily reply to their flooding dms? I'd give anything to be like them.

Yet the more I look through them, the more I'm reminded of my place. I mean, between the reposted spirals, dirty fantasies, r@pe threats, etc, it would be impossible not to edge. Wouldn't it? Maybe those months of conditioning are finally kicking in, because one post in and I already feel myself kneeling on the floor as my hands stuff themselves down my panties. Something about it just reduces me to some loser who gets off to text on a screen. It's pathetic.

Is this normal???

[pinklopbunnies]

confession time!

The more time I spend on this app, the more ive gotten into exhibition. At first, the idea of someone walking in on me wzs absolutely mortifying. But now, thanks to all you lovely people, the idea has grown on me. To the point that I get off on it now.

At first it started small. Maybe one day I'd walk around the house topless, or perhaps go outside without a bra beneath my shirt. Then, like an addict, I started craving more. I stopped muffling moans when I rode my pillows. I would rub circles into cl1t over my jeans during lectures. Late at night, I would open my windows, pull up the blinds, and edge to each voice I heard passing by on the street. God, if only they knew what was happening in the window above them.

[pinklopbunnies]

Ugh, im literally so so needy right now it's not even funny. My clits so sore and I can't help but crawl back to this blog. Can't some just break into my room and force themselves onto me already?

[pinklopbunnies]

I saw this one post on how to get addicted to porn and it got me thinking. Why shouldn't I try it too? I mean, theres hundreds if not thousands of people on this app who devote all their time to chasing a high. So, it would be reasonable for me to do so aswell, right?

It started this morning. I woke up extra early so that I could edge for a little while before getting up. Ive been getting into humping, so I grabbed my pillow, put on a hypo file, amd started rocking back and fourth for what felt like hours. By the end of it, I wanted to cum so badly, but instead I edged.

Classes weren't any better, either. I played with the idea of leaving the house with a dildo in so that I could grind on it throughout the day, but I landed on going pantiless instead. Throughout the day, i would imagine different men coming up to me. They would pull down my skimpy shorts and push me against the nearest surface, abusing my holes over and over till they were through.

When I finally got home, I was absolutely soaked. Wasting no time, I stripped and crashed into my bed, opening tumblr and beginning to scroll. As Ive been writing this, I've been squirming, desperate for some kind of touch. Going back to the inspiration for this post, they said denial was the best way to get hooked. So, in the spirit of that, I won't touch myself for a few awhile, let alone cum. To make it better (or worse), Ive decided to condition myself to get off on notifications. Feel free to send in files, joi, or anything, really. Wish me luck, though 😓

[pinklopbunnies]

Story time!

I must've had a pretty dream last night because I woke up wet. For whatever reason, as I tried rubbing one out but it just worked me up even more. Frustrated and absolutely soaked, I started grinding my hips against the corner of my mattress. And holy fuck, I almost came right there and then. But, even so, good girls edge. So I forced my self to pull away and stick my ass up, humping the air. I guess what people say about edging is true, the feeling of denial is so intoxicating.

God, I must've done this hundreds of times because by the time I was done, my cl1t was so raw from the ribbing on my bed and I was so fucked out I started gagging on my fingers.

Even after all that, I still haven't let myself come. And honestly, I dont think I want to ever again

[pinklopbunnies]

Ive been so desperate lately, I can't function without edging...

Doing work? My hand is down my skirt rubbing circles into my cunt

Using my earbuds on the go? Im blasting hypno files all the way

Trying to sleep? Getting onto tumblr and getting off on notifications and random dms

And honestly, I wouldn't have it any other way... I love being mindless

[pinklopbunnies]

I only have 7 minutes to cum and then I can't touch for weeks...

Anyone mind sending in some inspiration?

[pinklopbunnies]

Where’s the worst place you’ve masturbated?

Back when I was in high school, I left in the middle of class and went to the bathroom to rub one out...

not my proudest moment 😓 (so worth it though)

[pinklopbunnies]

Imagine the orgasm you will have if you do rub your clit

I'm super senstive right now, but this inspired me to keep going

Thanks xx

[pinklopbunnies]

I wanna be ruined. I want be be used any time, any place. It doesn't matter if I want it or not, the man behind me already has in hand in my hair and is pressing against my holes. I want to be tossed around as if I wasn't human, like I was nothing more than a fleshlight with sound effects. And what I would give to be trained to get wet at the most innocent things. Oh, to be a sex obsessed freak who spends all their time rubbing to older men on the internet. To get off on r@pe threats and glitzy pink spirals.

Is that so much to ask?