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It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
Happy New Year!!!
Found some old clips of me learning Fuser. Reminds me of old days of my brothers spinning records in the basement.
Also reminded me, even in the bustle of work, failing, rising again, disappointments, joy -- creating mental break moments can help you keep going and focusing on what matters. And what you can do.
Keep going! You deserve the goodness of your destiny.
Thought this would be nice for my car key 🔑 🥰
Tried a gel nail glue for the first time. Applied the gel under the nail tips, pressed them on then cured them. The hold feels great.
Used a Dark Blue gel color with a matte coat on top.
Sometimes I forget.
I lose myself when I forget.
Mornings, afternoons, evenings are dark.
My smile hides itself.
Joy seems out of reach.
And then, I remember:
I have much to give the world.
If only, I believe.
Maybe another reason I’m crying. Watching Meredith on Greys Anatomy made me choose Tequila over every other drink. I regret nothing the next day 🥹🤣
I had this song on my 2nd gen ipod in college and would listen to it while studying biology in my college library.
I made it through the first episode of Season 19 and when this song started playing on the end credits, I just started sobbing.
I'm looking at my dog like, "you're a wonderful thing I couldn't even have imagined having back when Grey's Anatomy first aired!"
And (like the last post), I'm literally reeling from the fact that Life got better, but it just hurt SO MUCH more than I realized it would.
And overall its just, Im trying to process this. Like, how can moments be so devastating and you still might end up okay, if not wonderful on the otherside?
Like, if I could more consistently be grateful and put my negative feelings, worries, anxiety aside--maybe I could really be moved to having sunnier days. Does every day really have to be such a mental and emotional fight?
Maybe... but also maybe-- it's not forever going to be a fight?
Because its such a fight, it makes me feel like...life is too short to really get it right.
And I'm scared. Alone, and scared.
Sitting here crying as I watch the latest Grey’s Anatomy. Thinking back on how religiously I watched from the first season. And got thrown into thinking about life from that sophomore year in college to now.
And almost felt envious of how life was for Dr. Shepard.
But that’s not why I’m crying …. It’s because I realized, life has really been painful… but somehow, it’s stillgotten better. And it’s hard pill to swallow. But life can hurt so much and still you’ll get to those rainbows.
Moving forward is so hard. And standing still in the pain is disorienting and devastating…. But I think… it can still have beautiful moments.
Sometimes I have no fight. I’m hurting so much. And I have no hope. But I try to move the needle forward through the despair.
Anyway. I also wanted to be a doctor. Maybe not capable of it. Anyway.
Femme Fatale Guide: How To Build Your Personal Brand & Self Concept
Discovering, refining, and feeling comfortable with your authentic self is essential for claiming your power and deciding how you want to show up in the world. Here's a beginner's guide to discovering your personality, cultivating your personal brand, and unleashing your divine/dark feminine energy. Tips are below x
Create A 'You' Starter Pack:
A Mood Board
Values List (Try 5 Core Values/Words To Start)
Your Own 'Dream Girl' Archetype
A Personal Manifesto
Write A Recommendation Letter About Yourself (It's a great practice to see yourself from the outside looking in. Once you understand how you want to be perceived, it's time to self-reflect. Allow this introspection creates a roadmap to help you cultivate these qualities. Decide mannerisms and habits to cultivate, a way of dressing, interests to pursue, skillsets to master, etc.)
Ultimately, finding who you are comes down to these main principles:
Your Values
Your Goals/Desires
How You Want To Show Up To The World
The Characteristics That Make You Feel Whole Behind Closed Doors
The Way You Hold Yourself: How do you dress, do your hair and makeup, speak, and interact with others? How do you want others to describe you when you're not in the room? What do you do every day? What interests, skills, careers, academic subjects, and social causes drive you? What characteristics do you strive to embody? How do they align with your personal strength and natural skill sets?
To find your likes & dislikes: Look for confidence and alignment in all areas.
Think about the activities that give you energy and feel effortless once you get into the flow. Is it writing, drawing, a sport, shopping, interior design, reading books, doing your nails, putting together outfits, puzzles, or fitness? Discover the parts of your day and types of tasks that center you. What are you doing when you feel at peace, in flow, and as though time stops? Also, lean into your strengths. Are you naturally good at writing, understanding people, public speaking, singing, dancing, a sport, putting together outfits or spaces, creating Pinterest boards, or doing your makeup? It’s easier to marry passion with an innate skill.
What you would love to do in your free time if you had no responsibilities and would be glad to do for free? Think about building a set of likes like creating your dream job. Would you be a personal chef, dancer, stylist, tennis player, nail artist, professional organizer, book critic, trainer, therapist, scientist, writer etc.? Use your imagination and creativity. Look at the posts you resonate most with and reblog on Tumblr or create boards with Pinterest. See the similarities among your favorite content and why it inspires you.
Another way to discover your likes (and dislikes) is to experiment! What music genres are you listening to and which can you play for something different? What outfits make you feel most confident? What books and TV shows could you spend hours engrossed in? Browse Spotify, YouTube, Pinterest, Tumblr, bookstores (Amazon lol), clothing websites, Netflix, etc. to try out different aesthetics across categories until you find items and content that speaks to your soul.
For finding your dislikes, as obvious as it sounds, do the opposite.
What activities, aesthetics, and content drain your energy? What types of books, music, and TV make you space out? What foods could you happily live without? Subjects in school that you dread? Careers that would be soul-sucking? Outfits and beauty looks that make you feel uncomfortable or not like yourself? Anything that continuously creates resistance no matter how much energy you put into trying to align with it can count as a dislike.
To discover your aesthetic, my advice would be similar:
Picture what your ideal life and self looks like: How would you dress, eat, spend your leisure time, do as a career, decorate your home, do your makeup, read, watch, listen to, study at school if any path was available and guaranteed to provide you a lifetime of success and ease?
Take time to think about the archetypical aesthetics that you admire most and 5-10 words you most want to embody when people describe your look/persona. For example, I’m drawn to the Parisian girl, ‘90s model, classic femme fatale, NYC chic, and minimalist ’that girl’ clean wellness aesthetic. My words are refined, elegant, luxurious, contemporary, worldly, intellectual, cultured, and chic. Find inspiration for every aspect of your aesthetic: Your clothes, home, beauty routine, leisure activities (books you read, music and TV show choices, athletic activities), food preferences, etc. that resonate with you. Create a Pinterest board for each area and then a larger vision board with snippets of each category.
Do you prefer certain colors, silhouettes, aspects of certain cultures, schools of thought, and TV or book archetypes? Lean into how they look, act, speak, and move throughout the world, the routines, habits, and preferences of these ideal figures. Combine different aspects of these archetypes and cultural influences that resonate with you and mind-map them to suit the criteria above.
Remember: This process takes time and will refine itself organically as you learn about yourself. Start with one or two areas of your life and expand from there. Discover what makes you feel good and the brand consistency will come with time and authenticity.
Kotaro lives alone is pretty cool company tonight. I appreciate it. Sometimes I’m sad to be alone. But really that’s weakness talking. People are mad annoying. Most are just trying to figure out what they can get from you. Best to just… enjoy your own vibe unless someone valuable to spirit and well being coming along.
Caring about other ppl on the internet is really a waste of time. Everyone has main character energy.
The transition into adulthood is realizing you have real things you can worry about and that everything has multiple layers.
People who use the word “overthinking” are cowards and enemies of transient thinking.
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Pretty things to do
A list that’ll will make you feel and be prettier on the inside and out!
Double cleansing every night
Always having minty sweet fresh breath!
exfoliating 3 times a week
wearing body glitter everyday
speak softly, not cursing, & incorporating “pretty” words to your vocab!
drink lots of water out of a cute and decorated reusable bottle!
moisturize with body oil and body butter everyday!
deep conditioner in hair every wash day!!
sit up and walk straight! posture is everything
wearing pink, regular french, or pink french rip nails and match your toe color!
wear pretty jewelry everyday! earrings, crystal bracelets, necklaces!
always do your hair
keep your lips soft and moisturized!
carry extra lip gloss, hand lotions, and perfumes with you!
meditate
journal (with scented glitter pens!)
be gentle and kind to everyone! never let people take you out of your character!
(this list was inspired by jujucrossing on tiktok!)
Career Affirmations
• I love what I do. • I can always move ahead in my career. • My career makes me feel safe and excited. • My career is very lucrative. • I already make a huge load of money. • People at work love me. • I have strong interpersonal skills that are very useful as I move ahead in my career. • I am making moves every moment. • I can always choose what I do for a living. • I can retire when I want. • Working is such a fun and joyful thing for me. • I can rest and relax whenever I want. • I have plenty of time to unwind. • Time is on my side. • Money is on my side. • I can be my own boss if I want to be. • I get paid for doing something I consider fun and stimulating.