beauty behind madness

through chaos we are born again 

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How to Do the Major Arcana Grand Tableau

This spread uses all the Major Arcana to give you an overview of your whole year ahead. It is best performed on your birthday or on New Year’s Eve.

STEP 1: Lay out the Major Arcana in order.

Line 1: The Fool to The Lovers Line 2: The Chariot to The Hanged Man Line 3: Death to The Star Line 4: The Moon to The World

STEP 2: Shuffle the Minor Arcana.

As you do this, ask your higher power to show you a glimpse of your destiny for the upcoming year.

STEP 3: Draw a Minor for each Major.

One by one, take 21 cards from the top of the deck and place them over the Major Arcana, starting with The Fool. Then take the card at the bottom of the deck, and place it over The World.

STEP 4: Read the Minor against the Major.

The Major Arcana represent the important aspects of your life. The Minor Arcana reveal what will take place within these aspects.

The Fool – What will begin in your life?

The Magician – What dream will manifest?

The High Priestess – What secret will be uncovered?

The Empress – What will you harvest?

The Emperor – What will you have control over?

The Hierophant – What will remain unchanged?

The Lovers – How will your love life be?

The Chariot – What will make you victorious?

Strength – Where will you find strength?

The Hermit – What will you need to reflect on?

Wheel of Fortune – Where will you find luck?

Justice – Who will avenge you?

The Hanged Man – What will you have to sacrifice?

Death – What will be reborn?

Temperance – What will bring balance into your life?

The Devil – What will you be most passionate about?

The Tower – What will trigger a profound change?

The Star – Where will you find hope?

The Moon – What will stay clouded?

The Sun – What will bring you joy?

Judgement – Which of your oppressors will be punished?

The World – What will give you a sense of accomplishment?

Sample Interpretation:

The Four of Pentacles on The Lovers – “Your romantic partner will be very protective of you, maybe even to the point of being possessive.”

The Ace of Wands on The Hanged Man – “You will need to sacrifice a part of your career or pause a project you are passionate about.”

The Ten of Cups on The Devil – “You will be focusing all your attention and energy on starting or expanding your family.”

If we tie it all together, we arrive at: “You will get pregnant this year, prompting you to leave your stressful though fulfilling job, so you could focus instead on ensuring you have optimal health to carry the baby to term. During your pregnancy, your spouse will be taking care of you even more than before.”

STEP 5: Identify the court cards.

The Kings, Queens and Knights are the people who will play a vital role in your life, positively or otherwise.

King of Wands – Leo (Fixed Fire)

Queen of Wands – Aries (Cardinal Fire)

Knight of Wands – Sagittarius (Mutable Fire)

King of Cups – Scorpio (Fixed Water)

Queen of Cups – Cancer (Cardinal Water)

Knight of Cups – Pisces (Mutable Water)

King of Swords – Aquarius (Fixed Air)

Queen of Swords – Libra (Cardinal Air)

Knight of Swords – Gemini (Mutable Air)

King of Pentacles – Taurus (Fixed Earth)

Queen of Pentacles – Capricorn (Cardinal Earth)

Knight of Pentacles – Virgo (Mutable Earth)

Sample Interpretation:

There are two couples here — the King and Queen of Wands and the King and Queen of Pentacles: “You and your other half will be highly supportive of each other. You could be a Taurus and they could be an Aries, or vice versa. Either way, you will strongly feel the love and passion in your relationship.”

STEP 6: Notice the dominant suit.

Wands – Passion will overflow.

Cups – Emotions run the show.

Swords – The battle is in your mind.

Pentacles – Finances will be bright.

Sample Interpretation:

There are nine Wands and nine Pentacles each: “Your year will definitely not be lacking in passion and stability — materially and emotionally.”

STEP 7: Note the numbers that appear at least thrice.

Aces – A year of beginnings

Twos – A year of dilemmas

Threes – A year of affairs

Fours – A year of stability

Fives – A year of changes

Sixes – A year of harmony

Sevens – A year of challenges

Eights – A year of labor

Nines – A year of completion

Tens – A year of harvest

Sample Interpretation:

No number appeared more than twice. There is no discernible theme, numerology-wise.

STEP 8: Observe the ruling colors.

Black – Loneliness, regret, obstacles, purging

Red, Yellow, Orange – Passion, love, happiness, power

Blue, White, Green – Spirituality, logic, innocence, intuition

Sample Interpretation:

Red, yellow and orange are the ruling colors: “Your year will be filled with a passionate love that will bring you joy and a strong sense of control over your life.”

STEP 9: Record your grand tableau.

Take a photograph of your spread, and write down your interpretations of it.

STEP 10: Review your grand tableau.

At the end of each quarter, note which predictions have come true. By the end of the year, compare your interpretations to how the spread manifested. Doing so allows you to reflect on your past year, and improves your divination skills.

[servantofthefates]

Do not confuse honesty with hate.

“Is he the one?” Three of Swords. “No, he will break your heart.”

“Will I be happy in my new home?” Five of Cups. “Not at all.”

“What do you think of me?” Ten of Wands. “You are very tiring.”

“How can I enjoy my job better?” Eight of Cups. “Quit.”

“What does my future look like?” The Empress reversed. “Empty.”

While such answers from tarot could seem aggressive to the querent, there is no ounce of hatred in them.

Tarot does not create your reality. It only reports it.

So if you are not on the right path, then your present and immediate future are naturally bound to be disappointing.

And if your life is a raging war, and all that tarot shows you is blood, surely you cannot blame the cards.

While your tarot deck is indeed capable of hating you, do not mistake the two:

Hatred could manifest as your cards refusing to be shuffled or insisting on speaking purely through reversals.

Honesty is a sign that tarot respects you. Hurtful truths are always better than beautiful promises that never come true.

[servantofthefates]

Tarot and Sexual Behavior

The meanings of every card must still be taken into consideration. But overall, when reading about sex, one can rely on these summations.

WANDS

Impressions: Intense. Passionate. Strong. Impulsive. Spontaneous. Fleeting.

Manifestations: One-night stands. Homemade porn. Sex with co-workers and friends. Casual cheating. Summer flings.

CUPS

Impressions: Tender. Caring. Mutual. Intimate. Comfortable. Lasting.

Manifestations: Sexual exclusivity. Sex for reproduction. Traditional positions. Sex within marriage. Making love.

SWORDS

Impressions: Selfish. Violent. Quick. Detached. Transactional. Power play.

Manifestations: Prostitution. Weird fetishes. Abuse. Voyeurism. BDSM.

PENTACLES

Impressions: Sensual. Slow. Hedonic. Creative. Gratifying. Bizarre.

Manifestations: Erotic massage. Consensual incest. Age difference. Swinging. Unconventional places.

[servantofthefates]

Tarot Combinations for Cheating

Context is everything. Only on the topic of unfaithfulness do these pairs signify cheating. If the question is about health or money, they will mean something else entirely.

The Emperor + Three of Cups

Older man having an affair with a younger woman

Any King + Three of Cups

Married man who loves his mistress more than his spouse

Any Knight + Three of Cups

Man who loves just one but has meaningless one-night stands

The Empress + The Chariot

Older woman having an affair with a younger man

Any Queen + Any Knight

Married woman who loves her paramour more than her spouse

Any Queen + The Magician reversed

Woman who loves just one but has meaningless one-night stands

Any King or Knight + Three of Wands

Man who cheats because he is being abused by his partner

Any Queen + Three of Pentacles reversed

Woman who cheats because her partner does not appreciate her

Any Page + Two of Cups reversed or The Lovers reversed

Person who cheats because they are unprepared for commitment

Any King, Queen or Knight + Nine of Cups reversed

Person who sees cheating as an achievement

The World + Seven of Swords or Three of Swords

Person who cheats as an act of revenge

Any Court card + The Devil

Person who cheats because they have a sexual addiction

Any Court card + The World reversed

Person who cheats because they are a whore for attention

[servantofthefates]

Physical Death Pairings in Tarot and Lenormand

Cartomancy is all about context. If your question is on anything other than physical death itself, then these pairings will carry different meanings.

TAROT

When tarot was born in the 1400s, vaccines, antibiotics and pasteurization had not yet been invented. Diseases we now consider harmless led easily to death. It was the most literal card. So today, when asking about physical death, look at what is beside it. In these pairings, Death should always come second.

The Hermit + Death

Dying of Old Age

Justice + Death

Death by Vengeance

The Hanged Man + Death

Suicide

The Devil + Death

Murder

The Tower + Death

Shocking Death

The Moon + Death

Cursed to Death

The Sun + Death

Sudden Infant Death Syndrome

Judgement + Death

A Deserved Death

Five of Wands + Death

Killed by Friendly Fire

Seven of Wands + Death

Honorable Death

Ten of Wands + Death

Killed by Stress

Five of Cups + Death

Dying of Loneliness

Six of Cups + Death

Dying Young

Seven of Cups + Death

Drowning

Eight of Cups/Six of Swords + Death

Road Fatality

Three of Swords + Death

Dying of a Broken Heart

Seven of Swords + Death

Stabbed to Death

Nine of Swords + Death

Dying in Sleep

Ten of Swords + Death

Painful Death

Five of Pentacles + Death

Starving to Death

LENORMAND

This system is more brutal than tarot. While Death in modern contexts means transformation, Coffin in most cases means a final ending. So when asking about physical death, look to the card beside it. In these pairings, Coffin can come first or second.

Rider + Coffin

Death by Stampede

Ship + Coffin

Dying at Sea

House + Coffin

Killed by a Loved One

Tree + Coffin

Fatal Illness

Clouds + Coffin

Suicide

Snake + Coffin

Killed by a Rival

Scythe + Coffin

Stabbed to Death

Whip + Coffin

Beaten to Death

Child + Coffin

Dying Young

Bear + Coffin

Crushed to Death

Tower + Coffin

Dying of Loneliness

Mice + Coffin

Killed by Burglars

Heart + Coffin

Cardiac Arrest

Ring + Coffin

Spousal Murder

Fish + Coffin

Killed for Money

Anchor + Coffin

Asphyxia

Cross + Coffin

Killed in the Name of Religion

[servantofthefates]

Tarot Card Meanings for Career & Finances

A career question is just like any other query, so you may use any spread you like. I prefer the Celtic Cross, so I can see everything and everyone: the querent, their colleagues and their boss. It all boils down to accurate interpreting. Here are some tried and tested career meanings.

THE MAJOR ARCANA

The Fool – A new career path

The Magician – Living your dream career

The High Priestess – You already know the answer

The Empress – Ultimate financial abundance

The Emperor – Higher-ups favoring you

The Hierophant – Long-term job security

The Lovers – Two career paths to choose from

The Chariot – Progress leading to success

Strength – Hurdles will need to be overcome

The Hermit – Solo proprietorship

The Wheel of Fortune – Major windfall

Justice – Large-scale layoffs

The Hanged Man – Taking a sabbatical

Death – Major career change

Temperance – Breaking even

The Devil – Workaholism

The Tower – Bankruptcy

The Star – Getting a promotion

The Moon – Misunderstanding with superiors

The Sun – Career fulfillment

Judgement – Your true calling

The World – Being admired for your work

THE SUIT OF WANDS

Ace of Wands – Exciting new job

Two of Wands – Strategic thinking

Three of Wands – Everything as scheduled

Four of Wands – Stable job

Five of Wands – Conflict with colleagues

Six of Wands – Successful project

Seven of Wands – Being opposed at work

Eight of Wands – Overlapping deadlines

Nine of Wands – Crisis management

Ten of Wands – Busy period ahead

Page of Wands – Young entrepreneur

Knight of Wands – Athlete; fitness expert

Queen of Wands – Big name in start-ups/sports (female)

King of Wands – Big name in start-ups/sports (male)

THE SUIT OF CUPS

Ace of Cups – New job you love

Two of Cups – Office romance

Three of Cups – Work friends

Four of Cups – Boring job; job you hate

Five of Cups – A death in the workplace

Six of Cups – Going back to a former job

Seven of Cups – Applying at various companies

Eight of Cups – Leaving a job willingly

Nine of Cups – Receiving praise at work

Ten of Cups – Work that makes your family proud

Page of Cups – Young writer

Knight of Cups – Actor; director

Queen of Cups – Big name in the film/creative industry (female)

King of Cups – Big name in the film/creative industry (male)

THE SUIT OF SWORDS

Ace of Swords – A new job that is meant for you

Two of Swords – Having two offers to choose from

Three of Swords – Receiving harsh criticism at work

Four of Swords – Working from home/flexible hours

Five of Swords – Rivalry at work

Six of Swords – Business trip

Seven of Swords – Corporate theft

Eight of Swords – Working out of necessity

Nine of Swords – Stressful job

Ten of Swords – Toxic workplace

Page of Swords – Rumors at work

Knight of Swords – Violence/abuse at work

Queen of Swords – Ruthless boss (female)

King of Swords – Ruthless boss (male)

THE SUIT OF PENTACLES

Ace of Pentacles – New job that pays well

Two of Pentacles – Work-life balance

Three of Pentacles – Teamwork

Four of Pentacles – Subpar pay; downsizing

Five of Pentacles – Getting fired/laid off

Six of Pentacles – Unexpected bonus

Seven of Pentacles – Long-term investments/results

Eight of Pentacles – Passion for work

Nine of Pentacles – Self-made man/woman

Ten of Pentacles – Lasting wealth

Page of Pentacles – Intern; entry-level employee

Knight of Pentacles – Honest hard worker

Queen of Pentacles – Generous boss (female)

King of Pentacles – Generous boss (male)

[servantofthefates]

TAROT MEANINGS: Eight of Cups vs. Six of Swords

Both of them depict the act of leaving. That is one of their only two similarities.

CUPS VS. SWORDS

One belongs to the Suit of Cups; the other, to the Suit of Swords. Cups are emotions. Swords are thoughts. Therefore, the Eight of Cups means leaving something emotionally dissatisfying. While the Six of Swords means leaving something that is mentally grueling. Filing for a divorce because you have fallen out of love with your spouse – Eight of Cups. Leaving your husband because he is abusive towards you and your children – Six of Swords.

EIGHT VS. SIX

The number 8 means infinity. The number 6 means harmony. When you constantly have an infinite supply of something, the feeling gets normalized. You are no longer excited about it or thankful for it. Instead, you get bored with it. On the other hand, harmony is something you are never desensitized to. Because harmony is peace. You instantly feel when it is missing. Selling your BMW in order to buy a Maserati – Eight of Cups. Leaving your possessive parents to regain your lost independence – Six of Swords.

DEPARTING VS. ESCAPING

The man in the Eight of Cups is not hiding. Anyone can see him leaving under the full light of the moon. He is walking slowly, unbothered by anyone spotting him. His hair is uncovered. He is not masking his identity. But the woman in the Six of Swords is cloaked and crouching – afraid someone might notice her leaving. She even needs help to flee: a boat and someone to row it. Quitting a job that is not worth it – Eight of Cups. Stealing away in the night while your captor is asleep – Six of Swords.

Their other similarity? Both of them are going someplace better. They left for different reasons, but they share a destination.

[servantofthefates]

TAROT MEANINGS: Five of Wands vs. Five of Swords

Both of them depict conflict. Two very different forms of it.

PASSIONS VS. CONVICTIONS

Wands are your passions – your interests, hobbies, obsessions. Swords are your convictions – your beliefs, your values, your paradigms. As you can see, the first is shallower compared to the other. Fighting with someone on whether a book is better than its movie? Five of Wands energy. Fighting with someone about why abortion should be legal everywhere in the world? Five of Swords.

BOYS VS. MEN

The figures depicted in the Five of Wands are pages. Boys in their early teens. The ones in the Five of Swords are grown men in their 20s. Boys fight about girls, videogames, sports. Men fight about money, politics, religion. Again, the conflict involved in the first is much shallower. Yelling at someone for cheating in Minecraft? Five of Wands. Suing someone for corporate theft? Five of Swords.

STICKS VS. SWORDS

The boys in the Five of Wands are sparring. Just playfighting. The men in the Five of Swords are not. After all, swords cut deeper than sticks ever can. The boys are friends. Or at least acquaintances. The men are established rivals. Or at least strangers who fell in hate at first sight. Being on opposing teams with your friends at basketball? Five of Wands. Casting a curse on your enemies? Five of Swords.

In short, the Five of Wands is nothing to worry about. The conflict it brings is either shallow or fleeting. The Five of Swords, on the other hand, represents two parties who mean each other real harm.

[pinkpicket]

This is genuinely such a great explanation omfg

[pinkpicket]

Fuckinh tumblr flagged my post and now barely anyone can view it. Im so done.

[pinkpicket]

I need more anon questions. This shit is fun.

[pinkpicket]

How old are you?

Bro im like a couple billion years old.

[pinkpicket]

What do you need to let go?

Ok, hi it has been a really long time since i posted last time. BUT IM BACK! and im about to spoil u all.

So what do u need to let go to finally start moving, to stop being stuck? Bc trust me ur not the only one that been feeling like this (me too) especially with the retrograde season coming ( 7 planets in retrograde man we are so done).

Choose ur pile wisely between

(i love women as u can tell)

Pile 1

So ur my babes. You all are carbon copies of me, bc my friend, you and i we struggle the same, we drink the same poison, everyyyyday and night. U see we are too much of hopeless romantics with too much of optimism and need (infinite) amount ot expectations of love. But you see that's our biggest most stupidest characteristic, bc in this age and time of situationships and all this new bullcrab, love is hard to come by. The things whether it's love, appreciation, and that sole amount of focusness almost doesn't exist ( it does dont worry and will probably find it one day but baby the time is not now).

Our night with his shinning armor is not here yet, he might take a bit longer than the average ( he needs to hurry the fuck up or else i as in we will lose it ) nor is our happy ever after. I feel like we have so much left to do, so much left to explore and experience within ourselves and outside that the universe or whatever thats planning our fates is saying that it's too soon for him to arrive yet.

So my advice? Chill out. Let go of love rn. Focus ok urself. Ur happy ever after and true love is yet away. So enjoy this state that ur in. Embrace yourself. Go out more. Show ur self more( maybe post on ig bro?)

Pile 2

Okay my lazy pile is here. U see babes y'all need to understand that money dont grow on trees nor do they fall from the sky.

Oh so you want success and money? That's great. Very much possible but not with the way ur living rn. Bro ffs put ur talents into work ( i see this pile as people with too much of good placements in their charts TOO GOOD almost to a point where it made yall lazy) so yes, u can have all u been "manifesting" but not by sitting on ur ass all day long and writing in ur little manifestation notebook all the wishes u have. Bc idk if u know but this is the material world, this is saturn world and u know what saturn loves more than anything? A hardworking humble babe. So pls shift ur perspective, ur hands are not tied, your just being lazy. I love you but this a hard truth that ur pretty ass needs to hear (u give of harddd harddddd purva phalguni vibes lmao)

Pile 3

So you seem to mirror pile 2, but very different too. Different sides of the same coin. U r afraid, very much but listen here what u need to do: LET GO OF THAT. start being more spontaneous, take risks TRUST ME IT IS WORTH IT.

Take risks regarding what? Money. U need to ask for more. U seem like a very shy person, u take what u given even if it is just crumbs. But enough is enough, it's about time you start demanding what u deserve.

And the best thing? U will be given what you ask for. Now this could be from anyone, mostly i see a male figure but could literally just be im general, you know how when u are familiar with something so u r adviced to start small and familiarize your self with the said thing? Yup, this is the same thing. Gradually learn to ask for more. Let ur childish side show (look how adorable kids are when they ask for something, u know why they're adorable? Bc they're nit afraid to ask, they never faced rejection after all. Maybe that's just what u need).

Now why start asking now? Bc whatever this thing is that ur lacking, it is holding u back. Unlike the others piles, it is ur lack of something thats holding you back. You will especially need this maybe for a project? Something artistic, maybe it's just that the lack of this thing in ur life is holding back ur creativity and ur light. So start asking, even if it's small. Trust me you deserve it.

Pile 4

Stop it. Stop acting like you dont care. Drop that mask off, this nonchalant attitude is not getting you nowhere. Humbleness looks best on you. Get down from ur high horse. Stop being so afraid to show ur real self. Bro trust me being a stuck up mask faced, real self hiding babe wont get you anywhere. Stop being so offended. Lmao ur pile has the most to let go. So i will keep it short and simple- be humble. Ur ego is not taking you anywhere u wanna be at. Trust me.

Also yall dont take none of this personally. Dont shoot the messenger im just delivering what im told.

So peace out, bye.

Oh also this has shit ton of grammatical and spelling mistakes but i have a combusted mercury in 8h ofc im dumb. Dont judge.

[pearl-tarotist]

* ༺ Your beauty ༻ *

In this tarot reading I will describe the beauty that you have and I will mixed it with some poems, things, feelings and situations that remind me of you.

Disclaimer: I do not consider beauty only as physical attributes.

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes...

PILE 1

Dear Pile 1,

Your beauty is sweeping and easily strikes the eyes of others at first glance. Your presence is strong as a furious river, people enjoy the scene and they are in awe at it. But the strength that the river has dissolves when they try to cage the water.

Your beauty is natural and pure as the liquid that gives us life; it cannot be replicated or forced at the will of others, it just comes from you, your presence and your soul. It's not the material but the energy that shapes it.

You are passionate, energetic and pure, what in the words of Sylvia Plath would be translated as “I am too pure for you or anyone", from the poem "Fever 103°.

In the same way as the damsel in distress when sad or overwhelmed, you hide yourself in the highest tower or in the lowest cave. Your beauty can just be encased by your own hand...and you do. Your fear that the show of your real self to the world will end in a lose of stability. You hide because you feel that showing your true nature and sweet but passionate soul will destroy your own world and the relationship that you have with others.

You hide under the presence of a basic person, fashion-like or behaviourally-like, but you beauty shines in the unconsciously curves of your cheeks and lips. There's something pleasuring and round about your lips that make your words sweeter and gentler than average. There's something about your back and position that could be beautiful too, stand straight and let other see you.

Your passionate and in that passion you are sweet and cute, just like the childish heroine of a story that never gives up.

Long legs, baby-like face, pouty lips, soft skin, limitless strength, adventures that you want to live and the passion when you speak half-baked of them. I'm not going to lie, for some, your beauty resides in your bad states, when they can take care of you as if you were something to fix or defend, but I do not think that's your beauty but what others find themselves attracted to.

Your beauty is not equalled to their attraction.

Stuff that reminds me of your beauty:

A Poem: My head a moon /Of Japanese paper, my gold beaten skin / Infinitely delicate and infinitely expensive. (Poem fever 103).

The flowing of a mighty river surrounded by grass.

The shaking pale hand of someone that has fought and won.

The elegant makeup of the Geishas.

The warm caresses of a loved one.

Knight of wands/5oW/The Chariot/10oC/5oP/4oS

PILE 2

Dear Pile 2,

You get things done. You are full and complete on your own, independent and capable. There's nothing that you can not resolve, you are efficient, strong and powerful. A scopio, pluto dominant or 8th house energy on your natal chart?

You are so beautiful on your own, so successful and victorious. Your willpower and your resistance towards adversity have created the most polished part of yourself, just like a diamond. If I have to be honest, it's not just your resistance but also your search of fights for truth and new adventures. The need to discover new things.

You are openminded and know that with a simple and small discovery, the perception of your reality can change in seconds, that's why, often, you feel that you do not belong to places or "homes" but that you are your own home. Your ideas and mental world is the only place you should be comfortable with.

There's also a characteristic of foreigner to your beauty, you could travel a lot or be "exotic" to others, in the sense of being different from them, physically and mentally. You are not a copy of the current societies but a mix of everything (past, present and future) and that's why others are intrigued by you, they want to learn about this composition. I would bet for a little bit of aquarius is in your natal chart, I guess.

You are clever and curios about everything what makes other being intrigued by you as they do not know what to expect. They can not tag you in one social group, you are way more than just that.

You do things with security, your hands do not shake in front of others and I would say that you are also quite social as you want to learn about everything, like a bee that goes from flower to flower, you go from person to person.

Piercing eyes, beautiful eyebrows, a nice chest, some of you could have a voluptuous body, an accent when speaking, and knowledge that extends for miles.

Stuff that reminds me of your beauty:

The sword of Arthur Pendragon, Excalibur.

The satisfaction after a job well-done.

The mist of the forest before the faes appear.

“For she had eyes and chose me.” (William Shakespeare, Othello)

"fuck it I love you" by Lana del Rey.

The World/ The Chariot/ The Fool/ Knight and king of Wands/ King of Swords

PILE 3

Dear Pile 3,

I fear that some of you are unable to see your own beauty. The cards that I got are unpeaceful and represent fights and loses.

Nevertheless, let's start with the reading. Your beauty is different from the rest, I like the way that you do not want to be exactly like the others. I applause you for not following the trends, the viral products and the fast-clothing industry. Your best quality is the uniqueness and respect for your natural state. Somehow, I believe that this is also one point of hurt for you, because you are not like the others, so you feel less...but, in my opinion, it lifts you higher than others.

To have an opinion of your own under a society that push us more often to have a single mindset is of respect and admiration.

Following the last idea, you are someone with spark, with cleverness, someone that has great ideas and potential that you can develop endlessly. You are a pool of ideas full of different points of views that need growing and development, a little bit of Gemini/ Sagittarius energy on your natal chart, no?

These ideas are not developed to the end, I think you jump around and start a lot of ideas that do not end up in a solid project, but that does not stop you from enjoying it nevertheless. I feel that there's two types of people: the ones that focus on just one thing and the ones that know a bit about everything. You are the second one, and in it resides your beauty.

Curious, fighter, powerful, with potential and creativity. Soft and uniform skin, probably short height but with a good posture, hands that are warm and search for the touch of others, lover of animals, young but wise. You may decorate your hair with caps, bows or similar. That's your beauty.

Stuff that remind me of your beauty:

Jeanne d'arc - Albert Lynch

The soft fur of animals like a horse or a deer.

The coldness of a knife close to the neck of the main character carried by their "enemy". (Enemy to lovers AU fr).

The endless routine of the sun (sunrise and sunset).

The smell of an old book.

5oS/2oW/The Tower/ 8oS/7oW/Page of Pentacles

This reading belongs in exclusivity to @pearl-tarotist.

[pinkpicket]

Pile 2, and lmao i have scorpio sun\venus\mercury\pluto all in 8h and my chart ruler , mars in aqua.

[pinkpicket]

Why couldn't i have been some fucker with no desires? Why cant i just be happy with what i have? Why cant i just be happy in my hometown, have a babe at 25, a husband to rely on as im pouring my love into the dinner that im preparing for him. I wish i was like that. But i am not. I am a fucker that always wanted more, a fucker that is never satisfied, a fucker with never ending thoughts and desires that endlessly go round and round between the ridges of the dura mator of my brain. But lord know that i am tired of wanting more, i really am. But i cant stop me, because my stupid being is hopeful, too hopeful for its own good.

Will i be different? Will i make it out of here? Or will i be just like the rest of them expect with a baggage of all my emotional turmoil, and my unsatisfied desires? I am enough to be the one that got away far from here? Am i lucky enough?

Please let me get away. Make me something greater bc this town is not enough to contain me, nor is this apartment, nor will this body ever be.

[xycmp-deactivated20240101]

mrigashira nakshatra:

the fifth constellation— (23°20 to 6°40) taurus-gemini.

symbol: deer head 🦌

animal: female serpent

ruler: mars

these individuals seem to always be on the ‘chase’ or journey to seek what life has to offer them. the way they think is profound in a way because they are never really satisfied with the knowledge they accumulate in this present moment, making them used to the act of getting the answers that they both need and want.

the mind here is inclined in thinking of bigger and better solutions, ideas, etc. the search never ends with this nak. these people don’t really have a clue as to what it’s like to be in a fixated/stable situation or relationship. they have a tendency of thinking that the people around them have a motive against them.

mrigashira’s absolutely love being in the limelight, especially in front of cameras. they crave the attention. things such as multitasking, communication, curiosity and artistic ability are more emphasized here. they have the ability to learn different things in a very quick way, but just don’t want to go through the process.

these are the types of people that tend to ask the most complex questions known to man. they truly desire to know the reasoning behind their existence. the ones who consistently ask “why..?” to everything they were taught or told about their reality.

mrigashira are connected with themes of stalking and infatuation. (mentioned this on my tiktok, which includes more detail..) will ask you every question in the book upon first meeting—have a tendency to pry themselves into other lives. they want to be around people and learn how their mind functions. if you think about it, the more connections you have with people, the more knowledge and or resources one can gain within their life which can really benefit a person. for shorter terms, they are extremely clever with the type of people they associate themselves with, usually individuals that can get them ‘higher’.

the curiousness is everlasting. those with this nak prominent in their chart like the idea of jumping into tasks that require days worth of learning about and just do it without really knowing the accurate way of performing whatever it is they want to do. just like how deer run out in the middle of the road unexpectedly.

a visual representation of what this nakshatra is energy wise:

— xycmp

[pinkpicket]

Nah i know ur ass was in my mind reading my thoughts and shit bc??????? This is as accurate as it can get.

[highonlife22-deactivated2026021]

im like an absent father in my own life I'm uninvolved af

[fishandshesmygills]

stuck in a time loop where every day i wake up and it’s tomorrow