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This is me letting go but still supporting you and being here for you if ever you need me. You focus on your music, I’ll focus on my education, career, and music. In Gods timing, if we are meant to be, we will be together.

pinkrsegold

I wrote this three years ago. Three years later you’re back in my life.

I want to make love to you tonight

“I’ve loved him (AA) longer and truer than anyone in my whole life.. and I’ll probably never love anyone like that again.”

#personal #aa #superman #greatestlove

I still feel butterflies whenever you kiss me.

#personal #greatestlove #it will always be you

he kissed me and i felt butterflies. ♥️

#it's still you #i love you.#superman

pinkrsegold

Maybe, the truth is, I’ll never find the same type of love that I felt with you.

pinkrsegold

May 31st 2017, it's been exactly one year. 💚

Well within an hour it’ll be 12am. That means it’s been exactly a year. It’s been one year since I’ve been hurt. I have some questions for you: how are you? are you doing well? do you still think of you at times? I hope you so. It’s been an entire year and so much has changed. I wish I can just tell you everything that’s been going on in my life but I don’t think I can anymore. Still, you’re still my guy bestfriend but you are also the first guy I fell in love with and the first guy who’s hurt me so bad. Which is why I remember this date - the date you ended things between us. A year of our separation for months I wonder how I could move on? Will I move on? The answer is yes because I have. But that doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten about you nor us and what we once were. I hope you haven’t either. It’s crazy to think that I’m writing about you, but I’m writing for myself too. People are going to say “He hurt you and you still feel this way for him? You’re too nice of a person. Or He lost the girl who’d love him unconditionally. Or it’s his lost, not yours.” Maybe they are right. But I’ve never let anyone into my life the way I did with you either. It’s funny because it took me an entire year to get myself back out there again. Just my luck, maybe I’m not yet ready to let another guy into my life (romantically). That’s okay too. I guess I’m writing this as reminder to myself that I overcome any pain that happens to me. But that doesn’t mean I don’t miss you because I do. I miss your laugh. Your smile. Your voice. Your horrible annoying singing voice that you’d do just to make me laugh. Face timing you every night. Watching Netflix together. Listening to music together. I miss everything about us. Like I said when you ended things between us, I’ll miss you every day for the rest of my life. I meant that. Also, just because I overcame this pain doesn’t mean that I stopped loving you either. I haven’t. It’s been exactly one year as soon as May 31st hits. You still have a special place in my heart. Always. I hope you’re doing well. I hope you’re happy too. Love always, Your Tiger.

pinkrsegold

If by some crazy chance you read this, I do still think of you from time to time. I hope you’re doing well. Don’t hesitate to reach out and say “hey.” some time.

with love always, your tiger t. 🐯💚

I’m over here, next to you, looking at the love of my life. Here I am asking myself, “is it really time for me to let you go or should we try to make it work?”

#A&TForever

how sad is it to say, “they love each other, they just have different priorities right now.”

I miss you, Superman.

#4am thoughts

You’ll never take me serious & you’ll never genuinely appreciate me for anything. I hate you so much for that.

I hate how I was right when I said I’ll never be enough for you.

wholeheartedsuggestions

healing involves a lot more grieving than you’d expect. progress hurts. you’re moving on from things that happened but also things you wished would happen and never did. mourning does not mean you are not getting better.

If you think you broke me, you did. Congratulations.