Sigh...It's not like you are a bad person, but you seem to attract the bad ones that end up hurting you without thinking. you spent 4 years in the university and your roommates were with the same guys. While you dated different men and got heartbroken every time. You ask yourself what's wrong, you know you are beautiful, even when people don't say it , you know that you are very good looking. You know you have a good heart and you are very kind . Everyone that comes to you with one problem or the other ends up feeling better than they came, you know that nobody who is sad around you ends up feeling better without you even trying. People open up to you even when you don't ask them to , you know you are very warm and accommodating.
A lot of people just love you, and you know that. But "why do I keep attracting the wrong ones who will break my heart and make me feel miserable?" You keep asking yourself all the time, the so called friends you open up to have a way of making your miserable love life a joke and they even tell their partners, then you become a thing of pity. You hear things like"sorry you will find a better person" or "you deserved someone better" or " don't worry another person will come" or the most irritating part " you were in a hurry to date him"" to date a man that took 3 years to try to make me be his girlfriend? Or in a hurry to date this man that literally begged my best friends to talk to me so I could date him? I was in a hurry? Really? This boy literally worshiped the ground I worked on, please how was i even in a hurry to date him? We were friends for 3 years before we ever dated so what is the problem?" ... These questions keep popping in your head. He said you were the best thing that could happen to a man then why did he leave you? ... you remember how he told you that he was just excited when he took your virginity and in the process made a promise to be responsible for you emotionally and mentally.
You saw how your roommates talked to their partners, all the lovey dovey all the romantic things and you wished with all your heart that something like that even happened to you for once! But no! every guy you meet just wants to have sex with you , meanwhile when they are in love with someone else they go all out for them. Your recent ex told you how much he adored his ex , he spoke about her so dreamily, he told you how much he spent on her and how he loved her. But he didn't do the same to you. Instead he cheated on you and told you to deal with it. He said " that girl gives good head (BJ), you should learn from her" while you both were still dating.
Your "friends" make snide comments about your failed love life "no wonder (his name) left you, see what you are doing " sometimes you just laugh it off so that you don't fall back into the deep pit of sadness you fell into when your first love broke your heart. They keep telling you to move on and forget about him , meanwhile this young man was your everything, your first experience at love, the "best" thing that happened to you. And in a flash you became irritating and annoying to him after 6 months of dating, so what happened, you thought he was the love of your life , was the 3 years of wooing an act?
You know what hurts you the most is that those "friends" of yours who makes those snide comments are still with their partners, you know they are not even that loyal or faithful....
Right now you are sitting down and blasting music while remembering all the pain you've been through in the name of love. Maybe in another universe you wouldn't be so unfortunate when it comes to love.
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