Gumon

Shhhhhh

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The registrar earlier has a sour like expression earlier, I've been thinking about it ever since. Was she annoyed? I can't stop thinking about it.

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The headache and nausea disappeared after drinking RC zero....

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Wow! I really love claiming myself of something that I'm not or not sure of! But does it really matter? It's not like anyone will know!

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I thought I'd be able to handle social interaction well now. Why did I had that idea in the first place anyway? I look so pathetic earlier.. I want to cry and scream my heart out! I'm still young but I'm old enough to handle this situation by myself, and yet I still have to depend on someone. I feel so shameful of myself.

I struggle with words, handling a conversation, talking or just everything related to socializing or communicating. With my extreme self hatred and anxiety, the need to always depend on others in every situation, and no one to rely on irl... will I ever overcome this all by myself? When will I ever begin to become an independent being? Hello? Can you hear or see me, or see it hear me??????😂😂😂😂

I keep thinking that maybe there's still hope for me. Maybe I'd change someday but when will that day come? Can't it come sooner? I'm saying this bs knowing that i did this to myself. Ofc, nothing will change if I don't do anything— I seek for improvement and yet I'm not doing anything to improve myself..

Why am I having this thoughts? Is it because I'm a teenager? This is just a phase right? I haven't lived for long but I'm speaking like I did. Tomato! Tomato! Booo!! I want to overdose myself to death

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When you want to cut ties with a friend;

Do you tell them about it directly Or block and ghost them without explanation

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Every time I befriend someone new, I'd find them annoying for some reason. Even if they didn't do anything wrong or whatever, I'd start to get pissed when they talk to me.

If you're my friend and I didn't blocked nor ghosted you after months, then I must've really love being with you!

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My head feels so heavy, I feel like banging it against the wall to relieve the pressure mmmmmmmmmmmm I can't even eat properly without feeling like I'm about to throw it all up, I don't have a fever or cold! I think the reason why I'm experiencing this is because of excessive screen time... My body is obviously telling me to do something besides wasting my whole day playing/doomscrolling.

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Extreme headache and nausea... Dude

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I feel like banging my head against the wall

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How do you block someone without blocking them?

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A school shooting recently happened in my country for the first time. The incident is all over my my feed in every social media, well... specifically FB and twitter.

Apparently, nagawa nilang magsimula ng school shooting dahil nakakaranas sila ng pangaapi— which I doubt that it's their real intention behind the shooting, It's most likely that they did it for clout like other copycats. This incident could've been prevented if the guns were properly storaged by the org owners, they must be held accountability for the negligence and not being responsible enough.

Also, I really hate how people are judging the perpetrators based on their appearance Saying shits like "mukha sila ung nambubully"??? 8080 mindset amp, bat kayo nagfofocus sa physical appearance nila sa halip sa krimen na ginawa nila. I'm not even surprised to see a lot of comments that are straight up bs, like " Kiko's juvenile law will save and free them☺️☺️/s" pinagsasabi niyo?? MGA TANGA BASAHIN NIYO KAYA KUNG PAANO ANG PROSESO NG BATAS NA 'YON. Ngl, I find it funny that many of them are pointing their fingers sa DDS as the influence of the incident 😭😭😭 they have no idea about what happened on 04/20/1999!

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When I'm reading a femdom story and the Dom female pulled both gender😍😍😍😍

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I see, I've done my part

It's time for us to part ways

Never contact me again in the future

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I'm feeling numb and hungry... I don't have any energy to do anything— since when did I have any energy? Whatever let's just go to sleep. I want to slit my thigh right now.

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Earphones broke just now and my father is watching those AI videos on full volume.. this is torture ☹️☹️

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I saw two cats inside a cage earlier outside in this hot weather... They look like they're thirsty and couldn't handle the heat. I wanted to open the cage and let them out but I was scared to do so. So I walked away, feeling horrible for being a coward.

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When your friend's take was so bad that it made you reconsider your friendship with them🥹🥹🥹

This dude is performative about it too. Like, he claims that he loveeesssss yuri when he has only read 1 ( and also dropped it)????