conducting research on the ceiling

20 ♥︎ any prns

[pixieprowl]

helloo everyone <3 u can call me pixie i guess ♥︎

♥︎ music artists i luv: fiona apple(!!), ethel cain, halsey, lana, grimes, caroline polachek, neggy gemmy, slow pulp, & im really getting into samia lately..

♥︎ movies i'm into: any of the tinkerbell movies(!!), amélie, i believe in unicorns, lady bird(!!), naissance des pieuvres, the virgin suicides, but i'm a cheerleader, the florida project, the outrun, strange magic, call me by your name, challengers, fight club, etc..

♥︎ books i'm obsessed w: bunny by mona awad, the rabbit hutch (!!), the longings of wayward girls, gone girl, sharp objects (any book by gillian flynn really), life of the party by olivia gatwood, autobiography of red, anne carson's the glass essay, mary oliver & sylvia plath's work

if ur taste is at all similar please give me some movie/book recs, or reach out & share something u want me to see!! i'm actively searching for more media i can romanticize..

i love creating things & i often post my photos or writing projects on tumblr (might start posting more paintings & drawings soon). if u love romanticizing ur life to combat ur depression i think u might like what i make?? let me know..

♥︎ i also looove pinterest.. if u think i might have good taste in images & aesthetic please follow me or take a peek!! my pinterest

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drawings by @cleoidus

[vivianveil]

already being driven insane by small town summer

[pixieprowl]

i feel like a bad person

[pixieprowl]

[ru1n3r]

[pixieprowl]

[taconesdrift]

[pixieprowl]

all this and i still want the mandalorian to fuck me senseless

[chkq-deactivated20260531]

hello i am a normal person. i am wearing flip flop sandals and a dress and an underwear. i am holding my hand up above my eyes so i don't get the sun into them. my interests include experiencing pleasure and not experiencing pain. i like to eat the corpse of a tortured thing fried up nice and crispy. i like to poke myself with pushpins. and i wander around the city to the safeway supermarket where i am a cashier at the safeway supermarket. in a state of being dazed and delirious. is how i wander there. i am normal and i like to be normal. please

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[pixieprowl]

[pixieprowl]

hiii ur really cool and pretty ^_^

COMING FROM U❔❔❔ i swear u have aesthetic on lock

[ru1n3r]

[ru1n3r]

[ru1n3r]

[pixieprowl]

list of new frequents:

concealer under my eyes

painting outside

jumping until i'm out of breath

listening to the local sermon radio to make myself mad

windows open in any weather

writing my objectives on paper scraps beside my bed

putting a cigarette in my mouth and breathing through it but not lighting it

drawing non-figurative things

writing. a lot a lot.

forcing myself to stand up when i want to sit down

forcing myself to talk to employers when i want to stay at home

thinking, "i'm nobody's little weasel" whenever something i am embarrassed about or ashamed of occurs to me

not listening to my summer playlist

forgetting what i'm doing mid-task

forgetting what i'm saying mid-sentence

forgetting. a lot a lot.

& forgetting to throw my phone across the room