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nico. he/they. no byf (aside from racists, terfs, and pedophiles) i'll block if you make me uncomfortable. don't reblog posts tagged nico.txt please.

[girlsglittergloss]

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

“I seem to de addicted to something that doesn’t exist.”

Naked Lunch (David Cronenberg, 1991)

[goneintohidingliterally]

the cover and a selection of pages from the fabric book I just finished, This summer I spent a lot of time sleeping with my head in a pool of moonlight.

The pages are printed on canvas, muslin, and cotton bedsheets and are silkscreened, printed with photo intaglio processes, drawn on, and embroidered.

[o0o0o0o0o0o000o-deactivated2021]

not having fangs irl is ruining my image

[placebodiscography]

aaaaaaa lol

[bpdcoric]

me, about to trigger myself:

[icarusfanclub]

someone: calmly and nicely explains a thing i did wrong

me: fuck i fucked up they hate me now they want me dead i should die i’m the worst

[dogboyism]

es - crying

feelin not myself lately

[29848939847384-deactivated20250]

Just Cluster B Things:

- ”im taking a break from tumblr” *comes back after six hours*

-  constantly wanting to do that huge scream regina george does in mean girls after she finds out she’s been eating weight gain bars

- having the diagnostic criteria for your disorder memorized because you’ve read the DSM article so many times

- every time you change your icon or your blog theme you’re a completely new person for a couple days

- having to watch people armchair diagnose evil people with your disorder (and then they don’t listen to you when you correct their information because you’re not a person to them)

- either hyperempathy or none at all. it’s a lottery.

- vivid daydream about dramatically stabbing yourself in the heart

- “people only like me because im manipulative and i tricked all of them” (the last time you manipulated someone was when you took pictures of things that weren’t pizza for a domino’s coupon a year ago)

- why are we here? just to suffer? every day i have to unpack a new behavior

- i’m that b!tch in the mirror and i’m That B!tch in the mirror

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[valiumvampire]

ever just forget that people are people and not just the audience in the neverending performance of your life

[bean-pd]

yeah i know, realistically, i can’t solve ALL my problems with marijuana but is that gonna stop me from trying? absolutely not!

[oldworld-chaotic-deactivated202]

[glinduhupland-deactivated202110]

I hate having b&w thinking. One person ignores me and suddenly i think everyone doesnt want me anymore. One person doesnt give me attention, suddenly im garbage and i dont deserve love. I hate this so much

[bean-pd]

me anytime life throws me a curveball: i know exactly how to solve this *takes 50 bong rips back to back*

[valiumvampire]

when no one is around me and im all alone i cease to exist and i think that is very sexy of me

[actuallyunempathetic]

noo dont trigger a psychotic episode in yourself your so sexy aha

[lithonate-deactivated20201001]

leaving the psych ward like