𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇 / * dυѕт.

[playerstarlight]

PRESENTING STARLIGHT AS A TYPICAL MEDIEVAL GIRL !

[raelynnnix]

I’m just glad you’re better.

[playerstarlight]

player : starlight. floor : 62, near the train tracks.

she missed the boss battle. the first time since the goldfish fiasco. star just didn’t see the point, really she’s struggling to see the point in a whole lot of things lately. she’s not even sure what the boss actually was --- hell, she never did visit that floor now did she? too busy off on floors that very few visit after the boss has been defeated. which was perfect to just get through and destroy herself without actually....destroying herself. after luna found her --- after what she discovered --- she had to figure things out. and she still hasn’t. hell, she’s not even sure where to really start. 

but at least she’s here.

starlight’s not sure what led her to arrive at the new and improve floor, especially since she knows it would be flocked with players rushing to find the secrets of this place. but she was here. just watching the train come and go. players getting on and off, all looking thoroughly disappointed as if they expected to find something new. 

and maybe she was hoping for the same thing. but that’s the thing about hope, isn’t it? everyone is going to be disappointed in the end. something she’s learned not so long ago.

“ let me guess. the boss is going to be the mutant ninja turtles. ”

[playerstarlight]

userluna‌:

why had she saved starlight? why was she still trying to? the answers weren’t clear to luna either, but she turned star’s face back up to keep her from spitting out any more of the potion. “quit being so fucking wasteful and ungrateful,” she snapped halfheartedly. though her initial instinct was to save the girl she used to be so close with, the friend that made this shithole bearable when they first joined, luna was getting ready to slap her and leave her for dead. or for radish to find after she dm’d him. fuck. radish. he’d been right. luna sent him a quick message with their coordinates and a request for a health pack. for now, she’d wait.

star had calmed down some, or at least stop trying to fight luna off, her head settling in luna’s lap instead of thrashing around. luna didn’t know if that was a good sign or not. “i don’t know,” she confessed, her voice barely above a whisper. “i’m not– i’m not a fucking monster, star. you would do it, you’re a bitch, but you would do it, if it were–” me, she wanted to say, but she didn’t dare. mostly because… she wasn’t sure that star actually would. “it doesn’t fucking matter anyway. we’re here now, so deal with it.” her words were harsh, but the fingers moving the hair from star’s face were gentle. “just… breathe, okay? i can’t fucking stand to hear you talk.”

ungrateful? what the hell was there to even be grateful about? she was alive. yippie. what was the point of that if her kid brother wasn’t? no, there wasn’t anything to be grateful about --- that is what starlight is sure of at this very moment. that --- and luna really wasn’t the monster. she was. a monster for leaving the other behind, a monster for not being there for so many people, a monster for just up and disappearing without a single word. no, luna wasn’t the monster around here and starlight knew that all too well. so why would she save the real one? after all the crap that she’s done? there was no reason, no explanation for this.

but it’s not like she had the energy to express any of that in the first place. even with her health bar out of red --- honestly, it was barely green at this point and was slowly going down by the second, she was not doing well and star’s certain luna knew that without her having to say something. “ i am breathing. ” sort of --- trying to. it was getting hard to between the tears rushing down her face, breaths being caught in her throat before even getting out. but it’s not like she really wants to be breathing right now anyways. “ i --- i’m fine now. just leave. ” if she could get luna to leave, though she’s never had much trouble before on that matter, then maybe she wouldn’t have to suffer any of this much longer.

[playerstarlight]

i have two off days from my job which just means that i’ll actually be able to be around and im desperate for plots so shoot this a like if you want to plot with star, mer or cheez post battle and whatnot <3 

[athousandtales]

No regrets…

[playerstarlight]

userluna‌:

The world didn’t move until Luna saw Star’s eyelids drag themselves up, as though they were lined with lead. Luna opened her mouth, but no sound came out. There was a confusing sense of relief and anger rushing through her. go away? The fucking nerve. “Just like you to be difficult on the brink of death’s door,” Luna huffed, halfway between a grunt and a laugh. “You’d be at the gates of hell telling the devil to fuck off, you insufferable shit.” Her thumbs swiped away at the tears running clean lines down Star’s cheeks. 

Luna shifted her enemy’s head so it rested on her lap as she dumped out the contents of her bag. It’s contents spilled everywhere but she couldn’t find it in herself to care. All she needed was the mint blue potion she’d grabbed from Radish’s stash before she went out. Freshly brewed, ready to fill a healthbar at least halfway. “Are you done being a difficult cunt? Good, open.” Without waiting for Star to comply, Luna pulled her mouth open with her thumb and tipped the bottle into Star’s mouth. “I know you wanted to ghost me, but this was a bit far, don’t you think?” Her hand had since stopped shaking, and she was grateful. If she could pretend long enough that she wasn’t terrified, maybe her body would believe it too. 

luna being here -- just another reminder of how she has failed. what else she has done wrong in this game. the whole reason why she was even in here -- the one person in her life that seemed to be interested in the game was gone. and the first person that she became friends with, someone who she could have told anything and everything to -- and had -- hated her. so why didn’t luna just leave like she asked -- demanded? 

but she continued talking -- hard to drown out and hard to fully focus on. the tears streaming down her face, the pain shooting in nearly every spot on her body she focused on for a second, and if she were to try for a second to focus on her words, maybe she would have been prepared for the potion shoved in her mouth. it didn’t take away all of the pain, some -- sure, but everything she felt inside didn’t disappear. there wasn’t a potion to make that shit numb. 

starlight moved to try and twist away from luna, spitting whatever bit of potion she had inside of her mouth, out. as if that could somehow revert what was already in effect with her heathbar moving away from what she believed she wants.

“ why? why would you do that? why bother wasting that? why would you --  ” 

her voice raised after each question before the last question where she just stopped talking, trailing off. was she angry? maybe. it was more of just exhaustion that she felt right now. tired of running, tired of fighting. tired of being here. and now luna was here to really give her that moment to feel again. 

and all she wants to do is shut these feelings back down.

[playerstarlight]

5kittles‌:

“you know i find the fact that you don’t think I am careful endearing and insulting at the same time.” she teased, bumping her shoulder playfully. she knew star was just looking out for her. even if the other would come right out and say it she could tell. it was there. the last thing she wanted to do was disappoint her (even though she knew she would) skittles had to ignore the guilt that crept in now. “i know what i’m doing, you taught me well enough.”

did she? skittles wasn’t sure she did know. not when it came to the little tricks she turned at the pool table. but with other things; when it came to hela- even thinking about her caused her to squeeze the glass in her hand a little tighter. skittle had heard a circus member say get them before they got you and if they did get you- make them bleed. the idea was appealing to her more and more. this whole night was more a less a cover. or at least it was now. she had started doing this after jeremy died. little had she known that her foray into being a trickster would actually work out in her favor. if she was seen here, or on this floor at all. most would say ‘skittles is at it again’ or ‘poor kid, she seems so lost.’ no one would think that she was in fact up to something far more nefarious than a couple of harmless scams. 

maybe if she had open up to star or fiona earlier; things would have been different. but she was to far along the path of vengeance to let reason stop her now. all she wanted was justice - and in skittles mind, she was the only one willing to hand it out.  in order to do that she had to keep up the pretense, she had to lie. even to star and that was probably the worst part. “eww are you blushing.” not having to fake the bit of shock the seeped into her words as she frowned a shaking her head. “everyone is more mature then radish is. thats pretty much a given.  i guess i can be nicer to him if you want. but messing with him is way more fun.” 

starlight gave one of her pointed looks -- one that essentially said ‘yeah, yeah whatever you say’ without actually having to say that out loud. but she’s sure that skittles can read it loud and clear. there are certainly moments when she thinks that skittles should really focus instead of going off and playing these dangerous games, like she was with those at the pool table, but at least the other does seem to consider the dangers -- or at least, that’s what it sounds like. only thing starlight could do now is just trust that skittles has things handled. “ well, i’m glad to know that i did end up teaching you some shit and i’m not talking out of my ass. ” which, definitely felt like it at moments.

the problem with pain is that it can make people do some seriously stupid things -- and if the only stupid thing that skittles is up right now is getting into bar fights, than at least it was better than how others would handle this kind of situation the kid has found herself in. hell, starlight doesn’t know how she would react if -- nevermind that. either way, the situation that skittles has found herself in... it’s hard. but from the looks of it, if this is the worst trouble she has found herself in, maybe starlight can loosen her gaze on the other.

who knew it would be so awkward to talk about her love life -- or rather just talking about radish in general. the guy could be embarrassing in a conversation that he’s not even in, what kind of super power was that? a lame one that is. “ no, i’m not blushing. ” she definitely was, but that doesn’t mean she wasn’t going to try and hide it. “ it’s hot in here that’s all. ” she just shook her head at the next portion, but there was a small part of her that did agree. “ if you do mess with him, just make sure it’s not like a cruel way to mess with someone. ” after all, starlight can’t control what skittles does anyways. all she can do is just ask.

[playerstarlight]

zcndi‌:

Jal knew Star knew that was always an option. It felt almost silly to suggest, and when the Unity member’s face fell for a moment they almost regretted bringing it up. “It’s not a bother,” they said, taking her hand. “I promise.”

Fuck. They were going to have to check in on her through Radish, weren’t they? Worst cast scenario, they trailed her to the library to make sure she didn’t do anything stupid. After all, Thanatos knew what people could turn into when they experienced loss.

maybe she shouldn’t have asked, gone without the suggestion being made out loud. all of this means is that now, she has no choice but to check in with the library now that it concept was spoken out loud. she squeezed the other’s hand and put on a smile, even if it didn’t reach her eyes. “ no, no. really. this is something i should do on my own. plus, i’m not even sure when i’m going to check up there. probably in the next day or so but if there is a boss battle before then, i’ll be there instead, you know? ” 

was this her way of just avoiding the library? sure, but that won’t last forever. which just means, she’ll be in that library sooner than she even realizes.   

[playerstarlight]

⏳⏳

⏳ STORY TIME.

izabel was five years old when her first sibling was born. little adriana. and it wasn’t love at first sight. there was definite stink eyes made towards her younger sister, despite the fact that the only thing the girl did was be born. it wouldn’t be until a few years later did she start loosening up to the idea of being an older sister. by the time she was seventeen and when her youngest sibling was born -- baby gustavo. funny enough, both from her mother’s side. she was full on big sister mode, only getting the break when away from the family with friends or ( at long last ) in college.

⏳ STORY TIME.

speaking of college, izabel had no idea what in the world she was going to do. in her second year prior to logging into velia, she was still undecided. nothing really appealed to her quite yet and her options were just being left open. the one thing that was pretty solid was her whole cheerleading gig, joining the university of buffalo cheer squad her first year. 

[playerstarlight]

🥰🗺

🥰 — which floor is your muse’s favorite ??

tempus. her username is starlight, what did you expect?

🗺 — what kind of floor would your muse like to see ??

starlight always likes the floors that have a more open terrain with a sky that is as clear as sky. but one floor that she would think is just awesome, is one where she would be next to the stars, deep in the sky. a space floor. give her a space floor. 

[playerstarlight]

⏳(bonus points if it includes abby)

⏳ STORY TIME.

90 percent of the time that izzy had to babysit her younger siblings on her father’s side, she would end up inviting abby to come over where they would watch an old disney movie, play some really dumb kid games with them or just watch the boys play video games while braidingiolanda’s hair. sometimes aayliah would come over and they would end up making dinner for the kids together in the kitchen which always resulted in a huge mess before deciding on just ordering pizza. 

[playerstarlight]

🧩 — what is your muse’s strategy for getting out alive ( if that’s their plan ) ??

🧩 — what is your muse’s strategy for getting out alive ( if that’s their plan ) ??

currently, being alive is not part of her plans.

[playerstarlight]

⏳

⏳ STORY TIME.

was definitely a horse girl growing up. that’s all you need to know.

[playerstarlight]

👩🏿‍🌾 — what are some skills your muse wishes they picked up earlier ??

👩🏿‍🌾 — what are some skills your muse wishes they picked up earlier ??

the lowest skill that starlight currently has is luck. she never bothered leveling that skill up, thinking that it was pointless since the very beginning. she figured that if she focused more on the actual skill of fighting, luck wouldn’t be a big deal. and even if the luck in this game doesn’t relate to real luck, right now she really feels low in that department. 

[rp-meme-glaceon]

For every “⏳” I receive, my muse will openly talk about a bit of their backstory.

[meganonmain]

velia asks~

👩🏼‍💻 — what drew your muse to the game ?? 🧠  — what is something people irl know about your muse that people in-game don’t ?? 👶🏻 — since coming into the game, has your muse’s family had any new additions irl ??  👩🏿‍🌾 —  what are some skills your muse wishes they picked up earlier ?? 💇🏽  — what are some of the main differences between how your muse looks irl and how they look in-game ?? 🐾 — does your muse have an in-game pet ??  🦴  — what has been your muse’s worst in-game injury ?? 🔐  — what is your muse’s password ?? 📰 — does your muse check on what’s happening irl ?? 🍬 — what are some treats your muse misses from real life ?? 🥗 — what is your muse’s favorite meal ?? 🎀 — what did your muse’s avatar look like before everyone reverted to how they look irl ?? ❤️ — has your muse made any romantic connections in-game ?? 🧩 — what is your muse’s strategy for getting out alive ( if that’s their plan ) ?? 🎰 — has your muse gotten lucky in a sticky situation in-game ?? 🗺 — what kind of floor would your muse like to see ??  🥰 — which floor is your muse’s favorite ?? 🥽 — who is waiting for your muse to wake up irl ?? 🐠 — which has been your muse’s least favorite boss battle ?? 😯  — what is something your muse would be surprised to hear is happening irl ?? 🔌 — has your muse had a near-death experience ??