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I a harmless song of ruin which creates a monster that harms itself and others. II the Black Flower is the voice I hear always in bloodied prayers III the Black Flower is the song that shall ring out the day of repentance in which all shall... disappear. independent tyki mikk, written by pierre.

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Replaced again hahah

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Tyki  may  have  been  looking  at  the  hair  for  far  too  long.  Not  as  long  as  the  hair  was,  though.  Putting  aside  any  hair  related  puns,  he  averts  his  gaze,  looking  out  at  the  dreary  season’s  toll  on  the  land  rather  than  on  the  man  off  to  the  side  -  the  only  other  person  in  the  area,  unfortunately.  It  wasn’t  Tyki’s  fault  that  the  weather  was  rainy  and  proved  the  perfect  chance  to  escape  the  rulings  of  Road.

His  gaze  finds  a  way  to  return  to  the  hair,  and  he  bites  his  tongue  to  prevent  the  puns.  Until  he  opens  his  mouth  and,  in  an  act  of  rebelling,  snickers  out  a  comment.   ＂You  know,  Rapunzel  had  golden  hair.  You  made  a  bad  impression.  ＂

                                                  ———— ♥ @kvroitaiyo

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＂ So,  little  Finder  boy,  we  have  been  standing  here  for  the  past,  ah,  five  or  so  minutes  and  nothing’s  happened.  I  have  better  ways  to  spend  my  time  than  being  at  odds  with  you,  so  why  don’t  we  just  call  a  little  truce? ＂ He  pauses,  waiting  to  see  if  there’s  any  more  reaction  from the  Finder  before  continuing,  unperturbed. “  Tell  me  where  your  little  Exorcist  friends  are,  and  I’ll  let  you  go.  Alive.”

He  proceeds  to  light  a  cigarette,  watching  the  boy  carelessly.   ＂Well?  I  suppose  if  you’d  rather  not,  I  could  always  tear  your  torso  apart  and  leave  you  at  your  headquarter’s  doorstep,  too?  Your  choice,  boy. ＂

                                               ———— ♥ @starblcssed

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snowbearing:

     Veshna is careful in merging into the crowd after the fight. Having been on the sidelines, away from the main group where the Exorcists were, she hadn’t seen the Noah they said they were fighting. For now, she just needed to get to the Inn they were staying at, and avoid conversation.

     Apparently, that wouldn’t be the case. As she’s almost to the hideout the Order was using, a much taller man bumps into her, nearly knocking her over. Veshna stumbled back several steps, prepared to brush off his apology and keep going- Until he mentions the Exorcists. Damn.

     ❝I am so sorry, I’m sure it was my fault,❞ she says, playing innocent. ❝I actually did, but they were going the other way…❞

Surely she  doesn’t  believe  him  that  stupid?  Although  he  decides  that  playing  such  wouldn’t  hurt.

A  smile  appeals  in  this  situation,  and  he  offers  his  thanks  to  her  “assistance”. Only  a  moment  before  he  turns  to leave,  his  eyes  look  towards  her  once  more,  an  eyebrow  raising  at  her  as  if  curious.  ＂If  you  don’t  mind  me  asking,  ma’am,  why  are  you  wandering  through  this  part  of  town  all  on  your  own?  It’s quite  dangerous  here.  Why,  just  the  other  day  I  heard  a  man  was  torn  apart  in  the  alleys  by  some  monster? ＂

But  he  shakes  his  head,  returning  his  hands  to  his  pockets  casually.  ＂Well,  I  am  sure  that  you  will  be  safe?  Please  try  to  avoid  injury,  although  this  incident  was  my fault.  Regardless,  thank  you  for  the  directions,  I  do  hope  I  can  return  this  to  them  before  I  have  to  depart!  Have  a  good  evening,  ma’am,  and  stay  safe.  I  hear  the  weather  is  expecting  a  bad  streak. ＂

Although  it  was  obvious  to  him  that  he  wouldn’t  be  leaving  the  woman  alone  to  mislead  him,  he also  couldn’t  just  invite  himself  to  go  alongside  her,  and  so  following  from  a  distance  would  have  to  work.  And  she  would  lead  him  right  to  her  little  group  of  friends.

Turning  once  he  was  no  longer  visible  to  the  woman,  having  turned  a  rather  sharp  building  corner,  Tyki  began  to  make  his  way  back  the  direction  he  had  initially  come  from, intent  on  following  her  discreetly.

Should  his  assumption  be  wrong  then  he  would  leave. Should  it  not  be? Well...  All  the  better  for  him.

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this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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mechanicalexorcist:

         Defiance practically glowed in their eyes, the exorcist slowly beginning to get up. With as injured as they already were, they knew it was useless to try and run from the Noah. Their pupils large, leaving a small ring of blue as they stared at him. Miku’s hand carefully lifting to their rib-cage, they were as good as dead from what they could tell, able to feel their broken ribs shift inward with every breath. The soft light from their mask turning to a harsh red. They’d rather die than rat out the others. 

          ❝ Rot in hell. ❞ 

Tyki  scoffs  at  the  struggle  of  the Exorcist,  merely  raising  an  eyebrow  at  them.  He doesn’t  move  to  hinder  their  attempts,  regardless,  assumptions  of  the  ragged  state  leaving  him unconcerned.  ＂  You’re  rather  rude,  aren’t  you?  Damning  me  before  we  even  introduced  ourselves.  How  impolite. ＂

He  moves  towards  the  Exorcist,  nonchalantly,  stopping  nearby  before  exhaling  the  smoke  towards  them.  ＂  How  about  I  start  us  off,  then? I  am  Tyki  Mikk, the  third  apostle  of  the Noah  Clan.  And you  are  the  little  Exorcist that’s  going  to  tell  me  where  your  little  friends  are  one  way  or  another. ＂

A  smile  reaches  his  face  and  he  extends  his  arm,  attempting  to  grab  the  Exorcist’s  throat.   ＂It’s  a  pleasure  to  meet  you. ＂

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noahwisely:

Just a bit longer, Tyki.. Wisely thought irritated as he almost reached the part he wanted to reach without traumatizing himself by the person’s insane memories. 

When Tyki called out again Wisely opened his eyes, lost the momentum he had and glared angrily at his uncle. “I almost reached the information I needed! What do you want?!” With other words, no, he hadn’t been listening to what Tyki said earlier at all. 

He  very  strongly  avoids  the  urge  to  throw  Wisely  in  the  trash  at  the  very  moment,  swallowing  his  frustration  with  the  other’s  lack  of  paying  attention.  He  pulls  out  a  cigarette,  putting  it  in  his  mouth  and  lighting  it  as  the  other  screeched  at  him.

Finally,  Tyki  replies  to  the  yelling,  voice  remaining  calm.  ＂While  you  were  sleeping  I went  ahead  and  asked  around  town  for  any  sights  of  the  Exorcists.  Luckily  the  people  are  quicker  than  you  are  waking  up  and  I  managed  to  track them down. ＂  And  he  gives  Wisely  a  look  somewhere  between  irritation  and  curiosity  before  nodding  his  head  in  a  different  direction. 

＂ If  you’re  done  napping,  we  should  go  meet  up  with  the  little  Exorcists. ＂

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hellthinking:

SHE CRIES INTERNALLY FOR PEACE, PEACE.  what allen would give, to end this war && fight no longer, but she knows she cannot accept the noah’s not-so-loving embrace into the family.  THAT WILL PLAY INTO THE HANDS OF THOSE WHO WISH TO DESTROY THE WORLD, && as one who lives in it, allen cannot allow that to happen, no matter the cost.

there is no peace.  no matter how much she begs && pleads, && stamps her feet like a PETULANT CHILD, there is no peace.  not now, && not ever, not while the cursed bloodline of noah dares to exist within this world.  ( && PERHAPS SHE IS MORE LIKE NEAH THAN SHE DARES ADMIT )

“i can understand your priorities,”  she admits, putting her hands behind her back in a rare, girlish gesture.  DOES SHE DARE CALL UPON HER INNOCENCE TO AID HER?  with apocryphos possibly so close to her?

“but i cannot give up.  I CHOSE THIS PATH FOR MYSELF, && i must continue to keep walking on it.  besides, the more i think about it, the less && less i believe that the fourteenth would willingly walk amongst you again–SUCH A THING SEEMS SO MUCH LIKE AN ANTITHESIS to what the noah family would want: TO MAKE HIM PAY FOR HIS SINS AGAINST THEM.  && i want nothing to do with assisting in that.  I’M AFRAID YOU’RE RIGHT THIS TIME, TYKI: we’re going to have to fight.”

INNOCENCE, ACTIVATE!!

Tyki  never  forgets  that  Innocence.  The  scar  aches  on  his  body  at  the  sight  of  the  white  that  billows  like  some  flag,  the  need  to  rip  the  pretty  thing  up  steadily  increasing  the  longer  he  is  in  proximity  with  the  white  cover.

He  spits  out  the  cigarette,  smothering  it  on  the  ground  as  a   grin  begins  forcing  its  way  onto  his  face.  Retracting  his  outstretched  hand,  he  raises  both  in  a  showing  of  mercy,  or  something  akin.  ＂ Now,  now,  girl,  calm  down.  As  I  said,  my  intention  isn’t  to  fight  you,  this  is  just  our  lead-up.  No  need  to  get  messy. ＂And  he  steps  back  carefully,  shoving  his  hands  into  his  pockets  once  more.

＂ I  have  no  clue  about  this  Fourteenth  beyond  what  I’ve  been  told.  What  the  Earl  wishes  of  him  isn’t  for  me  to  question.  You  understand,  right?  We’re  both  pawns  to  our  own  sides,  or  in  more  definitive  terms  for  you,  the  side  you  used  to  fight  for.  I  only  aim  to  do  what  I’m  told  and  get  the  most  of  my  life.  I  can  say  for  certain  that  is  my  path.  The  path  you  choose  to  walk,  however... Are  you  sure  it’s  your  choices  that  forge  that  path?  What  if  those  are  the  Fourteenth’s?  Memories  and  ideals  that  you  believe  to  be  yours,  figments  that aren’t  actually  yours?  Would  you  not  just  be  following  what  he  wishes,  then?

＂ Even  now  those  memories  consume  you. Murmurs  in  the  back  of  your  head,  thoughts  that  aren’t  yours,  ideas  that  don’t  belong  to  you   —   isn’t  that  right,  girl?

＂ That  he’s  destroying  this  presence  known  as  ‘Allen Walker’. 

＂ And  just  as  he  was  a  traitor  to  our  family,  he  will  be  a  traitor  to  you,  as  well.  Stealing  your  body,  your  life,  your  being. And  once  that  comes  to  happen,  nothing  is  left  of  you  and  all  you’ll  be  known  as  is  the  little  girl who  deserted  her  friends   —   the  little  girl  who  led  the  life  of  a  caged  bird. ＂

He  gives  her  a  piteous  look.   ＂  What  will  you  do, girl,  knowing  you’re  cemented  in  this  miserable  fate? ＂

[artemius]

[deathwalksamongarchive]

artemius:

sometimes it quiets down, but it never leaves

[ink-marked-deactivated20190210]

     Palms of a boy, so used to holding a quill and touching fragile paper had to readjust their grip to become worthy of being those of a man, those of a warrior. Fingers curled around the handle of cold iron and felt the pulsating h e a t hidden within the weapon. The black ink stains on his hands soon were replaced by those of red blood, blood of his fellow warriors. Smell of old books and scrolls he used to carry turned to that of smoke and dust of a battlefield.

     WAR HAD CRAWLED ITS WAY UNDERNEATH THE YOUNG BOOKMAN’S SKIN AND SETTLED DEEP WITHIN HIS CHEST. THERE IT FIRED UP A FLAME BRIGHT LIKE THE SUN ITSELF.

                                                                Indie Lavi RP blog (D.Gray-man)

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hellthinking:

@pleasurebled liked the starter call.

“it’s been a while.”  allen can’t say she’s pleased to say tyki’s face.  but thankfully, it’s jarring enough that the voice of neah in the back of her head SHUTS THE HELL UP.  she’ll thank tyki for that later, she supposes.  “i’m really not in a mood to fight.  WHAT DO YOU WANT?”

He  sighs,  defeated  already.  ＂  Honestly?  It  was  to  fight.  Rather,  it  would  have  ended  in  a  fight,  if  my  assumptions  continue  to  be  correct. ＂And  then  confidence  rains  down  on  his  face,  eyes  twinkling  with  a  hint  of  pleased  honesty.  “Which,  if  you  didn’t  already  realize,  I  have  a  knack  for  being  correct.”

Yet  the  smile  wears  thin,  and  Tyki  is  left  with  a  minor  frown  towards  the  white  haired  girl.   ＂ You  understand  that  catching  you  is  of  priority,  do  you  not?  The  Fourteenth  is  the goal,  regardless  of  whether  you  wished  for  this  or  not.  Your  Order  has  deserted  you  as  a  traitor,  Allen  Walker,  and  you  have  nowhere  to  turn  anymore.  What  will you  do  from  here  on?  You  can’t  run  forever,  can  you? ＂

Tyki  sighs,  pulling  out  and  lighting  a  cigarette.   ＂Giving  up  seems  far  easier,  don’t  you  think?  Not  having  to  struggle  anymore,  to  run  anymore.  All  this  worrying  can  just  go  away  if  you  stop. ＂  And  he  holds  his  hand  out  to  her,  a  casual  gesture,  although  he  remains  cautious  in  his  glance.  “Just  come  with  me,  girl.  Quit  struggling  so much,  life  doesn’t  care  how  hard  you  struggle  in  the  end. Some  things  are  just  unchangeable.”

[pleasurebled-blog]

fategiven:

          “I BELIEVE i was in the middle of taking out the trash.”  alma’s right hand grips a meager level two by the throat, squeezing harder than he had been before the noah showed up. 

          “i don’t believe in any side.  I CARE ABOUT ONE THING, && you && the order both can go to hell.”

  His  gaze  reaches  the  hand  that  is  holding  the  Akuma,  grin  returning  at  full  animosity  at  the  display.   ＂ Well,  what  a  rude  reply.  Do  you  not  have  manners,  boy? ＂  Even  still,  Tyki  does  not  move,  watching  the  Akuma  as  it  died.  “Poor  Akuma.”  He  laments,  a  sad  expression  passing  over  his  face,  even  as  his  eyes  are  mirthful. 

  Bar  his  laughter,  the  expression  remains  a  simple  sad.   ＂Did  you  know  that  Akuma  are  highly  disliked  by  Exorcists?  That  includes  little  monster  boys  like  you.  Just  because  you  take  a  human  form  doesn’t  mean  that  anyone  would  accept  you.  Just  look  at  what  you’re  doing  right  now.  Destroying  something  else  like  a  monster   —   the  monster  you  are.  What  would  care  for  something  that  has no  alignment?  You  have  nothing, little  monster,  because  you’ve  denied  your  purpose.  —   Is  that  alright  with  you?  Never  having  anything?  Not  even  the  thing  you  care  for  most  will ever  care  for  you. 

  ＂Humans  are  like  that,  you  know.  Never  giving  a  place  unless  you  fit  the  norm. ＂  And  perhaps  the  smile’s  dismal  quality  is  partially  truthful  as  he  extends  his  hand  to  the  Akuma.  “We  wouldn’t  desert  you  as  simply  as  those  humans  do,  boy.  Why  don’t  you  join  a  side  instead  of  fighting  your  own  battles?  A  side  where  you  belong.”

[adaestra]

les métamorphoses du vampire,  charles baudelaire

[recyclmeme]

Hey, I’ve noticed this is becoming a trend ( again? ) so I just want to remind everyone; please, please, please don’t decorate your nsfw tags!

When you decorate your tags, especially by separating letters, or putting something in front of it, the black list functions don’t catch it. I know the black list I use ( a new xkit extension ) will catch NSFW if it’s stated like that in the post, but not all of them will do that either.

This is really important!

Some people, like myself, have young children in the house that shouldn’t see that sort of content. Other people actually do rp/tumblr from work and would get in serious trouble if that was seen on their screen. Some are also just uncomfortable with seeing things that can be blocked with an NSFW tag. With our black list functions we think we’ll be alright, until all of a sudden there it is and shit.

Yeah sure we can add your custom tag to our black list, but that’s going to be a ton of tags that all of a sudden people are having to add!

So please remember, do not decorate your NSFW tags.