by Anita Austvika
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@pls-dontlookforme
by Anita Austvika
I want to go so far away that I can't catch up with myself, but that's just the shame I feel when I look at myself. What a terrible thing I've done! I let myself be bewitched! Now I just feel disgusted. Where can I go to die?
Tengo tantas ganas de irme lejos que ni siquiera yo pueda alcanzarme, pero no es más que la propia vergüenza que me da mirarme…
¡Qué terrible acto he cometido! ¡Me dejé embrujar! Y ahora sólo asco tengo… ¿A dónde me podré ir a matar?
I just don't know,
What to do anymore,
My words feel so blunt,
And my fingers are sore.
Sure, some days are hard,
But I've been through harder,
Still today made me question,
Why it is that I bother.
https://www.instagram.com/thepersonalquotes/
“Trauma permanently changes us. This is the frightening truth about betrayal. You never really get over it. At best, you grieve and make some kind of peace with it. But a major life disruption leaves a new normal behind. There’s no going back to who you were before.”
— Unknown
“If I could, I would apologize to the sky and my room ceiling for all of the nights I’ve awkwardly stared at them remembering things I should have forgotten.”
— Maxwell Diawuoh
“It was all she ever wanted: to dwell in peace, without the shadow of her past hunting her.”
— Sarah J. Maas, Kingdom of Ash
“Sometimes you have to be silent as no words can express what you’re feeling deep inside.”
— Unknown
“Sadly, sometimes it’s too late. That’s the thing about time: we cannot get it back.”
— Unknown
You were never mine, but I was always yours.
k.b. // sombr - i wish i knew how to quit you
I would have kept choosing you forever but you made me choose myself.
k.b. // by @/brennenbeckwith - tiktok
I have survived. I am here. Confused and screwed up, but here.
Laurie Halse Anderson; Speak
it’s becoming painful to exist
once again i want to disappear from the face of the earth so far away where no one can find me. i wanna throw my phone in a lake and be completely unreachable
being self-aware but still unable to change your own reactions is such a uniquely miserable experience