vire[n]

computerthing

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀mental health, parablr, obslove spam blog ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀i don't follow back. ask if you want to be mutuals

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀vire, adult, non-binary. adult. they / it & unlabeled. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀very mentally ill and avoidant. do not dm, dni radqueer

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i believe in you, you can get through anything, you're stronger than you think.

thank you. i'm not particularly convinced by motivational statements, but i appreciate the vote of confidence.

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the longer i'm left on delivered, the harder it becomes to not believe they secretly hate me

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the urge to delete everything and become unreachable for a week for reasons i cannot adequately explain

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having the urge to become distant from people you love just so you can feel in control of the attachment again

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bpd4bpd qpr where we're both co-dependent and each other's favorite person(s)

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read ur pinned, no need to respond to this. i was wondering how old u were n if ur an adult, it’d be cool to be mutuals. if ur not an adult, sorry for bothering u n if ur don’t wanna be mooties, that’s totally okay. just tryna respectfully ask but u also don’t want dms which is valid as hell

i appreciate it! no worries, i'm okay with being meowtuals with you. i am an adult, 19 years old xP.

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relationship where we take mutual ownership of each other

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true love is keeping them tied up and locked in your closet. i don't care if you're claustrophobic, as long as you're under my surveillance and possession.

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i want you to be so preoccupied and focused on me that other people start to resent you for constantly talking about me.

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i have received 6 dms since i started this blog even though i explicitly stated on my pinned post not to dm me.

i have no interest in interacting with anyone or pursuing a 'deep' connection with anyone. don't try to get to "know" me. i'm not here for conversations or to make friends. don't be surprised if you get blocked for dming me. asks are open, you can send whatever you want to say using it.

respect my boundaries, thanks.

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i want to feel so deeply remembered by someone that even silence feels heavy with their attention. i could disappear for hours and still have this strange sense that somebody, somewhere, would notice immediately. the idea of existing so persistently in someone’s thoughts is so comforting to me.

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i want to be forced to wear a shock collar for someone just because they like hearing me cry and begging for it to stop. i want to be doing completely normal things and suddenly feel that violent jolt shoot through me hard enough to make my muscles lock up and my thoughts go blank for a second. i want the shock to leave me shaky and breathless, heart racing, trying to recover while they just listen to me fall apart because they wanted to hear the sound of it. because they adore the look of pain and helplessness in my eyes <3.

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i love pain most when it leaves evidence behind. aching muscles, trembling hands, bruises you keep touching just to feel the ache bloom again beneath your skin. something about it feels so grounding and real

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you don’t understand i can tell something is wrong from a two second change in your typing pattern

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carving my initial into your skin, slowly licking over the bleeding cut and pulling you into a deep kiss.

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you'd look prettier covered in bruises given by me