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[bpdmutt]

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀i don't follow back. ask if you want to be mutuals

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀adult. they / it & unlabeled. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀very mentally ill and avoidant. do not dm

[bpdmutt]

someone making me dependent on their praise and attention by how much i cut for them, how deep i go and how much i bleed for them. <3

[bpdmutt]

Question for you: Do you also experience violent sexual fantasies, even though you're on the asexual spectrum?

i most definitely do, yes. i dream to be snuffed out, with a knife deeply plunged into my abdomen and traces of sticky semen smeared on my skin.

i am more disgusted by consensual sexual activities. i don't think i could ever like it if it isn't painfully violating and humiliating, and if it doesn't end with my neck slit.

[bpdmutt]

normalize abusive, obsessive and toxic non-conforming relationships

[bpdmutt]

love me beyond recognition. peel away every layer i've hidden behind until all that's left is something monstrous, and tell me it's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen.

[bpdmutt]

peak blog twin, you're very relatable and i don't feel so weird for my thoughts after seeing am not alone in them <33

glad you enjoy it, anon.

[bpdmutt]

hey. let me psychoanalyze you. as a treat.

[bpdmutt]

i want a love so bruising and painful, it's impossible to recover from or live without.

[bpdmutt]

i'll understand why someone hurt me before i even let myself admit that they did.

[burnsandbruises]

i'd look my best as a beaten and bruised corpse

[bpdmutt]

i want to be hit over and over and over and over and over and over and over while being told how loved i am. bruise me as proof that you do.

[bpdmutt]

cutting each other up is, in itself, more intimate than kissing or sex.

[bpdmutt]

craving a really good cutting and make out session

[bpdmutt]

i need a person that's close to me but not close enough to scare me

[bpdmutt]

the hardest thing about bpd is that love feels temporary no matter how many times it's proven otherwise.

[bpdmutt]

i feel so empty not having anyone to fixate over. i want to be consumed by the idea of someone again. my mind is too quiet. give me someone to haunt it.

[bpdmutt]

everything is so quiet now. i miss having someone occupy every corner of my mind. i miss belonging to an obsession. i miss feeling sick over every little thing.