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i think that there is a time where everything just stops.

the world you once thought that was spinning for you no longer does

and all you can do

is just sit there

and watch it happen

I dont wanna be someone you only want to look at.

I want to see me and not think of the body next to you. I am more than that. I have a personality and thoughts and feelings. You dont get to treat me like an object you can push around without actually getting to know me. I have intelligence intelligence and insights you havents even thought to consider because you never thought that i was important enough for you to ask.

So no, i dont want to be just a body you see that you can use just because im fragile.

I am more than that, more than you could ever know.

I am not just someone for you to look at because i am much more

#frustrated #love #relationship

Im just desperate, ok?

I was right when i said i was going to destroy myself before id leave you. Im a completely different person now and its because of you.

There are good, like how im more open. And how im willing to confront my own feelings and perceptions out loud instead of just in my head. Im willing to ask for help.

But there are also bad. Sometimes you treat me like crap and i just take it like its normal, or that youre justified. I have no idea if you even care about me at all anymore; youre so closed off.

#you #relationship #change #i love you #destroy #destroyed

If my life was a book no one would want to read it.

If its wrong to want you im just gonna cry

#love #relationship #depressed #anxiety #anxious #i love you

In all my lonliness i just really hope you adore me like i adore you: with everything in my entire body

#valentines #valentines day #valentine #love #relationship

I want you to know me. All of me. My ins and outs. My favorite movies. What i like to do on a lazy day. My favorite color. My favorite part of you. I want you to ask me questions and yearn to figure me out, but be comfortable when it wasnt as simple as you thought. I want you to know every single thing i have ever loved or liked. I want you to know what ive longed for, what ive strived to reach for. I want you to know me so well that when you see something new that youll know if ill like it or not.

I want you to know my skin and the way my body moves. I want you to kiss me just because you felt like it. I want you to trace my edges with your finger as i lay next to you. I want you to hold my hand. I want you to sleep next to me without a thought otherwise. I want you to hug me tight and never let go. I want you to cuddle with me, and as i lay on top of you, i want you to kiss my head and play with my hair. I want you see me and say im perfection or that im sexy. I want you to know that i am more than just a body and more than just a mind.

I want you to be able to see if im mad or just tired because somehow i look earily similar in both situations. I want you to be able to see how im feeling and know exactly what to do because of how im looking. I want you to see me at my worst and still stay with me in the midst of it. I want you to tell me to take care of myself, even if what you want contradicts that. I want you to ask me for the things that you need.

I want you to see all of me and my flaws. I want you to love me because of them.

#love #relationship #thinking about you #valentines day #valentine

What do i have to do to make you believe i want to kiss you so bad

Am i being pranked or something? Because if i am, this is one sick prank. I fall in love with you and appearantly i mean almost nothing to you.

Just tell me the truth.

Who am i to be in love,

When your love

Never is for

Me?

#am i even worth it?#i dont think I'm worth that much #does he even like me?#am I just reading too much into it?

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Nobody