lamb❥

22

[bowtruly]

the day i look as sick as i feel will be such a validating day

[americanadream16]

[pinksugarbimbo]

୨୧

[nclsny]

a cool concept: me, but thinner

[plushylamb]

sad because i miss the feeling of emptiness but knowing i can’t go that low again because i can’t risk losing another baby. these things don’t go away, kids! 11 years and counting of struggling with this disease but the peace of the numbness is unmatched

[landsccape]

[avonturx]

[manicpussydreamboi]

it’s called self sabotage baby and i do it so well

[plushylamb]

nicotine and coffee for my breakfast and lunch today lmao. hope i can keep this up, nicotine helps so much when i smoke so i don’t inhale the whole campus

[birdasaurus]

[homietwt]

[paleinthenight]

[plushylamb]

i got 78 days to get to my goal before living in japan. here are my rules for those 78 days, so i can be happy in japan.

守らねばならぬルール🌿

☆必ず1日に1万歩歩くこと

☆1日に摂取するカロリーを1000以内に抑えること

☆毎日やる宅トレを必ずやること、休みの日はせいぜい週に1日だけ

☆インスタのモチベをよーく見ること

☆身体のマッサージを毎晩やること

☆コルセットを毎日つけること

i should be able to reach my goals with this plan. i’m ready to work so my summer can be perfect.

[passivity]

[plushylamb]

does anyone wanna make a snapchat group chat? only people who are gonna be active/ready to provide support and work hard for their goals. i need a community.

[fromanawithlove]

stop offering me food can’t u see im trying to starve to death

[plushylamb]

i used to be so perfectly thin without ever trying. why did i start doing drugs lol

5’7 // 120 (old)