You deserve a place to let it all out 💙

Where I come to let out my feelings and frustrations and where I don't have to worry about being myself. Now sit back and enjoy this wild ride we call life :3 (An evil poet with control issues)

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Sometimes I just feel like I shouldn’t have let my coworker look at my tumblr. He might post something on it if I ever leave him unsupervised.

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Thank you for your understanding and cooperation

Chapter 5

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Wooten it up

Chapter 4

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2017 might have sucked but today, I sucked harder

Chapter 3

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New year, same attitude

Chapter 2

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I found out that a guy I was crushing on at work likes me too and we have been talking but I'm afraid. My old relationship may just ruin my chance at a new one.

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New year, less sleep

Chapter 1

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When I haven't seen you in a while I can be like "oh yeah fuck that bitch, I don't need him!"

Then I see you or even a picture and I'm like "why is he so adorable, and funny and...." all of the "good" things rush in to my head, and I have to remember why you are toxic and not at all good for me.

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I realized I do a lot of waiting, I can handle waiting for some things, but I am done waiting for you.

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I really want you to hold me, keeping me warm as I fall asleep, but idk how to ask.

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WHEN AM I GOING TO REALIZE THAT NO ONE WILL EVER CARE AS MUCH AS I DO? NOT EVERYONE IS CONSIDERATE. YOU CAN'T HOLD OTHER PEOPLE TO THE STANDARDS AT WHICH YOU HOLD YOURSELF BECAUSE THEY WILL ALWAYS LET YOU DOWN.

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I want to forget all about you, block you from my life. But I can't hurt you, I can't hurt you like you hurt me so easily.

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Trying to get over being self conscious. Cause I look at these and I'm like dang I'm cute. Now I just need to keep telling my self that, and start believing it.

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So I think on new years I'm going to start a thing where everyday I post a chapter name that goes with each day and call it ambers biography

But new years is so close but so far away lol

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Amber's Autobiography

Chapter 1:

Why was I going to or why can't I?

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I am confused by the tenses in my words

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I hate myself because every time I think I like someone I always wonder if it's just to get over you.