I have brain rot

She|Her-Autistic-Chronic migraines-Executive disfunction- Making mods for BG3 and Resident Evil. I sometimes write on AO3. English is not my first language. when I am not writing, I am making things with my hands

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My current works

You can find me on Patreon if you wish to have a peek at upcoming mods !

Here is what has been posted so far:

I mostly write fluff but I am starting to branch out in other type of fic (dark stuff really) and into other pairings. I am trying my best to tag things properly but it is something I find difficult to do so if tags needs to be added let me know ! I try to have only one ongoing multi chaptered fic at a time and only post one shots on the side.

Three long weeks (Halstarion) 8.4K words: Fluff with some teasing and mention of Astarion's past.

Gentle Intimacy (Halstarion) 1.7K words: Fluff and some blood drinking

Baking heart (Halstarion)1.6K words: Astarion tries to bake something. Just fluff.

A cold Heart (Halstarion) 29.1K words: Absolutely zero fluff. This is toxic Astarion wanting to possess and break Halsin. There is copious amount of dubious consent, there is mention of death. Overall bad stuff happening. Gets a spicy and dark.

Sweet true lies (Raphael X Tav) 7.3K words : Just plain old smut, slight angst, not much plot to be honest. Fem Tav with very little description. there is mention of injuries, dirty talk and some swearing.

My Resident Evil Requiem mods:

Vampire teeth for Zeno

Vampire teeth for Grace

Messier hair for Zeno - Hair strand compatible

Longer nails for Grace

Zeno - No Gloves

Zeno - Wolf Set

My BG3 mods:

Head preset

Eye presets

Githyanki Trio

Improved Pale Eye Colors Preset

Fair Eye Colors

Head Experiment A head preset with some surprises

Dragonborn Unlocked Scale Colors

Color Me Blind

Metallic and Glossy Face Tattoo Patches

Fancy Eye Volume 2

Metallic Claws for tieflings

Dark Urge Scale Collection

Coquette Boo - A replacer

Bane's Cane - A Cane Weapon For Archduke Gortash

Rogue Armor

The Swashboockler - A Pirate Boo Replacer

Devil Boo Replacer

Tail of The Frontier - A devil Wyll exclusive equipment

Strange Tieflings

Hairtrix - Kpop Huntrix inspired Hair Pack

Breadly Weapon and Shield

Maybe it's natural maybe it's Poesielibre - Additional natural hair colors

Fantastical Hairstyles

Poesielibre's Whimsical Hair Colors

Poesielibre's Lash Bar - Custom Eyelash Texture Resource

Poesielibre's Spellbound Sisters - Head Duo

Poesielibre's Lithe Physique - Body Textures for UTAV and KAVT, TMTS Support (tagged adult content)

Poesielibre's Bunny's Secret (tagged adult content)

Poesielibre's Iris Atelier - Eye Colors

Iconic Colors - Makeup Tattoo Horn and Horn Tip

Please consider supporting my mods on Nexus for those available on both Nexus and mod.io as Nexus can help me keep making mods.

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Iconic Colors

a smallish CC mod for this year's BG3 modathon !

This mod adds 225 new colors to makeup, tattoo, horn and horn tip color.

The colors are inspired from iconic colors of the past few decades of makeup. The colors are mostly lipstick and eye shadow shades from big makeup brands.

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It's finally here Zeno - Wolf Set

There are 3 options: ears only, tail only or the full set.

I had to make a script to make the tail physics work in all cutscenes so make sure to grab the script file to not have a stiff tail in most cutscenes. I highly recommend using the no coat mod if you want to see the tail swish around.

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Little yap session about the Zeno - No Gloves mod.

I feel my thought process about how I ended up with the final hands could be interesting to some people. Making mods usually happens because I really like and care about the character so a lot of ideas and thoughts go in making mods for them and to try and bring the vision to life to the best of my abilities.

The idea has been in my mind for a while and when I started working on it I already knew I wanted an infected hand texture as an option. This made really only one option viable for hands for Zeno: using Leon's hands. I'm going to skip over the technical parts that is moving, posing and skinning hands to make them work for zeno and skip to the good part that is design.

For a project like this a straight port is not really how I like to work so I went on with my understanding of the character and what I thought would fit best. After talking with fellow Zeno fans friends, the vision ended up being well maintained/manicured hands.

To achieve this vision, I started by modifying Leon's hand by lengthening and then slightly reshaping the longer nails. I went just past the finger tips to keep the lenght groomed instead of unkempt. Then it was time to move on to textures. Texture work was necessary to match the skin tone at the very least so it's what I started with. It took quite a few attempts but I think I ended up with good results.

Then came the little detail, to add to the groomed hands I added some slight color to the nails, you can see it in some lighting that the nails have a slightly more pink/mauve color to them. I stopped there for the bare hands and used that as my base for the infected hands.

The infected hands required a slightly different work and thought process. I lenghtned the nails as well but only on the fingers that weren't affected, leaving the lenght untouched on those. Then those nails got reshaped a little as well and I moved on to textures. I did the same as before, color matching and ensuring the black marks stayed black. To keep both hands consistent, I rethought the nail color a little, going with a pink/mauve color but desaturated and added that color only on the healthier nails.

Now for the ring: I wanted to add a little something and I put some thought into that. Considering Zeno wears an earring and wears a collar pin, I thought an accessory wouldn't be out of place. After some thinking, I settled on a signet ring which felt most appropriate and went on to read about ring placement. Because yes, I like details and like to not leave things to chance so the left pinky placement is not random. That placement is usually to signal social status, which feels like a choice that fits the character fairly well and feels natural. The choice of the ring was fairly easy as long as it fit my criteria of the design being generic enough and did not belong or allude to any organization or religion. I have no intention to allude to something when we know little about the character. When it came to the ring texture, I managed to use the material that is used for his earring to make sure it fit with his existing accessories and did not stand out by looking too different.

There you go ! Some rambling about my process and vision for this mod. I don't usually do this but I think going over some of the creative process that goes into making mods is something that may be of interest.

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The day has finally come where I have posted my first Resident Evil fic online!

Given my love for the S.T.A.R.S. era, it is the first part of a series that will cover major milestones, events, holidays etc, and is a slow-burn relationship that travels down a road to a beautifully tragic, twisted end

If you decide to give it a read, you can find it here

As usual, feedback is highly welcomed, and if you have requests/ideas for the series, feel free to pop me an ask!

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Little preview of a wip mod (or two)

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Longer nails for Grace - Update

Since Grace's apocalypse is now available for purchase I am finally able to make a longer nail version for it !

The file has been added to my Longer nails for Grace mod page.

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Zeno - No Gloves.

This is my latest (and 6th!!!) RE9 mod. This was the most work and effort put into making a RE9 mod so far. It started as a simple idea and I ended up editing hand meshes and textures to reflect my vision of what his hands would look like.

I made 6 options ! There are 2 main versions really, the bare hands and the infected hands. The bare hands have a signet ring variation (my personal favorite) and then a mix and match combo of the options.

If you can't tell, I really like this character and I could go on about the vision and concept but won't bore you with the details. I went further than expected but I think it's my best work so far !

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I'm not really sure who really follows this Tumblr for updates but I may as well do some announcements here.

I am taking a modding break due to the month of May being very busy for but also due to a persistent issue in my right hand and arm since the beginning of the year. Unfortunately due many things related to negativity, rude comments and other issues I will not expose, I am not sure I want to keep making mods for bg3. I will be finishing up some work in progress but I may move on to other games where negativity, harassment and blatant disregard to time and work spent on making new content available for free to everyone isn't so prevalent.

I have been dabbling in making simple mods for Resident Evil 9 Requiem so if this is your cup of tea, you can take a look !

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Iris Atelier - Eye Colors

Another month, another mod published and more colors ! I didn't expect to revisit eye colors but this time I was inspired by circle lenses and doll eyes. It adds 104 new eye colors in 3 sclera options for a total of 312 new eye color options in total. it's now live on Nexus and mod.io

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Bunny's Secret

My latest and probably most infamous mod on discord is finally live !

it is available on Nexus and mod.io.

This is a modular equipment mod that adds a bunny suit, a ears and tail accessories, a collar, a jacket, heels and underwear. Most items are declined in variants (either a slightly different model or a different texture). The mod is separated in in SFW and NSFW containers.

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Lithe Physique - New Body Textures

New mod for the month, custom body textures !

Now available on Nexus and mod.io ! Three versions are available on mod.io: human and half-elf, elf and drow and tiefling. The mod.io versions are toolkit made replacers.

The new texture gives a more lean and toned appearance for the standard female body type for humans, elves, drows, half-elves and tieflings.

The changes include, more visible abs and intercostal muscles, changed the bellybutton and moved it up a little. The lower back is more muscular and has subtle back dimples and the butt mole is gone. I also reworked the nipple textures (please go see on nexus for a description and visuals). Some of the changes could not be applied to tieflings or TMTS, there is a fully breakdown on the Nexus mod pages for everything

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I just posted my first resource on Nexus ! It's a custom eyelash texture resource to spice up custom heads a little !

The resource contains 8 new custom textures, including some fully hand drawn !

2 manual coding templates are included as well as toolkit modding instructions. There is also a video linked on the Nexus page showing how i made one of the textures.

Four public heads using textures from this resource have been published and linked on the mod page for those who are curious.

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Poesielibre's Whimsical Hair Colors

The fun hair colors are now live on Nexus and mod.io !

This is the second part of my hair color mod I published a while ago. This one adds 75 new hair colors with up to 7 variations per colors which gives you 492 new options in CC ! 67 of those colors are also added as highlights and greying for a total 626 options across all hair colors tabs

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Fantastical Hairstyles

My first solo hair mod is now live on Nexus and mod.io !

It adds 22 autosnap hairstyles to all body types and will work on all vanilla races and most custom races !

The hairstyles have custom highlights and physics for some ! It was my first foray in custom skeletons and custom spring physics so it's a bit rough around the edges but I think it's decent enough for a public release !

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Maybe it's natural maybe it's Poesielibre - Additional natural hair colors

Having had to slow down on mods after getting sick again, I made some new hair colors.

This mod adds 36 new natural hair colors with several variations per color totaling 212 options for hair colors and also adding 36 options to highlights and greying !

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Free Patreon exclusive mods

This is a little psa that I now have two free Patreon exclusive mods on my Patreon !

The second exclusive mod was published yesterday ! These mods are Love and Deepspace themed so far and will always be free content !