Spilled Words

Hey. I've dropped my talent somewhere, DM me if you find it

[poetspoerty]

What do you do when it all goes down in flames?

When you have no power what so ever to change the game.

When no matter how hard you want to help so it doesn’t fall apart, you can’t.

When no matter how much you need someone to help you, they won’t. 

A silent scream and  yet so loud. 

A cry for help and yet so calm.

A need for light and yet so dark. 

And all your movement, all your thoughts say you you are okay. 

And yet your heart just begs for reason why it’s dark. 

Begs for light and for explain why and how come it’s aching.

Hopes to find a thread to tie it all together. 

And when through the years, you still on your own,

You stop believing in the dawn. 

So what do you do when it all goes down in flames?

You watch it burn.

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Ode for her funeral

As you walk by by this big closed casket

It breaks your heart to think of changes.

Front row third left right in the middle

Sit down right there next to a widow. 

You hide your face, you hide your pain

You know things’ll never be the same

Fire in your chest, cold in your eyes

In thoughts soft hands and two blue stars.

You think of morning pancakes made so rough

They had no taste but were five stars

All made with love in your old t-shirt…

Would give all back to have her with them. 

Your knees are shaking. Eyes on you.

Black piece of paper. Thousand words.

From what you’ve read you just remember. 

Her life between eight numbers. 

done. 

Four empty chairs

With hopes for future

Two empty Jacks

Where they got lost.

[poetspoerty]

Sometimes I get this urge to make something really creative and forget for a second that I don't have an talent whatsoever lol

[poetspoerty]

-But you will suffocate...

-Well... at least, I will feel something...

[poetspoerty]

Unknown place

When you feel down and all alone

When you feel hurt and can’t go on

You take my hand and let me drive

To unknown place where you can hide.

Away from world and all the pain

Away from neighbours who complain 

and say your pain is not the same

as all the problems they contain. 

Who say that you are just to young

To feel this way and it’s just dumb,

Say you do this  to get attention 

When you just want it not be mentioned. 

So take my hand and let’s move on

Jump in the car and we’ll be gone

 Away to place that no one knows.

[poetspoerty]

Feelings

Well... You can never know when it hits you. You don't expect it, it just magically apeares in your life without any notice and brings this light that makes everything look so much better. It feels like this fluffy, cozy pink cloud that brings you to all this amazing places you've never been before. And you finally feel this happiness that you've read in all your books about. It feels like you finally found your place in this amazing world and suddenly it all starts to make sence. All this pain you went through, all this betrayal, all those lies are not defining who you are anymore. You finally found your inner peace...