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you wanna know what true friendship is ? @echoedtime was about to order me a pizza because my internet was fucking up

#annie is a blessing that we don't deserve #friends don't let frIENDS STARVE !!!!#this is the quality amy and clara content i came for #✦ ° ꞉ 000 . ❜ out • ‹ i have a basketball game tomorrow ! › *

timey - whimey ! here we’ll throw out a starter call while i work on making more icons .

#✦ ° ꞉ 002 . ❜ sc • ‹ and i ran away / mutuals only . › *#they'll most likely be Short but it's fine #and by icons i mean ... not making icons

don't sleep on the fact that amy has commitment issues :/ and that she's scared of losing everyone she loves which in turn gives her abandonment issues, yikes.

#this is gonna be written about properly tonight !#im Hype af.#mobile /

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curious eyes / bright smile . a feature was such seen when he’s around for he’s her faith everlasting . like a breath of fresh air after stuffed into an enclosed room . the mad man in a blue box that has always been there – always present at the back of her mind . a laugh escaped as her head lifts up to look at him . happiness b u b b l e d up through her from where she stood , leaned up against the railing with arms crossed over her chest as she waited to hear more . where would they be off to now ? eyebrows quirked up as a grin became PAINTED on her lips .

‘ where are we goin’ now ? off to a planet that smells of chocolate while the sky is rainbow ? or how ‘bout another planet that has aliens who bark ? ’ she teased , pushing off the railing & stepping forwards towards the console . there were tons of things she hasn’t seen yet & she wanted to see as much as she could before going back to earth – to home . it was STILL strange , being in the tardis & being able to go anywhere !

#hatesendings #hatesendings * / 001 .#hi !#this is Everything ??#✦ ° ꞉ 003 . ❜ ic • ‹ you’ve reached the ponds : we’re out . › *

annie : that guy who plays the foreman is playing king george iii on west end me : who let him have a raise ? !

#man i'm great at commentating on movies #echoedtime #✦ ° ꞉ 000 . ❜ out • ‹ i have a basketball game tomorrow ! › *#tbd.

* HEADCANON : DEPRESSION .

i . she’s had depression since around the time she realized the doctor wasn’t going to be coming back which was a couple of days after he left ii . she wasn’t diagnosed until she was fourteen when she was with her third psychiatrist iii . growing up with her faith broken by a mad man in a box & with her parents dying “ unknowingly ” took a huge toll on her & ruined her iv . she grew up with people telling her that she’s crazy & that her “ imaginary ” friend is just imaginary & that she needs to grow up v . she often grew tired of hearing all of this & almost took her life multiple times because she felt so lonely in the world vi . the first time her aunt stopped her & nearly hospitalized amy vii . on amy’s third attempt , she actually did get hospitalized for roughly a month to be on round the clock monitoring viii . this is a huge part of the reason why vincent von gogh is her favorite painter . she could relate to him on a personal level & thought that his work was utterly beautiful despite what he was going through vix . in the victory of the daleks when edwin bracewell tried committing suicide , amy started tearing up because she knew exactly that mentality that he had to even think about that option x . in vincent & the doctor , she hated seeing vincent being tormented by his own mind because she went through that & when he was telling her about it , she was on the verge of a breakdown & nearly yelled at him to stop because she didn’t want to think about it

#depression /#mental illness /#suicidal thoughts /#pending tags .#yike this got muddy ?#but i'm running on 3 brain cells rn so imma pop off to bed #but yeah #amy's ? Depressed !