[luthienne]

“It’s spring, you’re young, you’re lovely, you have a right to be happy. Come back into the world.”

— Shirley Jackson, We Have Always Lived in the Castle

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i was so dramatic this morning / yesterday and now im chill again. yay. sorry for the crash out folks um i had a lot of lapses in judgement

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also today i was stood in a group of 4 girls and 3 of us were talking abt girls we were into. and the other one has a boyfriend but she reads as such a lesbian guys you should see her omfg she's got the prettiest eyes on the planet and she's so fashionable and she works out so much and is so strong and augh..... at least her bf seems incredibly well behaved. and honestly shes too scary for me but .wait why am i. i got off topic. anyway it just made me laugh. this is the future of medicine.

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WHY IS EVERYONE GETTING BROKEN UP WITH... WHAT

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what did you just say to me.

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skjhfgfd :)

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I REMEMBER. today i saw someone at the tram stop w a prosthetic arm from the elbow and i literally did not even notice till he'd walked to the other side of the road. whattt... it was so cool and like.... cool.... and he seemed so cool......

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um. ☝️ i forgot

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SIGH. i think honestly im a bit dissociated but thats ok. thats ok. everything is going to be ok.

[ozempicofficial]

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i dont know when second year finished... um.. thats scary....

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wdym i might be a third year med student in a couple months... wdym this time next year i might be on placement...... like in a real hospital speaking to real patients all day..... WTF.... who authorised that cause im basically still just a baby. or at least thats how it feels. idk when i got so... autonomous.....

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i dont know when second year finished... um.. thats scary....

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will i ever have enough money to justify getting this. no. can i still look at them u_u. yes.

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if i had 5mil in my bank account rn i would be on a plane to [redacted] and then to a beach. ugh and i really want a max mara coat and my mum is holding back on getting this designer perfume and she really likes her perfumes so i'd get her that.. and obv do the house renovation she wants to do. and id still have plenty to pay mine + my brothers tuition.... so itd probably go into a savings account till they need it.

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Imagine the level of whimsy I could reach if I just had $5M in my bank account rn

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they saved pjackk for pride month

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wait a second.

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Please pray that the Lord restores my Gindr chats!