a place for my evil thoughts

25 / side blog, i follow from euphorbia-euphoria / MDNF

[poison-at-4-am]

i was swimming through traffic this morning before i realized how fast i was going (too fast) and then i realized i didnt really care

[cherryambr0sia-deactivated20260]

[poison-at-4-am]

are there like any adults on $hblr/$htwt bc i feel like im screaming into the void

[poison-at-4-am]

accidentally spent too much time on $htwt and now all i want is to start doing it again

[jiraisupportgroup]

[icarusfallsblog]

unfortunately i actually AM impossible to love and its not just all in my head

[thoughtlessmnd]

who up feeling unbelievably unlovable

[jiraisupportgroup]

[poison-at-4-am]

feels like everyone hates me

[wastedjackpot]

[jiraisupportgroup]

[imabiteurankles]

you know i understand why substance abuse is the route taken i really do

[bpderanged]

All of my mental disorders are high-functioning because I can't afford acting on my feelings.

[poison-at-4-am]

no one wants to hear me talk about this haru urara but its the only thing i care abt rn and its making me feel so much worse

[poison-at-4-am]

bordering on a psychotic break and getting a late night message that reads "im so depressed :("

[jiraisupportgroup]

[mamitomoeshasmoved-deactivated2]