i hate being alive i ruin everything just by talking
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i hate being alive i ruin everything just by talking
sometimes being drunk feels so good like especially listening to music it makes my head spin and its like im floating and it makes me feel so calm and happy i love it
everything is fucking collapsing and i dont feel like being alive is worth it anymore
you are so fucking strange genuinely and i dont like you dont ever talk to me again
i feel like all my internal organs are just rotting inside of me especially my brain
i need to figure out how to shrink my bones
im perfectly fine now i c!ut myself and slammed blunt objects against my limbs so now im normal
fuck this stupid disorder and fuck this stupid life i hate borderline personality disorder im never gonna get better im always gonna feel this way and no one is ever going to care about it
IM NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER!!!!! NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY AND I WILL NEVER NOT BE SICK
everything is so fucking stupid i hate myself so much why is everything like this why am i always doing bad
PAY ATTENTION TO ME SAY SOMETHING. SAY SOMETHING. WHY AM I ALONE
you have to understand. There are several things wrong with me
Scientists have found that if you get 8 hours of sleep and are still tired during the day it’s because your soul is cursed and your body doesn’t think you deserve happiness. There is no cure or treatment
answer me now or im going to start hurting myself and others
Knowing that you can't be happy, that you'll never feel whole again despite that cheap, fleeting feeling that your body wants to cling to. Despite that short-lived dopamine rush, that sense of adrenaline that only feels like a fraction of what "happy" used to mean to you.