i tried to be good

am i no good?

[icarusfallsblog]

i hate being alive i ruin everything just by talking

[icarusfallsblog]

sometimes being drunk feels so good like especially listening to music it makes my head spin and its like im floating and it makes me feel so calm and happy i love it

[icarusfallsblog]

everything is fucking collapsing and i dont feel like being alive is worth it anymore

[icarusfallsblog]

you are so fucking strange genuinely and i dont like you dont ever talk to me again

[icarusfallsblog]

i feel like all my internal organs are just rotting inside of me especially my brain

[fucgkk]

i need to figure out how to shrink my bones

[icarusfallsblog]

im perfectly fine now i c!ut myself and slammed blunt objects against my limbs so now im normal

[icarusfallsblog]

fuck this stupid disorder and fuck this stupid life i hate borderline personality disorder im never gonna get better im always gonna feel this way and no one is ever going to care about it

[icarusfallsblog]

IM NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER!!!!! NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY AND I WILL NEVER NOT BE SICK

[icarusfallsblog]

everything is so fucking stupid i hate myself so much why is everything like this why am i always doing bad

[icarusfallsblog]

PAY ATTENTION TO ME SAY SOMETHING. SAY SOMETHING. WHY AM I ALONE

[greelin]

you have to understand. There are several things wrong with me

[machinot]

Scientists have found that if you get 8 hours of sleep and are still tired during the day it’s because your soul is cursed and your body doesn’t think you deserve happiness. There is no cure or treatment

[icarusfallsblog]

answer me now or im going to start hurting myself and others

[konoko]

[awvke-deactivated20260125]

Knowing that you can't be happy, that you'll never feel whole again despite that cheap, fleeting feeling that your body wants to cling to. Despite that short-lived dopamine rush, that sense of adrenaline that only feels like a fraction of what "happy" used to mean to you.

[feralratbitesu]