selfless, selfish, self-hatred // rodam
Rose ran her hands through her hair and shook her head at him. âThen maybe it was a wake up call to teach me how to defend myself. Teach me how to shoot, teach me how to fight so something like that doesnât happen again..â She told him, completely frustrated.âBut you know what, yeah youâre right, I could have died tonight, but I didnhât, Adam! Iâm right here! Iâm alive, Iâm safe now! Iâm going to be okay and thatâs all that matters and now we can make sure something like that never happens again! Adam pleaseâŠI know youâre mad, your angry and youâre upset and your head is still foggyâŠ. maybe you should justâŠhave the night to yourself and calm down because I refuse to talk to you when youâre yelling at me because youâre angry.â
âNo! No Iâm not teaching you to defend yourself because youâre not going to be in danger again. God dammit Rose youâre alive because Kherington was there. I wasnât even there to protect you!!â He wished she would just understand but that was going to be difficult and he knew that. âDo you know what it was like, Rose? TO fucking sit here think you were dead or raped or tortured because those are the kinds of things that happen to people I know!â His throat caught with emotion. âAnd I canât have that happen to you.â
âWell if you wonât teach me Iâll find somebody else who will. Iâll ask my dad or my brother too.â She told him. âI get that you were worried out of your mind, that you were scared...but why canât  you look past that and look at now! Iâm standing right in front of  you and Iâm going to be okay and Iâm going to live, and starting from tonight, everything is going to just fine, weâre going to be alright...â She told him in a small voice, blinking back tears. âIt wonât happen to me again Adam, if you wont make sure of it, then I will.â













