Pon (ciao!)

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LETS GET HYPED FOR THE INTROOOO

Ciao! (I’m so funny pls laugh) I’m ponchiao (Ponchiao could be spelled ponciao as well, yknow cuz puns n all that or even as ponchow or js poncho with a silent w) uhh this is an alt acc that im migrating to n im gonna stay incognito from my main in case any of my friends this acc. I’m mainly moving here bc I wanna have a more private place to talk abt my less savory thoughts n vent about stuff I don’t want my friends seeing as well as being an ass every now and then without ppl I care abt finding out. I WAS gonna post graffiti content here and I still might bc graffiti is lowk cool and the style is so cool to experiment with (not on stuff) I also wanna use this acc to js yap n all that and hope someone might care to listen in as well as posting my furry art bc I can’t let certain ppl find ts and I have friends/acquaintances that monitor my main acc like a hawk and I rlly like being cringey online so I can’t do it there 😔.

I rlly like science (specifically biochemistry, astronomy and any branch of physics, biology or chemistry that shits lowk super interesting). I rlly like drawing as well as art and animation as well as internet culture and internet aesthetics (frutiger aero, vaporwave, cybercore, etc). I sometimes engage with the furry fandom bc I have like billions of fursonas, Im an ace lesbian and I’m bigender (gender fluid and agender yadayada). I’m from Australia and I’ve lived here my whole life my bday is August 1st and I’m 2681 yrs old (not saying my actual age, fuck off p3dos).

while we’re at it: DNIs and TW! Pls do not interact and kindly piss of if u are: any sort of bigoted (racist, transphobic, homophobic, ableist, etc), if u are radqueer, paraphilic, endo or TERF. Anyone who is 18+ please DNI, this page is for minors, such like myself. I may also talk abt/ reference S3lf h4rm and SA so if any of those topics makes u uncomfortable pls prioritise ur wellbeing and don’t interact with any of those posts (I usually add a trigger warning for them anyways).

Fandoms! +(fav characters)

-invincible (mark grayson, Rex splode and Omni-man especially in S4 love the husband dynamic w Allen)

-warrior cats (blue star, alder heart)

-Kakegurui (ryota suzui (who would’ve guessed, he’s my pfp), itsuki tsumeragi and Mary saotome)

-vocaloid (Hatsune Miku, Kasane Teto (I know she’s not a vocaloid shhhh she’s Utau/ synthV), kagamine rin and also GUMI)

-my little pony (princess luna, rarity and twilight)

-miraculous (brah flame me but I love adrien agreste especially in S6 he’s so baby girl also Sabrina bc I relate to her a ton plus I love her hero design)

-sky Cotl (that forest elder looks mighty fine TETH I LOVE YOU)

-TCW/SW (brah I love Anakin skywalker sm but Ahsoka tano lowk also eats)

-can’t remember all of them Rn lmao

I also have artfight if yall wanna check that out too js be warned my acc is super old and a lot of my char refs aren’t finished so my acc lowk looks like buns rn

Art Fight

An art gifting game

Have a great day!

ALSO TO GET UR ATTENTION IF U HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON W ME HERE YALL R FREE TO BE MOOTIES JS SHOOT ME A DM PLEASE I NEED PPL WHO HAVE STUFF IN COMMON W ME.

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unreal thrift store pull

technically not rlly a thrift store but there’s this like garage shop close to my house and they have like a fuck ton of cool shit. They had like vintage collectables, cool furniture and also vintage tech (a couple of IMacs from like the early 2000s and a Commodore 64 including full 1-3 edition textbooks on how to code it.

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lil rant to whoever may care

So there's this couple in my grade, they're actually in my agriculture class and my god do they pmo. All they do is touch each other and kiss and it's always so out of place to the point where it makes me genuinely uncomfortable. Like the guy is a genuine pervert, he keeps objectifying HIS OWN GIRLFRIEND and she just acts like ohh its soo hot he's soo sweet...bro. Not to mention he's genuinely chopped, like discord mod levels of clapped and they like do freaky ahh shit in public. The first crime scene was when me and some other ppl in a friend group im kinda in went to a clothing store in the nearby shopping centre. We were trying of different stuff and the girlfriend asked us for some recommendations. She had cool toned skin and silver-ish grey hair, so I picked out this like paid dress/overall thing that looked actually so fire on her and were all complementing her AND HER CHUD OF A BF JUST HAD TO OPEN HIS MOUTH "ohh I just want to see what's underneath"...bro your days are numbered, syfm. AND HE KEPT DOING IT EVERYTIME SHE TRIED SOMETHING ON. The other two friends just kinda ignored it even tho one legit pulled me aside to complain abt how weird he was being and like I told the bf to stop bc we were in a sort of small store, in public and that shit makes other people uncomfortable, including me, AND HE JUST KEPT BEING WEIRD AND AT ONE POINT TRIED TO LIFT THE SKIRT OF ONE OF THE DRESSES WHEN THE GF WAS TALKING TO HER FRIEND...BRO. I actually hate him so much, I dont like the gf that much either but that's more or less just because of her demeanour, BUT OML THE BF NEEDS TO KHS RIGHT NOW YOURE NOT ALLAT BUDDY YOU LOOK GREASY, KEEP YOUR HANDS TO YOURSELF. I DONT CARE WHAT YOU DO IN THE COMFORT OF YOUR CAVE YOU LITTLE OGRE, BUT MAYBE DONT DO THAT SHIT IN PUBLIC?? Basic decency, for fucks sake.

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Bro I’m actually so sick of waiting like bro I js wanna sit my HSCs, I wanna graduate, I wanna be an adult. I don’t have a long time left, but still I hate waiting for something that’s legit just out of my reach. It all felt so distant when I was a kid, just starting highschool, or even when I was back in kindy and I would fantasise about how cool I’d be in highschool (not that cool buddy 😔), or like what I’d get up to. None of that went how I expected it too.

I didn’t think I’d ever move from my hometown, I didn’t think I’d ever want to go into biomedicine. I always thought id be a vet, at some point I wanted to be a historian, and for like a couple of years ago I wanted to pursue astrophysics, but I still retain a massive interest of astrophysics, along with science in general, I mean, I want to be a scientist. A big part of me wishes I’d never moved from my hometown (I mean I moved back to my city in a nearby suburb, but it’s not the same). I’m also glad I did, I met some of my greatest friends out of my state and I learnt some valuable life lessons from that experience, but I just wish I could’ve met those people, or gained that experience without having to leave the place I’ve legit known my entire life. I realised every moment I spent just hanging out or running errands around where I grew up was taken for granted. I also didn’t realise how long I lived there for, until I didn’t live there anymore. I’m probably so weird for this but I still hold that place so dear to me I miss living there so much, but I’m glad that I can say that I’m from there at the very least.

Lowk I never saw myself like ever leaving my state to live somewhere else, but look now: I’ve been there, done that. I’m in the process of getting my drivers license and I never even put thought to me being able to drive until I applied for it. I’m somewhat happy with where I am right now, though I wish I waiting for the future didn’t take so fucking long and there’s some mountains nearby to where I live and my god do they smell like shit. They do back burning (to prevent bushfires) like all year round and the smoke wafts down and I have to smell it constantly AND I GOT SICK FROM IT FOR FUCKS SAKE BRO GET ME OUTTA HERE.

Also my I cut my hair recently, but I forgot how curly it is so it’s a fucking nightmare to deal with in the mornings like that’s an extra half an hour to my routine. I might cut it even shorter like the performative male haircut type shit bc I think that may be a bit more manageable lmao. If yall got any tips for curly hair PLEASE GOD SHARE THEM (btw by curly I mean like Balkan frizzy hair, 2C to 3A. The Slavic hair genetics not working and humid Australian climate ARE NOTTT a good mix.)

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The cuteness aggression Mark Grayson gives me is insane

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NO CHANGE, I CAN CHANGE, I CAN CHANGE, I CAN CHANGE, BUT IM HERE IN MY MOULD. I AM HERE, IN MY MOULD AND IM A MILLION DIFFERENT PEOPLE FROM ONE DAY TO THE NEXT, I CAN CHANGE 🔥🔥 🔥

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Lil drawing I did with a ball point pen for an art assignment in school. Tbh I lowk hate my teacher but y'know I kinda js have to put up with her till next year then I gotta prep for the hsc...not very excited tbh 😔.

lowk never used ball point pens before like this. Not sure how I feel about the shading, but I got an A for it so I guess it's good enough. I kinda bullshitted my way through the thesis about the artwork, but there isnt much meaning tbh I just thought of sm I thought would look cool 😭.

At least there's a photocopy! soz its kinda shit quality I had to ss it bc Tumblr wouldn't export it lmao, also ignore my chuddy ahh hand in the corner.

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Flashback to 2020: Its like 2 weeks into the first round of quarantine and I wake up at like 2pm to hear two police officers on horses trotting down my street.

To this day I've never gotten an actual answer as to why they were on horses, but they looked cool I guess, like their hair flowed in the wind and everything, even had the afternoon glow hitting just right.

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genuinely how do yall make AMVs like I can’t keep my motivation for more than a day before I loose interest 😭

Do yall got any tips that might help or I guess I js have to lock in if I wanna make one lol

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Am I batshit crazy or is Mark Grayson kinda rolling girl coded

back me up here, maybe I lack media literacy, but like for most of season 4 I feel like rolling girl was playing in his head on repeat. He’s the kind of person who would scream the lyrics in his room after a rough fight and shed a tear during the chorus.

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brah all my motivation and whimsy emerges at like 2am like lil brain bud that’s awesome, but that’d be even better if it were like 12 hours ago 😭

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A calm, rational, thoughtful, well researched, professionally written, clearly presented and well structured rant

hey so WHY THE ACTUAL FUCK DID THEY PUT INVINCIBLE BEHIND AN EXTRA BUM ASS PAYWALL JUST RIGHT AS THE LAST EPISODE DROPPED, OHHH JEFF BEZOS YOU GREEDY FUCK IM GONNA HAVE YOUR DEFORMED HEAD ON A PIKE INFRONT OF WHEREVER THE FUCK AMAZON KEEPS ITS CORPORATE PLANTATION OF GADFLIES. IM ACTUALLY SO FUCKING DONE WITH CAPITALISM FUCK OVERPRICED SHIT IM SUPPOSED TO LIVE IN A SOCIALIST COUNTRY FOR FUCKS SAKE. I KNOW, YOU KNOW, WE ALL KNOW THE ONLY FUCKING REASON THEY DID IT IS BECAUSE THEY KNOW ITS A PROFITABLE IP AND THEY WERE TWIRLING THEIR MOUSTACHES AND RUBBING THEIR FEEBLE BONEY HANDS TOGETHER AT THE FACT THEY KNEW PEOPLE WOULD PAY EXTRA FOR IT. I WOULDNT BE HAVING A GENERATIONAL CRASHOUT IF I COULD SAY FOR DAMN SURE THAT THE MONEY WOULD FUND THE SHOW DIRECTLY THEN ID BE HAPPY TO PAY IT, BUT THINKING AMAZON THE GREEDY BASTARDS WOULD EVER IN THIS LIFETIME LET THAT HAPPEN IS ABSOLUTELY WISHFUL THINKING (if they got more animators, or better pay at least for them since there’s literally like 10 animators atm total working on it and probably on a really tight schedule especially with how long the eps are, the way invincible looks currently isn’t that bad considering allat). THOSE CUM GUZZLING RANGAS AT AMAZON BETTER FUCKING WATCH IT IF THEYRE GONNA PUT SEASONS THREE AND FOUR BEHIND A FUCKING PAYWALL I AT LEAST BETTER SEE AN IMPROVEMENT IN QUALITY, WELL I WOULDNT ACTUALLY GET TO SEE IT WITH MY OWN TWO EYES WOULD I??? BECAUSE ITS BEHIND A FUCKING PAYWALL FUCK ME DEAD. I JUST WANTED TO WATCH MY LITTLE BUB MARK GRAYSON FUCK AROUND BUT YOURE TELLING ME I HAVE TO PAY EXTRA WHEN I CATCH YOU AMAZON, WHEN I CATCH YOU, ITLL BE THE FUCKING BRAZEN BULL AND A PUBLIC HUMILIATION FOR FUCKS SAKE YOU ALREADY MAKE A TON OF MONEY FROM INVINCIBLE BUT ANYTHING FOR MONEY AM I RIGHT GUYS? GET A LOAD OF THIS GUY IMAGINE COMPLAINING ABOUT A PAYWALL. WHAT A DWEEB! YEAH, I COULD PAY FOR IT, BUT ID RATHER NOT HAVE TO PAY EXTRA AND FUND BILLIONARE BULLSHIT MORE THAN I HAVE TO JUST TO WATCH A SHOW THAT I REALLY LIKE. FUCK YOU GUYS I HOPE YOU ALL GET BACK SHOTS FROM 7 FOOT GAY FURRIES YOU LITTLE SKIDMARKS

fuck me dead I know this is such a non issue considering everything that’s happening in the world and I’m actually so privileged just to be able to rant abt sm as inconsequential as this.

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TW: vent, Depictions of blood and SA

Little collage/sketchbook entry again. Ts was mostly js a vent bc it’s sooo cathartic and I miss doing traditional art lmao. This is all depicted through my OC, whose name is Shiloh, they are non-binary and part of my OC world story thing with another of my OCs, Marcia. Shiloh is a vent character in essence, so is Marcia, but she isn’t shown here, both of these guys are Shiloh at different stages. It’s meant to represent healing and the transformation that it brings, but idk if that translates very well 😭. some of the colours may look a wee bit weird, they’re meant to be metallic pigments, but they don’t translate very well through a camera.

there’s also an acrylic ink spill at the top, but shhhhhh

There is absolutely a meaning behind the stuff depicted (no shit) but it’s not very convoluted, it’s mostly about my shitty experience last year and how closer to the start of the year I was like genuinely loosing my grip on reality (I’ve since gotten the help I needed and I’m doing a lot better now). Then it got a lot worse when a classmate SA me and I felt like I was going insane, I everything from what they did is so blurry, but I’ll never forget their hands on my body. The fact that someone defended this little fuck is actually disgusting (I’ve ranted abt them before), despite multiple people, including myself who are uncomfortable around this person and have been violated by them before.

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does anyone else feel like they’re advancing human understanding and pioneering for future generations whenever you have a ship you rlly like but like no one’s made literally anything on it yet so yall gotta do it yourself.

I feel like I’m like the next Da Vinci or like I just invented electricity fr

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THE POOLS OPEN AGAIN I CAN SWIM I CAN SWIM THE WAR IS OVER OMGGG IM TRYING SOO HARD TO NOT THINK ABT BURNING CALORIES BUT AFTER THE FUCKING EASTER HOLIDAY ITS LITERALLY ALL I CAN THINK ABT

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TW!!! EYESTRAIN

More Jacinta art I made last night! I love the graffiti style of art so I figured I’d use it a little bit for the tag in the corner!

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lil drawing of my fursona, Jacinta! She’s my oldest OC, I’ve had her since like 2021, when I first started drawing digitally. I haven’t given her love in a bit, but that doesn’t mean I don’t cherish her to bits <3.