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fuck my stupid jirai life

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"the skin that was cut and pasted, the bruisеs on me when I was ripped open"

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"my ribs float, as if thеy're laughing"

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doing outside for a walk ..

people are scary

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i’m a self loathing piece of shit who isn’t going anywhere in life

i can barely keep it together, i’m probably going to fail all my classes next year, i don’t have a job, im useless. so fucking useless.

i can’t help but ignore any sign of care now, i hate myself for it

i hate that who i’m becoming, i hate the path im going down

it’s like, wow. just because i FEEL like im a piece of shit doesn’t mean i should be treating others horribly, what do i even bring to this world lmfao????? this is so embarrassing, IM embarrassing

i hate talking about my life to others often because im such a boring person.

i sleep, get up, do nothing but fuck around, maybe go for a walk

and when school starts? i don’t talk to anyone, i skip classes, im barely there, and it’s embarrassing for me. cause who just admits “oh im a failure in terms of education and overall being a human just because i get a little depressed sometimes”

god i should keep this all in my notes lmao

i dunno anymore, what am i doing??

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i like fireworks

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i’d vent on my private acc but even then i know i’ll get questioned there

lol

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i don’t know what to do anymore

it’s all so pointless isn’t it?

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i keep going until they stop caring

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i do it again

and so i do it again

and so i do it again

and so i do it again

and so i do it again

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i want nothing more than to die

i don’t know i was definitely doing better but now i’m avoiding people again kms kms kms kill. me please

i’ve relapsed twice this week but it want anything major i don’t kknow anymore im so fuckinf miserable sorry

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i’m genuinely so fucking miserable

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kms

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Cuties 💜💜

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why are emotions so complicated

why are feelings so hurtful and confusing

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i don’t knooowww what imm doing anymore

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ccuuuute girls .,.,…. must draw …..

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not to sound like some savior complex weirdo but i wish i could take all my friend’s pain away

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haven’t been very active sorryyuuuuuuuu