Matcha

she/it i draw and stuff my pinterest: https://pin.it/1EETN8AXD

[possiblymochai]

this is probably the worst one I've seen yet

[possiblymochai]

no posts until i can feel like i actually have a purpose and feel that i actually matter to someone and not some stupid bird that keeps flying into windows in hopes of searching comfort

because really in these times i won't receive comfort. not with the people I know. the person who's usually there for me is gone, from chatting on the daily, to nothing for a month.

I'm not important, i never will be.

i can't trust my family, i never could.

maybe i should disappear, maybe i should run away, maybe i should succumb, maybe i should grab my house keys and scratch my wrists until they're all red and sensitive to even a hair's touch

maybe i should send a video, too. to prove that nobody cares, nobody will help, nobody will bat an eye at my distress

because nobody cares when i talk about anything else anyway

I'm replaceable, expendable, unimportant, useless.

A liability.

A waste of time.

A background character.

And that's all I'll ever be.

[possiblymochai]

and now for my next trick:

watch, as this post gets no attention whatsoever! :D

[possiblymochai]

no posts until i can feel like i actually have a purpose and feel that i actually matter to someone and not some stupid bird that keeps flying into windows in hopes of searching comfort

because really in these times i won't receive comfort. not with the people I know. the person who's usually there for me is gone, from chatting on the daily, to nothing for a month.

I'm not important, i never will be.

i can't trust my family, i never could.

maybe i should disappear, maybe i should run away, maybe i should succumb, maybe i should grab my house keys and scratch my wrists until they're all red and sensitive to even a hair's touch

maybe i should send a video, too. to prove that nobody cares, nobody will help, nobody will bat an eye at my distress

because nobody cares when i talk about anything else anyway

I'm replaceable, expendable, unimportant, useless.

A liability.

A waste of time.

A background character.

And that's all I'll ever be.

[possiblymochai]

set 5 (two in one day, because the last one was small.) | my lovely ocs!

[reasons-to-not-end-it]

REASONS TO NOT END IT:

"You could be somebody’s everything. You could write a book that a 13 year old reads then looks back on with so much joy and fondness for the rest of their life because they’re so happy you wrote it. You could smile at someone on the worst day of their life, helping them get through it. You could form a friendly connection with a cashier at your grocery store, letting them actually look forward to something at work every week. You could make so many people laugh because you are you.

Just by existing we’re positively impacting those around us, for you what is just being polite to a stranger in public could mean the world to that stranger.

the world is filled with so many people and so many different stories that follow those people.

So many people wish for their story to be known and seen and wish to see the stories of others.

Living is so hard, I know it is, but someone somewhere wants desperately to know your story because you brought them joy, or because you just seemed like a lovely person.

and you deserve to be able to see that person again and tell that story.

you deserve to be remembered not as a statistic but as an individual person, a person who is loved and loved so many people.

even if you don’t believe someone out there loves you, and if you can’t think of someone then I’ll be that person.

I love you. And you deserve that love."

-❣️

#996

[possiblymochai]

set 4 | captain sweeper 😻😻😻

[possiblymochai]

set 3 | doodles i think

[possiblymochai]

set 2 | after soul over body + post grace but evil

^ very unfinished dozer

[possiblymochai]

I REGRET DRINKING SPOILED MILK WHY DIDNT I JUST TAKE THE LACTAID MILK THAT WAS PERFECTLY FINE AND NOT AN ENTIRE WEEK OVERDUE

[possiblymochai]

okay, since i haven't drawn anything recently I'm just gonna post the stuff i drew during school. most of it is unfinished, but it's what I've got! think of it as a.. look behind the scenes..

set 1 | grace drawings, before soul over body

[possiblymochai]

ok this made me giggle

one thing i like about voidpet garden is that i get to see things i wrote from a long time ago

[possiblymochai]

im gonna have to admit, one thing i like about tiktok is the "your month, your ____" slides

cause i was very pumped to see that i got vaporwave, it's one of my favorites alongside frutiger aero, alongside the fact that i like vaporwave music as well!

[possiblymochai]

how i feel after seeing people use he/him pronouns on me

(i have no intentions of correcting them and instead im gonna let them find out my gender on their own time)

[deltaomicronfive]

Hey kids! Don't smoke. Just don't do it. It affects your body in the worst ways possible, even if you never get cancer.

Hey kids who smoke! You are still fucking worthy of love, dignity and respect and anyone who mistreats you because of your addiction alone is a fucking cop.

[possiblymochai]

noticing that all the stuff i posted about grace or pressure news during april got way more attention and likes than the shit i actually post and put effort into now

[possiblymochai]

oh

that's not good

[possiblymochai]

the big cheese at 1% power or something

very normal spirit gameplay brought to you by me :3

(quality probably got obliterated and i have no clue what to do about that 🙁)