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Everything in between ✨dump✨.

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This girl just turned 27.

She has always felt insecure about her body—the stretch marks, uneven skin tone, her height, the extra weight—everything. She would often compare herself to others, pointing out the physical traits she admired in them, wishing she had the same.

I hope she gives herself some credit for trying to love herself more, and that one day, she would never have to look in the mirror crying because she hates the way she looks. That she would never feel guilty for having a sweet treat and not working out. I pray that one day, she would proudly wear the clothes she wants, post those photos she kept, and accept herself as she is.

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I have come to realize na ayoko talaga magtrabaho but also, hindi ko din alam gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko. Lol. Is this another existential crisis. Idk.

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Sobrang miss ko na ang Nanay.

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I am saying NO to things that are out of my scope this time. I won't let work burn me out. I am keeping my fucking mouth shut. I am NOT going to suggest anything unless I am asked. No initiatives. I am keeping my peace and my sanity. I will not cry over a bad code. This is JUST work. I will still deliver. Do a good job. But I am not going above and beyond.

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Di ko din alam bakit kami kumuha ng ganito. 😂 Sobrang funny lang. Ganito ba talaga pag tumatanda?

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isn't it funny how we all wanted to be professionals with degrees and high paying jobs but now we just want slow mornings, good coffee and a regulated nervous system.

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November 15, 2025 || 📍PPP Coffee, New Bahru, Singapore

Went out by myself bc Neonlights went out and may kinita na friend. I was totally ok with that. I really love countries that have good public transportation. Yes, nag commute ako going to this place. Surprisingly, saw Meghan Young and her fam too. They were sitting beside me. Lol. Did not realize na sila yun until her husband show up with a bunch of people. This was definitely a nice experience. A first for me. And looking forward na magawa ko to sa other countries pa.

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November 15, 2025 || Back to SG

Had lunch at 📍Flame & Fern, went back to bnb to checkout and got our stuff then went to our way back to SG

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November 15, 2025 || Malaysia Day 2

Can't remember the name of this place. Looks like a temple but I think it was more of a government property(???) and a park. Wanted to go inside but it was closed. Stayed here a little but bc it was so hot umalis din kami agad.

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November 14, 2025 || Malaysia Day 1

Totally forgot the name of the cafe, food we ordered was not that good and the cafe (eating area) has a very strong smell which I think adds a lot to the food not being good. The alpacas however, are cute and terrifying did not realize they are THAT big. They look fine in the small space, it was cold and they look chill af.

Went to the grocery near our bnb then went back to our place, cooked steak and some veggies and played this card game that Neonila bought.

We were only in the border (Johor Bahru) and first day in, I can already tell there are not much to do.

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November 14, 2025 || Malaysia Day 1

📍Bookexcess

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November 14, 2025 || Malaysia Day 1

Breakfast at 📍The Lightwood by Mues. This was really good brunch spot. Loveedd the sourdough and the coffee. Really good.

Went to 📍Legoland right after bfast.

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November 13, 2025 || Enroute to Malaysia!

Tumawid pa Malaysia. It was freaking stressful, not recommended. This whole thing was planned by my bestie but muntik na kami mag-away bc sobrang init and she did not do much research. Had airbnb while I was actively asking her not to (I prefer hotels, lalo at nasa ibang bansa kami. I just feel more secured in a hotel. Idk) 😭. It was still fun. Andd I still love her. Thankfully, our view was great and the place is kewl even tho hallway is giving creepy vibes esp at night.

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November 13, 2025 || Touchdown Singapore!!!!

Went to another out of the country trip with my bestie!!!!

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November 08, 2025 || Jiro's Birthday!!!

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November 8, 2025 || Jiro's Birthday Celeb

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My birthday is always a bitter sweet occasion. I miss Tatay so much. How I wish heaven have visiting hours. I miss my Tatay's voice and his dad jokes. I want to hug him as tight as I could.