waiting
2:22am
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warnings: hard dom!jay, idol!jay (implied), unprotected sex (y/n is on birth clcontrol), fem!reader, squirting, just jay being mean tbh.
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i woke up to the sound of shuffling, lifting my head to see Jay putting down his bags after entering my room.
"Jay?" i whispered groggily, still half asleep.
he looked in my direction and his expression instantly softened. "hey, baby." he whispered as he caressed my cheek in the darkness, me instinctively leaning into his touch. "i'm sorry i woke you up, go back to sleep."
i sat up fully. "what time is it? why'd you take so long...i tried to stay up for you"
he sighed, pulling me closer to him while standing beside the bed. "practice ran way over today...i'm sorry"
"it's fine i just...missed you" i whispered, hugging him close and looking up at him.
he smiled. "it's 2 am...go back to sleep baby, i'll join you soon i just need to shower."
i shook my head, "i'm waiting for you so we can cuddle."
"fine. i'll be quick."
i smiled and let go of him, seeing him turn around to start the shower before he stripped, his toned back muscles obvious as he lifted his shirt above his head.
i bit my lip and got out of bed, the cold air nipping at my skin through the thin nightdress material. "let me help you." i looked up at him as i undid the drawstring on his sweatpants and pulled them down over his boxers. i put my fingers under the waist band of his boxers and he inhaled sharply, me looking up at him innocently as i slowly traced the outline of his dick with my fingernails, before pulling his boxers all the way down. i got on my knees in front of him and looked up innocently.
his eyeborws furrowed as he held my hands together with one hand and pulled me up towards him with the other. i gasped at this and he whispered against my neck. "what are you doing?" he asked.
"i- i just wanted to-" i stuttered against him.
"aren't you tired? we don't have to do this now, okay?"
"i want to. please can i, sir?" i replied, knowing how the title affected him.
he inhaled sharply and pulled me along with him to the bathroom. once we got in he closed the door and pressed me against it, kissing me slowly and sweetly.
his one hand kept mine above my head against the door, while the other toyed with the hem of my pyjama dress.
"take it off." he said, letting my hands go and getting into the shower. i wasted no time pulling it up over my head and following him inside, pussy throbing with anticipation. once we were inside the shower under the hot steam he pushed me against the wall again, attacking my lips with his.
my hands found their way to his exposed cock and he pulled away, me whimpering at the loss of contact.
"no touching, okay baby? i need to shower, so you can't touch till i'm done, understand?"
i whined, "so what, i'm just supposed to stand here and watch you fucking shower?"
i saw something in his eyes change and he grabbed my by the neck, pushing me onto my knees on the shower floor. "yes. you're gonna sit quietly and watch me like a good girl, or are you too fucking dumb to do that simple task?"
i whimpered at his sudden act of dominance and nodded my head.
"words."
"yes sir. i'll be good and wait for you to finish"
"good" he said, letting go of my neck and preceding to shower.
i stayed on my knees, watching him shower for a few minutes before i started getting restless. my pussy was throbbing watching him naked as my mind ran wild thinking of all the things he would to do me when he finished. i snaked my hand downwards to rest on my heat, unintentionally whining at the feeling, causing jay to look my way.
he raised an eyebrow, "didn't i say no touching?" he said as he stepped closer to me, cock in hand.
i quickly retracted my hand. "sorry."
"stand up." he said and i quickly obeyed. he pushed me onto the wall and i whinced, my face and boobs in contact with the cold tiled wall.
i arched my back for him out of instinct and heard him scoff, rubbing his tip over my pussy.
"you're so pathetic. you want it that bad?"
i whined at the feeling, "please."
he moved my hair to the side and put his lips on my neck. "what do you want, baby?"
i moaned, pushing back into his dick. "i want it inside."
i felt him smile on my skin. "i can't put it inside, we don't have a condom."
i whined again. "i'm on the pill, dumbass. just put it in...please!"
he suddenly let go of his cock and grabbed my neck, flipping me around to face him. he slapped me and i gasped, my pussy clenching around nothing. "what the fuck did you just call me?"
"i'm sorry sir."
he growled and lifted my leg, putting it around his hip and immediately thrusting his whole length into me. i screamed at the feeling and felt tears prick my eyes.
"i know you're- fuck" he was interrupted as he groaned "on the pill, i just wanted to be fucking safe. is my baby so dumb she can't even understand that?" jay asked as he started thrusting at a constant pace.
i moaned, unable to speak as tears fell from my eyes. "i- ugh, fuck, jay" i screamed as he thrusted particularly hard into me.
"what? suddenly can't talk?" he said as he slapped me again, before returning his hand to its spot on my neck, the other gripping at my hip.
"i- fuck yes, jay it feels so good!" I groaned as my eyes rolled into the back of my head.
"you like that, baby? you fucking slut. so needy for me at this time of night, huh? pathetic."
"Jay, can I please cum I need to cum please please, shit it feels so fucking good oh my god!" strangled moans errupted from me as i clenched around his cock, shaking as he kept drilling into me.
"cum for me like the dirty whore you are." he said as he drilled into me at an inhumane pace.
"fuck! ugh, jay!" I moaned, tears prickling my eyes again, throwing my head back against the cold shower wall.
I clawed at his back at the overstimulation on my sensitive pussy. "fuck, stop, jay it hurts so good"
he grunted against me as he kept going, one of his hands leaving my hips in favour of 2 fingers on my clit. "you have a safeword" he grunted out as he
continued to fuck into me at an insane pace, his fingers rubbing my clit "use it"
he challenged and i shook my head, my eyes rolling back in my skull as i felt my second climax coming.
"where do you want it?"
"inside, please. fuck, Jay i'm gonna-" i started but stopped as i felt my pussy clench as i squirted my juices all over him. "fuck, y/n" he groaned as he quickened his strokes, rolling his hips and stalling as he came inside me as i squirted. my fingernails dug into him at the overwhelming sensation, him groaning at the pain.
he collapsed his head onto my shoulder, catching his breath as his fingers left my clit, going back to my hip while the other held my leg up. we stayed like that for a while, catching our breaths before he let go of my leg and pulled out, me whining at the feeling.
he gently moved me under the water of the shower and helped me wash up. "Jesus, y/n" he said as he saw his cum dripping out of me and the bruises forming around my pussy and on my neck.
"hm?" i whispered, clearly fucked-out and tired.
he turned off the shower and we got out. he helped dry me and put my pyjamas on before he carried me into bed, putting on his boxers and joining me.
"you know i didn't mean any of that stuff i said, right?" he said, stroking my hair as i snuggled into his body.
"mhm" i said, fighting to keep my eyes open just to look at him a while longer. "i liked it."
he smiled. "goodnight, y/n" i heard him say as i drifted off.