𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒉.

"𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍," he calls me, does he know that i'm 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 from a 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐄 that i 𝚃𝚁𝙸𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙳 on long ago?

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#𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 - an independent and heavily headcanon based portrayal of 𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒍 𝒃𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒇𝒕 / 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒅 from 𝐮𝐛𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭'𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝟓. low activity and mostly iconless. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐃𝐎𝐕𝐄. 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐄𝐀𝐓. only for audiences 21+. personals, minors, ageless, and ask blogs are blocked on sight. includes au verses and crossover fandom verses. saved by 𝒂𝒓𝒔𝒚𝒏 ( they / she, 30s ) // 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒔: @pinkinnards ( sharkleberry fin psd ) // me ( screencaps, editing )

𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈: rachel's story is incredibly triggering. she is someone who was abused ( physically, mentally, and se.xually ), bullied, ostracized, and groomed from a very young age. her story and her psychological state before, during, and after her time with e.den's gate is unstable. she was someone who was failed at every twist and turn of her life. please be aware of this before choosing to follow. i will tag any triggering images, but i do not tag writing.

𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔: i will hard block to break mutuals. i ask that you please do the same to me because my memory is terrible and i don't want to accidentally re-follow. i will also hard block anyone that i don't want following me. please don't follow / interact with me if you don't have any other way to look at your rules and info beyond a full blog theme. themes trigger headaches for me. special fonts and non-default font colors are only used on promo posts and the pinned. 

                       𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑫 | 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑺 | 𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑬𝑺 | 𝑫𝑵𝑰 𝑰𝑵𝑭𝑶 | 𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑮𝑹𝑶𝑳𝑳

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if you want to write with an angel, follow me over on @onsilverw1ngs

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today's focus for activity will be on:

@flamewinged

i'll be here in a day or two. i'm working on readjusting various blogs and remaking my main multi, but making it strictly people i know only.

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is anyone else having issues with their photoshop bypassing their firewall and accessing the internet? i can't lose my photoshop. it's the only editing program i have and i refuse to use that online one. it's clunky, it doesn't give me gif previews so i have NO fucking clue if the gif looks good, and it doesn't read psds and i have spent way too much fucking money on my psds to give them up. please. someone help me before i lose my shit.

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i'm sorry about falling silent so soon. i haven't abandoned anything. i have just been very, very tired for unknown reasons. i'm going to focus my attention mostly on one blog until i can get back into the swing of things. she's still under major construction and she's designed for o.ne p.iece, but i will definitely figure out au's for those interested. find her at: @pirateglam

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unfriendly reminder: if you actively write hp or you're planning on watching the show, get the fuuuuuuck away from meeeeeee. disrespectfully, i don't want to associate with you.

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                                      you 𝒑𝒐𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. you sweet 𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒂𝒎𝒃. 

𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 - a mutuals only rachel 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒅 from 𝒖𝒃𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕'𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒓 𝒄𝒓𝒚 5. please read pinned, dni, and carrd before following! only for writers 21+. blissed by 𝒂𝒓𝒔𝒚𝒏 ( they / she, 30s ). 

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if you want memes in your inbox, give this a LIKE. if you're a multi, specify muse.

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i apologize for falling silent over the last week or so. a combination of mental health and physical health have collided head-on. i am miserable. i promise, i'll be around soon when i'm not so sick.

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                                      you 𝒑𝒐𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. you sweet 𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒂𝒎𝒃. 

𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 - a mutuals only rachel 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒅 from 𝒖𝒃𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕'𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒓 𝒄𝒓𝒚 5. please read pinned, dni, and carrd before following! only for writers 21+. blissed by 𝒂𝒓𝒔𝒚𝒏 ( they / she, 30s ). 

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i've been chewing on it a bit and i think that rachel's treatment and the way that the citizens of h.ope county talk about her is indicative of how society treats women and drug addicts. john, joseph, and jacob are spoken about with fear and sometimes a hint of respect whereas rachel is called a "liar. a snake. the siren. a manipulator." they talk about her with disgust, as if she's the worst of the seeds when in reality, i'd think that title should go to joseph. you know, the actual mastermind behind all of that shit.

it's doubly interesting when you realize that rachel is the most patient with the deputy out of all of her "siblings." john's trying to cut you up, joseph is using you for his own ends, jacob is torturing and conditioning you. meanwhile, rachel is trying to guide you into seeing how she sees. granted, it's probably more for her own survival and to keep joseph's favor than anything else, but it's still not as brash or harsh as the others.

even you, as the deputy, treat her with disgust in her final moments. whereas the deputy has no issue with john and jacob pulling you in close as they die, the deputy physically recoils from rachel. the narrative doesn't even give her the dignity of human touch or connection in her final moments!!!!

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                                      you 𝒑𝒐𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. you sweet 𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒂𝒎𝒃. 

𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 - a mutuals only rachel 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒅 from 𝒖𝒃𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕'𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒓 𝒄𝒓𝒚 5. please read pinned, dni, and carrd before following! only for writers 21+. blissed by 𝒂𝒓𝒔𝒚𝒏 ( they / she, 30s ). 

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if anyone wants MEMES, give this a like! multis pls specify.

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i will be getting to things soon! i had a very, very rough night with my youngest brother ( who is autistic and extremely high needs ) and i am still very, very tired. i've been on pins and needles, so i'm going to take the time today to focus on various accounts that need graphics and info updates. i am not ignoring anyone or anything. i'm just not in the best headspace and am very stressed.

however, i'll be lurking on here and on dis.cord ( childlikerage. - the . is part of it ). moots are always free to add me.

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revamped the graphics and carrd. need to figure out a promo.

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i got a few new psds and one looks so pretty on rachel's images! so, expect a small graphics revamp!

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best way to reach me atm is via dis.cord: childlikerage. ( the . is part of it )