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you have been weighed in the balance and found wanting... #pressm4n, a highly selective and private heavily canon divergent writing blog for alexandra 'allie' amandra pressman. some key concepts explored include reluctant ruler, little miss badass, wise beyond their years, beware the quiet ones, and the heart. written and adored by kate. please read my rules before interacting.

#pinned.

ravenresources

send “you okay?” to find my muse sitting alone on a roof at night.

i had an oc once that was like!!! the daught of a psychiatrist in west ham. and she waslike. acting therapist of new ham. and i think abt her alot. she was neat. she had so much potential. maybe ill put her on my multi.

#* and now i'm lying in bed just like brian wilson did / out of character.

doubtfulheart

@pressm4n

“what’s going on?”

❝ if you're talking about the chaos upstairs, i don't know if you really want to know... ❞ it's honesty from elle this time, not always something that can be counted on, given her attempts to protect those around her. the last thing she wants is people to put her before all the important things going on in their new world. but this is the truth- even if she is leaving out the story behind the almost too relieved look in her eyes as she settles into the chair downstairs. there's no physical evidence of what just happened in that room on her body, and admittedly she's glad for that. she doesn't want to give him a reason to lock her away from the public. ❝ i'll tell you this though- that loud noise is probably the least of your worries... i don't know how long he's going to be satisfied with our 'democracy'. harry and lexy... i mean hopefully nothing comes of it, but the way he's been talking... ❞

pressm4n

allie feels a weird sense of nostalgia the longer she spends in the eliot's basement. memories of holidays spent with cousins, she can almost picture young cassandra standing on the stairs, telling her cousins and sister her glorious plan for whatever game she had concocted in her mind. allie wonders if this is the beginning of her grip on reality slipping.... but she swallows the fear. she can't fall apart now. she looks at elle, studies the blonde girl for a moment. "right." she wants to know but at the same time? she knows she can't save elle, handcuffed to a radiator in a basement. maybe ignorance is bliss... but if she's freed, allie won't let campbell go again. "lexie probably gives him pushback. she was on student council with cassandra, and she would constantly push against her ideas... and that was like, with planning prom. i can imagine when it comes to running the town, she's worse. lexie's a threat to him, but not harry. harry's a threat to himself." a shake of her head, an attempt to get some hair out of her eyes. "fuck. i can't fix anything from here... i don't know what to do." a half laugh, half choked noise. "cassandra would know. but i don't."

#heartfe1t #* it's history... like julius caesar / interactions.#abuse /#mental instability /#idk what to tag this but.#i think allie is like. slowly breaking. i have many thoughts abt it. hm.#anyways!!!!

pressm4n

im making a multi pls love me

thalassaes

should i make a multi?

yes. girl u have like 10 blogs and are not functioning its self care at this poi

no. i will follow every blog

for some muses but not others?

Voting ended onApr 24, 2023

sometimes ghosting a man is self care.

#* and now i'm lying in bed just like brian wilson did / out of character.#is this ic or ooc or both #who knows lmao

i feel like all i've done today is dissociate lmao.

#* and now i'm lying in bed just like brian wilson did / out of character.#i feel not well lmao #i might go watch something on netflix

everytime i make a blog the 'oooooho i'm mentally ill' sound from tiktok plays

#* and now i'm lying in bed just like brian wilson did / out of character.#i abandoned my neopets i gotta go check on them but yeah

the amount of blogs i've made in the past week is like peak mentally ill behaviour but it's fine!!!! i'm not fine but the blog making is fine!

#* and now i'm lying in bed just like brian wilson did / out of character.#CHAOS

PEACH YOU'RE SO COOOOL

#* and now i'm lying in bed just like brian wilson did / out of character.#sometimes u gotta make a silly little princess peach blog to cope

IM SORRY IM JUST IN A SILLY GOOFY MOOD

WILL THE FLAMES AT LAST CONSUMEEEEEE US (will i make a sibling oc multi)

#* and now i'm lying in bed just like brian wilson did / out of character.

sometimes i wanna be a chaos gremlin and bring back my sibling ocs!!!! elaine pressman!!! colin cunningham!!! paula byers!!!! maddie bingham! my euphoria jacobs and mckay sissters!!!!!

#* and now i'm lying in bed just like brian wilson did / out of character.

myst1cals

PINNED .. an assortment of quotes found on pinterest .

i crave touch, yet i flinch every time someone gets too close.

how quickly the blade becomes you.

rage is a promise kept.

no one can hate me more than i hate myself.

you, who opened suns in my heart.

the word "father" rotted in my mouth.

i was born in an abundance of inherited sadness.

are you praying again? how raw are your knees?

can someone please be proud of me? like, fuck, i'm trying.

there are teeth marks on everything he loves.

i have done back things. i can't take them back, and they are part of who i am.

i am not a creature that was born. i am a fire that was set.

the best way to get your heart broken is to pretend you don't have one.

[he/she/they] is in my heart and i suffer.

do you love me enough that i may be weak with you?

in the crooks of your body, i find my religion.

i was a girl gulping a woman's grief.

i have pasts inside me that i did not bury properly.

i'll see you on the other side of the war.

you said i killed you - haunt me then!

i can't tell you how piercingly and endlessly i think about you.

i love you in vain, alone, in a terrible cold.

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