head full of poison & heart full of doubt

[doubtfulheart]

HEARTFE1T -

IND. SEL. & PRIVATE multimuse blog. featuring original characters as well as muses taken from multiple fandoms and re-designed and crafted per my heart's desires. re-established by kenna in march of 2023.

links: MUSES | PROMO | MEMES | OPENS | STARTER CALLS

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other main rp blog: @melodyplucked other blogs: (sideblogs) @sheactress , @mimistjames

guidelines:

i'm kenna, i'm 25, i use she/her pronouns, and i'm currently residing in the eastern timezone. as it turns out, i may remain here for some time.

my blog is mutuals only! (exceptions for like- oc open starter kind of things can be made) i'm not trying to have a lot of rp partners just- ones that i genuinely want to write with so... y'know. you get me. my other priority is also ricky's blog i do want to mention, so fluctuating muse will impact what's going on here or isn't.

forgot this wasn't listed on here- this blog is 18+. not for content necessarily just- because i am. this is for everyone's sake. do not lie about your age i beg of you...

psd credit: much of it's mine, some more recently, especially some edits (june 2024) is from pinkinnards!

if i follow you i want to write with you! memes are usually the easiest way to start

i am stuck with the new beta editor. please use this / x-kit rewritten for our threads if possible.

follow typical rp etiquette please! so no godmodding, don't reblog my threads if it's not with you, that usual sort of thing.

triggers will be tagged as 'trigger tw', 'trigger //' or 'trigger mention tw' people in this vein will usually be tagged with 'person name //'. please let me know if i miss something, i'd be happy to tag it for you! nsft content (while relatively uncommon) is tagged 'nsft' and 'nsfw //'

my muses are all 18+ by default. i've spent a lot of time with a lot of these muses and they've grown with me, though this blog is not chronological.

disclaimer: i am not and am not affiliated with the source media for any of my canon muses or their faceclaims, etc. i do not own them, i am simply writing my own take on their stories and where the future could take them. i also take full credit for my original characters and headcanons / character study, that sort of thing.

affiliated with: @inspotlight / @caughtaflame (and all of hales' blogs), @toxicbloodstreams (and all of pluto's blogs)

[doubtfulheart]

princess bridget le coeur of wonderland

au. slipping through my fingers ( @caughtaflame )

the looking glass has been in the wonderland royal family for generations now, passed from mother to daughter as their princesses grow up. the heart shaped compact is known to let one see the future, but two wonderland princesses never knew it could connect them through time as well.

maybe it's more classic wonderland magic, which is known for being anything but predictable, but truly knowable, maybe it's some eclipse, some torn seam in the fabric of time not quite so perfectly stitched together, but... there's a familiar but not so familiar voice, another face, on the other side of the glass.

a voice that says i know you and i love you. that says i'm proud of you, red. my daughter. that says you'll never be alone.

"my future baby" - and maybe it's not clear from the other side if the pink princess is talking to a concept or the girl she met-

but the impact is real.

there's a real princess on either side of the glass that bridget has come to talk to.

[geek-ramblings]

Kiernan in S3E05 of The Other Two

[doubtfulheart]

she is 26 now but she works in the office today (plus her pinned just needs to be fixed in general) so that is not current me’s problem

[doubtfulheart]

i joined an rpg a month ago so that’s part of why i’ve been less active (on top of just … general usual things)

my queue is gonna run out tomorrow so i’m gonna try to remember to stick some stuff in there after work but also i Do want to get some serious drafts done soon- just have to get through tuesday’s public meeting

also happy my birthday lol omg - ily all

[likemonalisa]

Kiernan Shipka, Tings Magazine, 2023

[caughtaflame]

❝ Hey um, that guy is totally eyeballing you. ❞  (tessa for lennon)

leaning   up   against   the   wall   in   carissa's   living   room,   lennon   was   just   trying   to   get   through   the   night.   she   loved   a   party,   but   she   felt   a   little   out   of   her   element   tonight.   she   didn't   know   many   of   carissa's   friends.   at   least,   not   ones   from   before   lennon   met   her.   she   doesn't   want   to   seem   too   eager,   so   she   waits   a   moment   before   she   turns   her   head   to   look.   ❝   him?   that's   riss's   cousin.   ❞   the   hottie,   though   she   wouldn't   say   that   part   out   loud.   ❝   he's   visiting,   i   guess?   while   she's   in   town.   i   don't   know.   family   things,   she   didn't   elaborate,   one   of   those   things,   y'know?   ❞   carissa   was   the   type   to   leave   it   to   a   simple   it's   not   my   story   to   tell,   and   lennon   respected   that.   lennon   was   trying   her   best   not   to   be   too   interested.   the   last   thing   she'd   want   to   do   is   mess   up   her   friendship   with   riss.

[doubtfulheart]

tessa loves it when her friends are in la, and the girls have a few shows out here, so tonight's party was basically a given. she and lennon had just been chatting, but she couldn't help but notice that guy's eyes keep making their way back to them, back to her. tessa's fairly confident on that. she has an eye for these things after all.    ❝    ahhh okay. riss's cousin. one of many, i hear.    ❞    their big family is enviable to her at times. she's never had much family of her own. even if now she has sort of a makeshift family.    ❝    what do we think about riss's cousin?    ❞    she asks, eyes sparkling before tessa turns and waves, catching his eye towards them. it's quick though that her attention's fully back on lennon.    ❝    but i get it. she'll talk if she needs to.    ❞    nodding.    ❝    i think he's cute- if you're looking-    ❞    she proffers.

[cottaqecore]

alexandra yanul

[partiallypearl]

Lilah Pate as Sophia Kinney in The Runarounds S1EP3 - (Nice Day For a) Weird Wedding

"The saddest part is if you had just told me, you couldn't come up with lyrics, I totally would have written some for you."

[yenvengerberg]

"Rotwood said we had to unravel the innermost secrets of the lives we stepped into." WEDNESDAY Season 2 Episode 6: Woe Thyself

[mikasource]

MIKA ABDALLA Photographed by Jordan Rossi for Hunger Magazine

[doubtfulheart]

shoutout to not only did I not know i was on this project, but no one told my literal direct supervisor that they had put me on this project

we love Communication™️

[girlsets]

SARAH CAMERON + this outfit

[doubtfulheart]

i just hate when men …

i saw obsession yesterday in theaters and i was talking to my friend about it and she’s like oh yeah it really scared my guy friends like they’ve had really crazy girlfriends before and i’m like THEY MISSED THE POINT THEN NIKKI IS NOT A “CRAZY GIRLFRIEND” THIS IS HIS FAULT.

[caughtaflame]

❝   i   feel   like   i   should   grovel.   ❞   she   deserves   it,   after   all.   he   would   never   argue   that   she   doesn't.   it   had   been   a   dumb   decision   to   break   up.   with   all   the   stress   of   constantly   being   away   for   games,   it   felt   like   he   wasn't   being   the   kind   of   partner   she   deserved.   ❝   i   have   plenty   of   reasons   to   be   texting   you,   you're   right   about   that.   unfinished   business   sounds   exactly   right.   i'm   glad   you're   open   to   it.   i   won't   be   that   dumb   again,   promise.   ❞   he   says,   watching   the   cards   in   her   hands   before   he   looks   back   up   to   meet   her   gaze.   ❝   you,   uh...   you   wanna   come   to   the   game   tomorrow   night?   ❞

[doubtfulheart]

    ❝    well then you do what feels right    ❞    she laughs, shaking her head with an easy smile.    ❝    i'm just saying- it's not like you pissed me off or anything. it just didn't work out.    ❞    and honestly, it was more lack of trying than anything else, or that's how she felt about it.    ❝    well then maybe you should text me more often if there's 'plenty of reasons'    ❞    she teases.    ❝    i'll take your word for it, beckett    ❞    but at his question, she's pleased.    ❝    mmm, yeah- yeah i'd like that.    ❞    daisy nods.    ❝    can i bring mila? i don't know for sure if she'll be in the mood- but if she isn't too tired?    ❞    she feels like she'd rather not do this alone. and honestly it's better when they're together- prevents her sister having publicity she doesn't need because someone thought daisy was mila. the main difference these days is her lack of ring on that finger.

[doubtfulheart]

i do in fact have too many drafts but ... the goal is to try to take care of that today. may delete a few things we'll see how it goes. but i'd love to get a queue going again ...

[silkchvffon]

SHE SEES EVERYTHING AS an excuse to go on long rants about things she actively dislikes — and that list grows longer every day. at the mention of food she's pulled out of her string of thought entirely though. « oh, yum. is it the creamy sauce ? your pasta is my death row meal actually, » she points out almost proudly, as if she has any plans of ending up there. she might, if she gets into a fight with rissa's man. « see, i don't know much about relationships, but i don't think you're supposed to call him an idiot. » she raises an eyebrow curiously. « i know i keep asking, but honestly what do you see in him ? help me out here. » because despite what it looks like, this is dean being supportive. or, trying at least.

[doubtfulheart]

    ❝    okay well first of all- you're not going to death row- ever. i've got you.    ❞    she's the kind of person who'd do anything for the people she loves most. a big close family and a fierce dedication to those she calls her best friends.    ❝    but i'm so honored- the sauce is in fact your favorite.    ❞    she confirms, carissa smiling bright. there is a a lot of thought that goes through her head at dean's words though... relationships are supposed to make you feel good.    ❝    i mean i absolutely never thought i'd be this girl but he loves me. he really does... and sometimes that's enough?    ❞    nose scrunches as she considers her own words.    ❝    he doesn't always say the right things- but he'd carry me up and over a mountain to get me to safety    ❞    he'd also probably consider cheating on her if the right person asked at the right time... and that's hard. knowing he can be that kind of impulsive.