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To be fair, I was talking to my teacher about how I've been depressed lately, and that's why I'm falling behind in school. That's when she asked if I've been eating enough because she has noticed my weight loss... I know they're just worried, but it would be so helpful if they could worry without commenting on my weight?! They all know about my history with eating disorders, they should know better.

I can't believe what people think is appropriate

It is unbelievable what kind of comments people feel is okay to make. A few weeks ago my mom said I looked thinner, and started talking about the size of my pants?? A few days ago my TEACHER asked if I have lost weight, and yesterday one of my friends said the same. And here all I can think is... nope. I don't see it. They're all lying. It's incredibly triggering, it has made me think twice about everything I eat because I'm afraid of what people will think if they see me gain weight. I wish people could just STOP with these kind of comments. It's not okay.

didnt you have your birthday already??

My birthday is in march :)

Hello

Im awesome /klaras boyfriend

I'm on mission "gain weight" again.

I've started to notice how much weight I've lost the last few months (not on purpose!!) Like my body is feeling kind of weak, I have a hard time concentrating and a couple of weeks ago I actually almost fainted. It was really scary. Weirdly enough I STILL have trouble mentally with gaining weight. I'm trying my best to eat a lot. But I get these annoying thoughts like I'm doing something bad by eating a lot. My mind still doesn't want me to be gaining weight even now that I need to. I need to gain weight so that my body can feel HEALTHY and it feels like an issue for some reason?? I don't get it

hope youre doing alright, dear. just know there are so so many people who love and care about you x

Yeah I am okay. I'm lucky to have a great boyfriend who supports me and makes me happy whenever he's around! :)

Please please make sure you don't isolate yourself, it's the worst thing you can do for your mood... Make sure you get out enough and that you talk to someone whether it's a friend/family member/doctor, when I was severely depressed it improved a little when I forced myself to be around other people and not leave myself alone with my thoughts. Maybe you could write down how you're feeling to show to someone you trust if that's easier xxx

Thank you! The thing right now is I don't have anyone to talk to. I've messed up with the most important people in my life, and I now feel all alone. I'm waiting for a call from a counsellor, so hopefully I'll have professional help soon. I'm going to do my best to not completely isolate myself from everyone. I know I will be okay in the end, I just need some help right now :)

I felt exactly the same when I was seventeen. Has something triggered the mood you're in? For me I usually get set off and that sends me spiralling into the abyss :(

Yeah well I always get depressed this time of the year, though I thought I was healthy a while ago. Apparently not :(

Hey! Hang in there :)

Hey, thank you! I am trying.

Can someone talk to me?

Sometimes it feels like literally everything is going wrong. That's how I feel fight now. I've messed up so much with everyone important to me that I have no one left. I feel lonely, depressed and I have no one to talk to about it. Are there any nice people on here who feel like talking for a while? Just send a message my way, it would mean so much.

#help #depression #depressed

I am really scared

Even though my life is great at the moment, I'm afraid I might be feeling depressed again. Not as serious as I used to, but like I'm getting there. Most days I feel lost, empty and tired. I feel almost no motivation for anything. I shouldn't complain yet though, I mean I still feel happy around people, I'm still hanging out with friends and stuff. It's just being alone that is really hard. I'm afraid it'll get worse if I don't do something.

#depression

I'm reaching out to you

I know you've barely heard from me lately, but I really need help. I feel so lost, all these old thoughts and feelings have slowly been getting in my head again. I'm afraid I might give up and just let them take over again, because it is so tempting. Earlier this year, just before I met my boyfriend, I had these feelings and it was so close to getting really bad again. And I keep thinking - what if I hadn't gotten back on track? I might not have met the person who is now the most important one to me. And what if I fall back now? Will I lose him? He means the world to me, and at the moment I'm honestly more scared of losing him than losing myself in this.

#edrecovery #eating disorder recovery

How are you? Haven't heard from you for a long time.

Yeah I know, I'm sorry! I got tired of blogging and haven't felt like picking it back up yet :)I'm feeling okay, life is like 50/50 happy/sad. School is terribly stressful and I always get depressed this time of the year so that's kind of worrying too.But on the bright side!!!!! I have the greatest boyfriend who I love so much, he's so supportive during my hard times. I could not ask for a better guy. Also it's christmas yay!

shit

I have lost A LOT of weight since I last checked and it is kind of triggering.

Fuck I NEVER get rid of this

Suddenly I got this huge urge to make myself throw up and if it's not gone by tomorrow I'll probably do it. These thoughts haven't bothered me in forever but as we all know it comes back when we least expect it I kind of hope I feel the same tomorrow because it'd be really nice to do that again

Some thought about love. :)

My boyfriend has been bugging me for like a week to make a new tumblr post (he likes to read about himself). Well we have gotten back together. And the love I feel for him is so deep, so different from anything else I've ever felt. I want to spend the rest of my life with this guy, and there are no doubts about that. Knowing that I'll spend my whole life in the safety of his embrace is the greatest feeling I've had.

Here's Bella! :D she's like the sweetest cat. Curious, social, playful and not afraid of anything! Haha she also follows me around everywhere, when I took a shower she was staring at me the whole time.

#cat #kitten

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