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Why can't you people try to understand? Why you guys forced your logic into mine? I also couldn't get it, why i felt this way. Sometimes i feel like i don't belong anywhere in this world. Some other time, all i wanted was leaving. Back then i think having nothing in this life is okay. But lately i felt useless. The things i wanted to do had been told was a waste thing to do. I started to believe in what people are saying to me. I let my dreams die slowly. In the mean time, unconsciously, letting the inner me die as well.

It's already December 5, time flies.. . . . . . . . *no today's not our anniversary tho 😜 https://www.instagram.com/p/B5sYJrhgAW9/?igshid=pet8alid0xp3

If you see me here that means other sns isn't enough to represent my inner self . Because turn out none understand me enough. They rejected my truths and pleased to listen to my lies. We are all mad in our own way. I understand you. But no one. No one. They wanted to be accepted in any condition, to be well treated; while refuse to do the same towards others. Have you ever think before you talk? Probably i was the culprit all this time. Pardon me. I'm so tired being treated this way by everyone. So I decided to keep telling lies for the sake of my safety.

Looks like i have to keep the room 614 for my own. Everyone freak out when i let the me inside peeking.

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Happy belated birthday kid. Keep those smile forever 😁 (at somewhere nice) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwYdD4zAVQE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1o40sh6otetfs

I tell you earlier to do it now but you ignored it.

And then when i get mad because of your ignorance later, you tell me what's wrong with me?

You told me it is already happened, we better look for another solution.

If you were in my shoes, can you imagine how i felt now?

Am i that worthless?

Sometimes i got sick of give in

Sometimes i miss the older me. Who could ignore people perception easily. Or probably i just tired

Just because you were the boss doesn't mean you can treat people the way you want. Mind your word sir.

Day 2 Water Fasting 😬 Surprisingly i feel quite well, thought I could catch a flu since i began to sneeze this morning. But turn out i'm doing fine. Willpower!!

I'll start using my logic more now. I've shut it down for too long to the point that i could deceive my dream. That dream that keep me alive before i meet him.