I figure it’s about time I make this one to organize my works, so that everyone that wants to see my fics in my page a little bit easier.
As always English isn’t my first language, so if there are any spelling mistakes please let me know and if you don’t like what I write please ignore it (and don’t be rude about it)
Ikemen vampire
Oc’s introduction
Alexander the Great
Pearl Bartholy
Amara Buonarroti
Headcanons
Alexander the Great (1) (2)
Fics and artwork
Alexander the great (1) (2) (3) (4)
Andromeda (1)
Amara (1)
Pearl (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7)
Devil may cry
Oc’s introduction
Francesca/Psyche
Artwork
Francesca/Psyche (1) (2)
Love and deepspace
Oc’s introduction
Selene Shen
Fics and artwork
Selene Shen (1) (2)
Jealousy Series (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6)
*Note: this Masterlist will be update when I work on new works
The Parent Trap movie with the guys, were the kids found out about each other in summer camp and try to get their parents back together, the oc/nom mc is living her best life with an support system and friends that love her, the li’s could be in a new relationship (or not) with MC (she could be a bitch or not), in the end the kids succeed but not everything is easy in getting the parents back together or once they are in a relationship but they make it work
Sorry if my ramblings do not make sense, English isn’t my first language and I really couldn’t stop thinking about this idea
Sylus And Selene Through The Years: Jealousy (From Sylus Point Of View) Part 3 of 6
Author notes: English isn’t my first language, Selene is Xavier’s younger sister (keep that in mind for future parts), the non mc of the story has a name and a specified appearance but can be read as a reader (if you don’t like the oc), this part contains suggestive themes (mention of sexual intimacy, but nothing that’s explicit)
highly recommend reading: part 1 and part 2 or check Selene’s information chart to get to know her better
Year 3 (Sylus: 24, Selene: 23)
For the leader of Onychinus, it still felt odd to wake up and see the blonde woman instead of his sorceress, but he couldn’t say he was displeased to see Selene’s face before he started his day; Her breathing was peaceful, nothing like the ragged breaths they’d breathed into each other the night before, though that wouldn’t have bothered him either… - Can you stop watching me sleep? - The soft violet-blue-eyed woman’s voice broke Sylus’s train of thought, he just smiled at his girlfriend before planting a kiss on her cheek - I could, but wouldn’t you be depriving me of the pleasure of seeing such a beautiful face? - the white-haired man whispered into the blonde’s ear, causing her to blush instantly - Please don't say that, I know that you don't mean it, Sy… - the blonde was interrupted by the white-haired man's kiss, silencing those treacherous remarks that tried to escape her lips (Sylus didn't like hearing the young woman speak disparagingly about herself), their kiss rapidly transformed to a passionate exchange, where their tongues intertwined in a sensual dance, and each sought to dominate each other in this intense moment… however, when the white-haired man’s fingers attempted to go beyond the woman’s stomach to undress her, the blonde suddenly pulled away, averting her glance to any other part of the room - I need to go over to the hunters’ association; I’m already late - replied the blonde, getting up and avoiding making eye contact with the white-haired man while heading to the bathroom. And before Sylus was able to recover his composure to try and convince his lover to finish up what they had started, the blonde stormed out of the bedroom, slamming the door behind her.
This wasn't Sylus' first attempt at intimacy with the blonde, neither was the first time she had abruptly turned him away, which annoyed the white-haired man, as in the eyes of the former dragon, his advances were being rejected seemingly for no reason — “Maybe my Selene is nervous since it's her first” — the white-haired man thought, which might be the main reason behind the blonde's rejection - “Perhaps if she had been next to me...” - the instant that thought occurred to the white-haired man, he halted what had been occupying him and shook off the idea, the white-haired man was aware that he should stop fixating over the woman who possessed the other half of his soul since he was now in a relationship with the blonde woman; although this was logical, it did not alleviate the feelings of betrayal that he experienced whenever he thought of the first woman he had ever genuinely loved. With her, he had been able to maintain stability and control, but Selene was someone he had never encountered before in his lifetime: she was a being of light, someone from outside the abyss that was the N109 zone, who was able to love him in an unconditional way and accept him as an outcast from the perfect order of her society. Once again, the same fear he had felt that night a year ago, when he finally confessed his feelings to the blonde, and instead of being afraid of not being reciprocated, now he was afraid of not been able to maintain their relationship when the other half of his existence was already committed.
Though there was no indicator to distinguish between day and night in the N109 zone, residents had quickly learned to differentiate between the two, including Sylus, who found himself maintaining his personal arsenal inside the base (although he was bored without Selene's presence) He was not distracted from his current activity by the sound of the door being opened and closed; with his eyes fixed on the gun, the white-haired man addressed them in a firm, stern tone - Luke, Kieran, the mission report? - The only response to the white-haired, scarlet-eyed man’s question was silence and the sound of footsteps that stopped before him. Sylus raised his gaze, annoyed by the lack of answer from the two new recruits he had adopted managed to acquire, only to find the woman who had been on his thoughts lately. Neither of them said a word, but the blonde’s bluish-violet eyes were asking the scarlet-eyed man for him to follow her out of the room so she could talk to him. Just as usual, Sylus put aside his work on his weapon to follow her out of the room.
After they both entered the white-haired guy’s bedroom, Sylus sat on the edge of his bed and waited for the blond girl to break the silence, however, the white-haired man didn’t expect the girl with bluish-violet eyes to passionately kiss, which the scarlet-eyed guy quickly and eagerly reciprocated, even though he shouldn't have been, Sylus couldn't deny his satisfaction at seeing her take the first step after ignoring his needs for so long. While their tongues explored each other, the white-haired man removed the young woman's garments so he could admire her body properly. While Sylus admired his partner's body, Selene undressed him with a slowness that felt torturous to him, but being the blonde's first time, he wasn't going to complain about her slowness, and as their bodies joined in the most primordial and passionate way, they both found a rhythm that brought them mutual pleasure. Sylus began to be overcome with a sense of satisfaction at having obtained what he desired (Despite feeling happy to have been the blonde's partner for the first time, for a few moments his memory brought back the intimacy he had shared with the woman who had been the greatest love of his former life).
Once he had cleaned up their bodies after their first encounter that night, the white-haired man delicately laid the young woman’s body onto the bed, which is when he noticed some small marks on her inner thighs. These didn’t look like the kinds of cuts one would get during a mission that had gone wrong… these marks were moderately shallow and small enough so that they were easy to miss unless you were really looking, however, before Sylus had a chance to ask his partner about the marks, the blonde's voice interrupted him - it was.. incredible - the drowsiness combined with the joy in the blonde's voice diverted the white-haired man's attention - is that all.. Anybody would describe their first time with someone as something magical and special - The white-haired man’s words were enough to wake the young blonde, causing her to raise her head and look at him with a confused expression - You’d be absolutely right, but this is my first time with you - the words of the bluish-violet-eyed girl put the white-haired man on high alert; he rose from his position on the bed and positioned himself on top of the blond girl - what's that supposed to imply? - The white-haired man's question carried a tone of seriousness; in the woman's bluish-violet eyes, he noticed how she was carefully choosing her next words before giving him an answer - When I was a teenager… I had sex with my first love. I never had sex with anybody else after we lost touch, and that's why I've kept avoiding being intimate with you…. I figured it would make you feel uncomfortable since I'm not as experienced as you are - In those bluish-violet eyes, the scarlet-eyed man saw the sincerity of the young woman and the feelings she wanted to get across, but the white-haired man couldn't help but feel the hatred rising within him like a flame that couldn't be extinguished. Deep within, he felt the dragon's instincts urging him to seek more answers, and to eliminate the man who had shared Selene's first sexual encounter - Why were you unable to maintain contact with your former lover? Is it because he didn't treat you well on your first time and you figured out you deserved a better man? - the white-haired man asked jokingly, in hopes of getting some information that would allow him to find the thief. But the blonde only sighed and looked away toward the gallery of windows, and the white-haired man knew exactly what she was looking for: that goddamn star - He’s dead, died suddenly in the middle of the night… just two days after i had an accident that put my life in jeopardy - the young woman’s harsh tone and expression had a chilling effect on the white-haired man; after all, he had expected to hear her laugh at the joke, or maybe scold him for his very bad joke, but he never expected that answer. Although he knew Selene usually didn't hide the truth about her past, he also knew she was hiding something from him about her first love. Nevertheless, just for tonight, he would let it slide. While he reunited with his Selene in the flesh, his heart was overcome with hatred toward the man who was Selene’s first love and with envy at the blonde’s devotion to a man who had died a long time ago and who was still in her heart (and yes, Sylus knew he was being a hypocrite; he knew that, but he was sure his sorceress would be able to sever the bond that united them so that he could belong entirely to his Selene).
Autor note 2: So this was a long one, sorry it took me so long to publish this, but I went with 3 draft to get this final version of the story, but I wanted to try this type of jealousy for Sylus, so that was the reason for the delay. I finally learn how to do a taglist so if want to be a part of it let me know in the comments.
Since I have a little trouble finishing the part 3 of the Jealousy series with Sylus and Selene figure I should give you some of my sketches of Selene and Sylus in the meantime
Sylus And Selene Through The Years: Jealousy (From Sylus Point Of View) Part 2 of 6
Author notes: English isn’t my first language, Selene is Xavier’s younger sister (keep that in mind for future parts), the non mc of the story has a name and a specified appearance but can be read as a reader (if you don’t like the oc), highly recommend reading part 1 to get an idea of what this mini series is about or check Selene’s information chart
Year 2 (Sylus: 23, Selene: 22)
Sylus was observing the streets of the N109 Zone from the windows of the tallest skyscraper in the area; he had no better way to demonstrate the new authority he had acquired than by becoming the owner of the best businesses in the N109 Zone (as well as creating new buildings, at Selene’s request, that might prove useful when the situation called for it) a smile formed on his face as his gaze fell upon the bright lights of his new empire. Deep down, the dragon within him loved the fact that he was at the top of the world, for if he was at the top, no one would be able to hurt him… No one except that girl with blonde hair, bluish-violet eyes, and tanned skin. Although Sylus dared to think of her as someone who had gradually earned his trust and who could make his heart race whenever he saw her in battle (even though Sylus scolded himself when he remembered that his sorceress was waiting for him somewhere in Linkon), he could never bring himself to make the first move with the blond girl, and even on the rare occasions when he felt it might be time to take that step, the blond girl was always looking at the star that represented the young woman’s first love, and no matter how much his heart demanded and screamed at him to take a chance, Sylus didn’t want to lose the person who lit up his life.
The sound of the door opening and closing quickly caused Sylus to shift his gaze from the bustling city and focus on the beautiful blond woman, who had just stepped out of the bedroom she used when staying at his base. She was wearing the crimson dress she’d worn to the last auction they’d attended together (Sylus had insisted she not wear anything white, after all, both of them had to appear as a unified front). It was accompanied by a choker with a round-cut moonstone; her blonde hair fell softly over her shoulders. Sylus’s scarlet eyes couldn’t tear themselves away from that divine apparition (to him, she was a goddess, and anyone who contradicted him would be better off counting down their days) - Do I look bad? - the blond girl asked, and in her eyes, the white-haired man could see a hint of unease - Moon, you look beautiful… but I don't remember us having any plans for this evening, although I wouldn't mind you being all mine tonight - Sylus said with a teasing smile; it delighted him to see how Selene rolled her eyes at his jokes - Just so you know, my friend, I've got a date tonight – The calm manner in which she said it caused that teasing smile to vanish from the white-haired man’s lips – What? – The scarlet-eyed man didn’t even try to hide the shock in his voice – Cleo and Bea set me up on a blind date, something about meeting more people and expanding my social circle - she said in an amused tone, explaining to the white-haired man why she had a date with a man who wasn’t him with a complete stranger -Are you sure you want to go on this date? - Sylus's question sounded like he didn't care about the blonde's plans, but if she had paid attention, she would have noticed how those scarlet eyes held a wrath as old as the dragon's past life - If I'm being honest… the truth is, I really don't want to go - the blonde began to speak, in her voice, the white-haired man could tell how uncomfortable the young woman was, and several plans formed in Sylus's mind, with the kidnapping of Selene as his first option (the other was to ask her not to attend the date, but his pride wouldn't let him do that) - But… maybe it's a good idea… - Whatever the blonde was about to finish was interrupted by the sound of her phone notifying her of a new message. As the blonde glanced quickly at her phone and the way her eyes widened, the white-haired man knew this conversation was over - Look at the time, I've got go – And with those words, the blonde left the base and the former dragon, who was already reconsidering the kidnapping plan.
Sylus understood that it was wrong to invade the bluish violet-eyed girl’s privacy, but he needed to make sure the blonde wasn’t walking into some elaborate trap set by the people she considered her friends, or that she might be assaulted by the man if she turned him down for a follow-up date. As soon as she walked through the door, Mephisto soared into the air and followed her to the restaurant where she was meeting this unknown man. Selene's date was dull for the scarlet-eyed man; he watched her nod every so often at something the generic doctor was saying. He also noticed the clear emotionlessness on the blonde's face, and it didn't take a psychic to know what was going to happen in a matter of seconds - Sorry if the question is offensive, but can you express any emotion, or are you just an emotionless machine? - the moment the words of the Akso hospital resident came out of his mouth, Sylus couldn't suppress the smile that spread across his face knowing that Selene would ask him to pick her up from the date, and just as he had predicted, the white-haired man received the message through the eyes of his trusty mechanical crow and watched as she said goodbye to her date and walked out of the restaurant.
When Sylus arrived at the restaurant, he found the blond girl awaiting him seated by the door; when she heard the motorcycle’s engine, she simply lifted her head. Although her face wore its usual neutral expression, the scarlet-eyed man noticed the pain behind those eyes that brightened his days. Even before Sylus could say a word, the blond girl embraced him tightly — Thank you for coming to get me - the scarlet-eyed man just closed his eyes and savored the feeling of having the blonde so close to him - I'll always be here for you, Moon, never doubt it - the white-haired man's words caused the tension in the blonde's body to dissipate, and separating himself from her (much to Sylus's disappointment) the white-haired man guided her to the motorcycle - shall we head back to the base? - the white-haired man asked as he helped her up - Trust me, there's no place I'd rather be at this moment - her words made Sylus's heartbeat so fast he felt like his heart was going to burst out of his chest, the white-haired man didn't say anything; he simply started the engine of the motorcycle and drove them in the direction of N109 Zone, choosing the longest route to enjoy the young woman's closeness for a few more moments before having to separate again, during which time Sylus planned a series of activities that would involve nothing but the two of them, as well as a way to make an intern disappear without raising suspicion at the hospital.
Autor note 2: so this was supposed to be out 3 days ago but creative block and life got in the way so please enjoy, I also found how to make a taglist (so if you want to be added in future parts please let me know in the comments)
Fun fact! If your fic mc has a name then the fic isn’t an x reader. Use the right tags pls
Hi annon and readers
The fic is tag as an non mc reader because the character isn’t the main character of the game, she is an original character that isn’t supposed to exist (I kinda mention that in her introduction chart, which is tag as non mc too)
I understand the different between the reader fics and the oc’s one, as I had done a lot of oc’s fics in my account for another fandom, but in the non mc category for lads I used that tag because is the one that fit the situation of my character, in the future I will try to put in the notes at the begging of the fic that the non mc have a name to prevent discomfort from other readers, but i will still tag the fics with Selene as non mc reader and non mc oc (as that what she truly is and what fits her story)
If there are any spelling mistakes English isn’t my first language (and I try to keep this as a profesional response, as this is my first time getting an Anonymous message)
Sylus And Selene Through The Years: Jealousy (From Sylus Point Of View) Part 1 of 6
Author note: English isn’t my first language if there are mistake’s please let me know, Selene is Xavier’s younger sister (keep that in mind for future parts) and not the MC of the game (which should appear in later parts of this mini series)
Part 2, part 3
Year 1 (Sylus: 22, Selene: 21)
Sylus had taken the blond girl to see the stars as a thank-you for healing his wounds after the failed negotiation with another criminal gang; that was the thought constantly running through his mind as he watched her set up a portable telescope (even though he’d offered her the use of some advanced technology he’d stolen, she’d flatly refused), the young woman’s bluish-violet eyes were focused on her task, and he couldn’t help the faint smile that formed unconsciously on his lips, because he couldn’t deny that this girl intrigued him – I think I’ve managed to set it up — Selene said, turning her gaze toward Sylus and giving him a smile capable of illuminating the deepest part of his soul, and that was what frightened Sylus the most, not the wanderers they would have to face in N109 Zone, nor the assassins or mercenaries seeking to kill them, nor the fact that he couldn’t control the impulses of his aether core when he thought of the sorceress who held half his soul. What frightened the white-haired man most was the woman standing before him and the strange feelings she stirred within him - “She’s truly an anomaly” - Sylus thought as he sat down next to the blond girl.
The white-haired man was listening to the blonde girl's ramblings about the constellations visible in the sky, though Sylus stopped listening when she began explaining the difference between a warrior's belt and the constellation named after it. Suddenly, the girl fell silent and stared at him - You're not listening to me anymore, are you? - The young woman’s words had a playful tone mixed with the natural neutrality of her voice (no matter how many times Sylus tried to make her angry, her voice never rose against him). She managed to embarrass the scarlet-eyed young man a little - If it bores you so much, why don’t you tell me a story? - Her playful voice turned curious, and the blonde’s suggestion made the white-haired man raise an eyebrow questioningly; it wasn’t the first time the young woman had tried to find out about his past - You don't have to tell me a story from your past, it can be a made-up story or a legend, as long as it's a story you tell, I don't mind - said the young woman with bluish-violet eyes, shifting her gaze from the starry sky to the white-haired man's scarlet eyes, for some strange reason, that made Sylus relax and tell her the story of the woman who possessed half of his soul (Of course, he left some things out, but he told her the basics that shaped his past life) Watching the young woman react as she listened to his story moved his heart, because he knew that expressing her emotions was something she didn’t usually do unless she really trusted the person she was with.
After a few seconds of silence, during which Sylus admire watched as the blond girl tried to hold back the tears welling up in her eyes, not wanting to appear weak in front of the white-haired man (or at least that’s what Sylus thought), the white-haired man’s voice suddenly broke the silence when he saw the young woman shift her gaze toward a particular star – And what’s the story behind that star? - The question had an indifferent tone, but it was an attempt to mask his curiosity at Selene’s intense gaze toward that specific star - Once upon a time, there was a princess who fell in love with a servant… - Selene began to speak; the sound of her voice was soft and nostalgic, almost as if she were recounting a treasured memory from her heart, rather than a made-up story - …When the princess finally saw her servant that night, she proposed something unusual: whenever they couldn’t be together… they would both look at that star and know that the other was waiting for their return - the blond girl finished the story without taking her eyes off the star in the clear night sky and Sylus couldn't take his eyes off the young woman, who seemed to shine in the moonlight (and who was perhaps the most beautiful woman he had seen at that moment), he knew that she was referring to her first love through a fictional story, which made him curious to learn more about that mysterious man - Do you still look at that star with longing? - The white-haired man asked, puzzled by the sadness in the young woman’s eyes - It lets me feel him close to me… even if he’s in a place I’ll never be able to reach - whatever emotion had been present in the blond woman’s voice suddenly faded; her gaze remained fixed on the star. In her bluish-violet eyes, the one with the scarlet eyes could see a myriad of emotions reflected in them, but the most prominent was love, and perhaps just for that night, the white-haired man felt for the first time his heart twist at the thought that it would be another man who would receive that devotion. And though the scarlet eyes met the bluish-violet ones, exchanging deep emotions that night, the feeling that began to emerge in the young man’s chest every time the blonde girl glanced at that star after that night beneath the stars was something he rarely felt: envy and hatred. Only years later would the white-haired man come to understand where that sentiment had come from.
Try to draw Selene and Mephisto for the first time and this is the result, inspire by a kamelot cover album (if there any spelling mistakes English isn’t my first language)
Author note: This was supposedly to be posted 2 days ago but university and other stuff got in the way
There’s nothing more wonderful to Pearl that to receive a gift form her beloved Napoleon (and the fact that he got her favorite flowers right this year help a lot)
When Dante dreams of his future wife to be, Psyche, after hearing the story of how the moon fell in love with a mortal man once, he wonders if his goddess will truly choose him when the times come (English isn’t my first language so if there are any mistakes please let me know)
Hi so I wanted to share my OC of Nero mom, just to let everyone know English isn’t my first language so they might be spelling mistakes (please note that there’s an age gap about two years between her and the twins, so if that makes you uncomfortable please ignore this post)
Age:
16 when she gave birth to Nero and when she lost everything she knew and gains a really deep depression and horrible nightmares
27 when she marries Dante and she starts to heal from said depression (although some of her nightmares remains haunting her)
34 When Nero reappears in her life (although she doesn’t know that he is her son until the 5 game)
41 When the 5 game happens (a year prior to the events of the game Psyche gives birth to a girl that became her’s and Dante’s light)
Job:
She works as a photographer thar usually travels a lot when she gets a gig (that how she meets Dante)
Main Hobby’s:
She loves photography, reading classic novels and poetry and to make albums about her adventures and travels
Relationships:
Nero (first born son)
Dante (husband and father of her daughter (she didn’t know he was her ex’s brother until much later in the relationship’s))
Vergil (first love, father of her first born son, persona non grata)
Lady (acquaintance, but post dmc 5 they became close)
Trish (friend)
Hedone and Patty (daughters)
Unnamed mother and father (distant relationship)
Appearance:
She has black hair, purple eyes, somewhat pronounced nose, thin lips, in her youth she used to have long hair but after losing Nero (and that the order cut her hair against her will) she usually lets her hair to her neck
Extra Info:
- When Nero birthday is near, she goes to his tumbstone to celebrate (when she marries Dante, he accompanies her sometimes), after finding her son is alive she spends the whole day with him to make him feel special
- Her original name while in fortuna was Francesca, but after leaving fortuna she change her name to Pysque (after the goddess)
- Had Vergil returned to Fortuna, she wouldn’t have lost Nero (and would had married him, not Dante)
- Even thought her and Dante had different personalities, they somehow make their relationship work
- When she told Dante that she lost her son, he was the only that gave her genuine kindness and didn’t treat her as something to be fix, and that was the moment Psyche fell for him
- Her second daughter is named Hedone as a reference to the myth of Psyche and Eros (she treats Patty as her first daughter)
Some sketch’s of Francesca/ Psyche (ft. Dante and Vergil)
So here’s an practice of posing with Alexander the Great and Pearl (feat. Napoleon who isn’t happy that his girlfriend poses like that with another man even if it was to help her cousin with her painting)
Going back to regular fashion here Alexander the Great with Josefine, this is mostly a character study for perspective and posing, and consider this my apologies for the last fix that I publish (if there are any spelling mistakes English isn’t my first language)
IkeVamp fanfic: I’m Right Here With You (Napoleon and Pearl)
Trigger warnings: mentions of self harm (starvation), survivor guilt (implied), heavy angst, semi happy ending??? (Really depends on how you see the ending), hurt/comfort, spelling mistakes as English isn’t my first language
Author note 1: this is during the cannon story, not the alternate universe, just in case anyone was wondering
Napoleon was looking for his partner, Pearl, since they were supposed to go have dinner with her family , but she was nowhere to be found since the afternoon - where could she be? - Napoleon thought while he walk around the young inmortal residence, he had ask a couple of the cleaning staff but none of them had any idea of where the platinum blonde was, now Napoleon was starring to get actually worried, as the more time passed he still couldn’t his soon to be wife (although he hadn’t propose to her, but he was working on that), Pearl wasn’t someone who disappear easily, unless she was kidnapped (which happen like once every week, to much for his own comfort but he will never tell her that out loud), while thinking of informing Drogo and Daniela about their daughter disappearing, his feet unconsciously took him to the younger woman room, in which he listen a sound similar to a fall that caught his attention.
When Napoleon entered the room was in complete darkness, but Napoleon eyes adapted very quickly to the dark and what he saw in the room made him worried even more about his paramour whereabouts, instead of finding the room organize, before his eyes was a disorder that was the antítesis of the young woman represented, her bed was unmade, the few photos that were supposed to be on her nightstand, were now spreed on the floor without their frames that were supposed to protect them, one of the devices from the future (her personal computer) appears to be on for a couple of hours as it was announcing that it was running out of batteries, and the device that resemble a really flat brick (her phone as she had once told him) was left on a remote area of the room instead of been charging, the bi color hair male knew that something actually happens, he now the platinum hair woman could be in actual danger, after all his years of knowing this assent normal behavior from her, and while his mind was running a thousand scenarios of what could have happen, he heard a sound that appears to be a drowned sob coming from the bathroom and he realized were his light disappear.
Napoleon was careful when he open the door of the bathroom, least he actually scared his nunuche, and when he open that door the sight that was in front was enough to break his heart: his beloved Pearl was sitting against one of the walls, her knees reaching her chest and her arms crossed over her knees, her head was partially hidden in her knees and her platinum blonde hair was spreed in a manner that block any view of her amber eyes, but the thing that broke his heart in a million pieces was the sounds coming from her throat, a mix between a dying animal cries and a torture scream is what could come close to describe the sound, from his perspective it look like something was torturing her, after a couple of minutes (although it felt like hours to Napoleon) Pearl lifted her head and in a slow motion move her head to look at the intruder in the room and in that moment Napoleon could see how the eyes of his beloved has a red hue that combined with emotions like sorrow and pure unfiltered pain, seeing his beloved like that render Napoleon speechless giving space for a long and prolonged silence.
- it was my fault - Pearl said looking at the floor, her voice was broken and shatter like a porcelain plate - I kill him - Pearl said again in that tone of voice and in that moment Napoleon could see how more tears fell from those amber eyes - I kill him, Napoleon, I kill him - Pearl repeated those words before she broke down crying again, seeing her like that made Napoleon rush to be side in an effort to calm her down - Pearl, I promise that everything is going to be alright, I know it wasn’t your fault - Napoleon said with the intended of calming the young woman but even he didn’t know what could set his beloved in this state - I couldn’t save him - Pearl said over and over again - I don’t know who was that person, but I’m sure he wouldn’t want to see you in this state - Napoleon said looking directly at the young woman eyes, hoping that his message carries trough - if only I had listener to him that day he would be here… you know what the worst part is? I couldn’t go to his funeral and get a proper goodbye with my best friend - Pearl said before she put her head in Napoleon shoulder, the man could only hug her tighter and run his hand trough her hair to try to calm the crying woman - my lady, your parents…. - a known voice said, Odette (if Napoleon remember her name right) the most trusted servant of the household, she was standing in the doorway, her dark color eyes scan the scene informs of her, and whatever she was there to said died on her throat when Napoleon moved his head slightly to said no, after a couple of minutes where only Pearl’s agonizing cries could be heard the young inmortal fell asleep in Napoleon’s arms due to exhaustion if he were to guess. Once Napoleon left Pearl in her bed, he left the room in search of the of the griffon, who just happens to be in the hallway that led to Pearls room - how is she? - Odette ask and even though her tone sounded cold, Napoleon could see the worry for her lady written in her eyes - asleep - Napoleon said in a neutral tone to try and sound calm, he should have accepted those acting classes that Daniela offered to him once - that good, at least she was crying this time - Odette said between her teeth, but Napoleon listen - what do you mean? - the man with midnight blue hair ask, the griffin on sigh before answering the man question - this isn’t the first time that Pearl behave this way, when this usually happens Pearl refuse to eat or drink anything that we brought her for days on ends, it doesn’t even matter how much we beg for her to eat, she refuse any kind of help as a way to punish herself for his death, this is the only time I have seen my lady cry like this….. although I shouldn’t been surprise considering that today is his death anniversary - after hearing those words everything made sense for the ex emperor - Do you know think anyone reminded Pearl that today was the day her best friend had passed away? - that question made Odette recall all the interactions that the staff had with her lady - it could be that someone mention anything while I wasn’t near to stop them - Odette said with an irritated look, Napoleon didn’t need to be a genius to know how much angry the black hair woman was because she fail to protect her lady’s peace of mind - have a talk with the staff and remind them that Pearl states is their most important duty, after doing that can yo please tell Drogo and Daniela that we will not assist dinner - Napoleon order before leaving to go to Pearl’s room.
The moment that Napoleon re-enter, he was surprised to find the platinum hair woman fully awake and sitting at the edge of her bed - you should be resting - Napoleon said in a calm tone kneeling before her, in this position he could see that her eyes were less red and puffy - they ask me if I was visiting his tomb today - Pearl answer in an almost inaudible voice and Napoleon notice the gruffness in her voice - nunuche…. - Napoleon begun to speak but was interrupted by the voice of the young woman - ever since we got together I don’t feel that much pain about Tony’s death because now I understand the reason he did it…. But everyday I wake up scared that I will reverse to being that selfish asshole that got him kill… I CAN’T go back to losing anyone else that way, NOT NOW, NOT EVER - Pearl said the last thing almost screaming, and Napoleon was (once again) surprise that she open up about what was bothering her, but before his mind could think of a proper answer to the young woman anguish, his body move on his own to hug her - I know that you think that forgetting him is a sin, that you are betraying your friend legacy because you are alive and he isn’t - Napoleon said understanding his beloved now - but I can promise you one thing Pearl, you will never feel like that again as long as you keep those you love in your heart and remember their lessons, and as long as I live I will make sure that - Napoleon said with tears in his eyes, Pearl only hug him harder - the dinner with my parents - Pearl said after calming down a bit - that already handle mon amour - Napoleon said - you need to rest Pearl, some told me that yesterday you spend the whole night working on one of your projects - Napoleon continue in an angry mocking tone - lucky for you, I am the best when it come to resting matters - Napoleon said in a cheeky voice that made his nunuche laugh - ok, ok, you win - Pearl said putting her head on his shoulders and closing her eyes, Napoleon move both of them to a more comfortable position on the bed so that the amber eyes woman could sleep, Napoleon couldn’t help himself when he hug her tightly and whispering in her ear the following words - I promise I will not leave your side, doesn’t matter what happens between the both of us, I will always protect you Pearl, always - after saying that Napoleon allow himself to close his eyes and enjoy a nap with his mon amour.
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Author note 2: wow that was a little depressing… can’t believe that I had this for more than a month in my draft, but since I was doing the translation by hand this time I used the opportunity to improve upon my own craft, please note that English isn’t my first language so if there are any spelling mistakes, please let me know
