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@primordialnix
Nix, Primordial of the Night. Knitting Enthusiast. Learning how to live day by day in her new world. Low key dealing with depression. Might end the world one day, we'll see how it goes...
Nix of the Night, cloaked in darkness. Eyes swirled in starlight. Born of Chaos. Bringer of sleep or death. Ever present in the shadows. The cool comfort of the night welcomes all.
Nix was lonely. A loneliness nothing, not even her nineteen, yes nineteen, children could fill. Some men would say she needed to get laid...eh, maybe. Maybe she should just get a cat. That would work. Right? She decided to do to only thing that seemed to make her content these days. She took a midnight stroll around the town's lake.
The sound and sight of the pitch-black water rippling against the shoreline never failed to calm her spirit. She caught a streak of white out of the corner of her eye-a snowy owl silently catching its nightly meal. Owls, one of her symbols, she smiled. Nix breathed deep and raised her arms. "Come to me," she whispered, closing her eyes. A dark mist swirled into her ankles rising higher and higher until it reached her waist.
She blew out her breath. Nix opened her eyes, they swirled with light as if the stars themselves swam in their depths. She flicked her fingers and the stars darted across the sky, matching the dance in her eyes. Still got it, she smirked. Nix froze and cocked her head, the smirk falling from her face. She suddenly got the feeling she was no longer alone.
@trapped-with-nightmares
The boredom was getting to Nix. It was making her skin crawl as if she was infested with snakes under the surface. Worse than the physical was the mental. Her brain was screaming at her to do something. Anything. But there was nothing for her to do. She was just freaking the fuck out. Is this what anxiety is? This feeling of impotence? She definitely doesn’t like this. The internet says she needs to “find her purpose” and that that can “help”. She doesn’t want “help”. She wants this shit solved, expeditiously.
Nix was tired. Not physically, but emotionally. It was just past midday and a rush of customers had just been through her knitting shop. She was tired of putting on her happy face for people. And she swears to herself if she gets one more Karen, she’s going to start wiping people out. It would take barely a thought and she could end them easily. BREATHE, breathe. Just make it through the day. She would be fine if she could just make it through the day. The people around her had no idea how close they came to annihilation on an everyday basis. But not today of course. Today was going to be perfect. Fucking. Perfect.
WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT HELPFUL CHARACTER BUILDING QUESTIONS
What's the lie your character says most often?
“I’m fine.”
How loosely or strictly do they use the word 'friend'?
Everyone is Nix’s friend until they cross her.
How often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing?
She keeps her true emotions pretty close to the vest.
What's a hobby they used to have that they miss?
Riding their chariot across the night sky
Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about to make it happen?
No, Nix doesn’t cry. Period.
What's their favorite dessert that they've never recommended to anyone before?
Ambrosia, unless you want to be stuck on Mt. Olympus!!
What would you (mun) yell in the middle of a crowd to find them? What would their best friend and/or romantic partner yell?
Me – “Yo, Nix bitch!!”, romantic partner – “My everlasting love”
How loose is their use of the phrase ‘I love you’?
“Love ya” is dropped all the time, but “I love you” is reserved for the special few.
Do they give tough love or gentle love most often? Which do they prefer to receive?
Tough love, both given and received.
What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity?
That they can teach you how to knit!!
If someone was impersonating them, what would friends / family ask or do to tell the difference?
Ask which God is truly afraid of them?
What's something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific!
Whenever Zeus gets rejected.
When do they fake a smile? How often?
Honestly, during most interactions. Depression is a bitch.
How do they put out a candle?
Pinch it out.
What’s the most obvious difference between their behavior at home, at work, at school, with friends, and when they're alone?
Home(alone) – quiet, withdrawn; Work – engaged, happy; Friends – what friends?, Nix has acquaintances
What kinds of people do they have arguments with in their head?
The odd customer that has risen to her notice for being a nuisance.
What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them?
She notices her eyes, they’re not as they used to be…; People notice her black as night hair.
Who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)?
Nix loves her children unconditionally.
What would they do if stuck in a room with the person they've been avoiding?
Pretend like they haven’t been avoiding this person.
Who do they like as a person but hate their work? Vice versa, whose work do they like but don't like the person?
Like as a person – Dionysus(the hangovers were a bitch); Like their work – Apollo(he was a little too full of himself)
What common etiquette do they disagree with? Do they still follow it?
Elders “deserve” respect, no
What simple activity that most people do / can do scares your character?
Sleep, Nix doesn’t sleep.
What do they feel guilty for that the other person(s) doesn’t / don’t even remember?
All the times they’ve almost let the Night go.
Did they take a cookie from the cookie jar? What kind of cookie was it?
Yes, lemon thumbprint
What subject / topic do they know a lot about that’s completely useless to the direct plot?
Ancient Scottish History
How would they respond to being fired by a good boss?
Sad, but understand it was probably for a good reason.
What’s the worst gift they ever received? How did they respond?
A book on beginners knitting, “thank you” with a strained smile
What do they tell people they want? What do they actually want?
Tell people – more yarn; Actually want – to be happy
How do they respond when someone doesn’t believe them?
Let’s them live in their delusion, Nix doesn’t need to lie.
When they make a mistake and feel bad, does the guilt differ when it’s personal versus when it’s professional?
Personal guilt will eat at her while she’ll get over professional guilt.
When do they feel the most guilt? How do they respond to it?
When she couldn’t help someone in need.
If they committed one petty crime / misdemeanor, what would it be? Why?
Theft – free yarn
How do they greet someone they dislike / hate?
A curt smile
How do they greet someone they like / love?
A warm smile and cheek caress
What is the smallest, morally questionable choice they’ve made?
To use her powers on humans.
Who do they keep in their life for professional gain? Is it for malicious intent?
They have employees they pay very well, thank you very much.
What’s a secret they haven’t told serious romantic partners and don’t plan to tell?
They have to have a serious romantic partner first.
What hobby are they good at in private, but bad at in front of others? Why?
Spending time with her BOB. Why? Because she’s a lady, obviously!!
Would they rather be invited to an event to feel included or be excluded from an event if they were not genuinely wanted there?
Excluded if not wanted.
How do they respond to a loose handshake? What goes through their head?
They squeeze to an appropriate handshake level; Are you not squeezing because I’m a woman?
What phrases, pronunciations, or mannerisms did they pick up from someone / somewhere else?
She gains the mannerisms from every new town she moves to.
If invited to a TED Talk, what topic would they present on? What would the title of their presentation be?
Why the Greek Pantheon Needs Feminism.
What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding?
Everything is of Chaos and there is no point to anything.
What language would be easiest for them to learn? Why?
Latin, closest language to Greek
What’s something unimportant / frivolous that they hate passionately?
Sunny days
Are they a listener or a talker? If they’re a listener, what makes them talk? If they’re a talker, what makes them listen?
Listener, when she gets to talk about something she’s passionate about.
Who have they forgotten about that remembers them very well?
Nix has lived for eons, she couldn’t say how many people she’s forgotten.
Who would they say ‘yes’ to if invited to do something they abhorred / strongly didn’t want to do?
Her children, She would do anything for them.
Would they eat something they find gross to be polite?
Yes
What belief / moral / personality trait do they stand by that you (mun) personally don’t agree with?
She would be fine with wiping out humanity.
What’s a phrase they say a lot?
“I’m fine”
Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting?
Has learned to wait for the facts as acting on emotions can have detrimental consequences.
Who would / do they believe without question?
Her children
What’s their instinct in a fight / flight / freeze / fawn situation?
Fight
What’s something they’re expected to enjoy based on their hobbies / profession that they actually dislike / hate?
Selling the yarn in their shop.
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So, you might be wondering how Nix got to where she is. That story is a little chaotic. What else would you expect when Nix herself comes from Chaos. Living in Tartarus was kind of a drag. She was Primordial of the Night but even she needed some vitamin D sometimes and living in the darkest region of the Underworld was just not working out. Add in the fact that her neighbor was her ex and she had to escape. Being a badass, you’d think she could just pop in and out, right? Nope. Apparently, that’s “Against the Rules of the Underworld” or whatever. If she wanted out, she had to literally escape, just like everyone else.
First step was making it through Tartarus, which to be fair, she kinda lived there, so she was pretty familiar with. It did house the worst of the worst, so she was glad to finally make it out of there. The Asphodel Meadows housed Achilles and Odysseus and it tugged on her heartstrings to finally see them reunited so she may have voyeured a little longer than necessary. The inhabitants of the Elysium Fields on the other hand seemed to have sticks up their butts. The “heroes” housed there were none too keen on having an escapee make it past them. She had never had to fight so long and hard in her existence and she still wasn’t free yet!!
Circling the Underworld seven times, the River Styx was the river of hatred and unbreakable oaths. She had to cross through every circle, draining her strength and willpower more and more with each level. And this was the wanting to end it all type of draw on her faculties we’re talking about. And by that point, that wasn’t looking like that bad of an option. But…BUT…Nix persevered like they teach you to do in school and finally made it out of the Underworld. And where did that let out? Greece, naturally…which she promptly evacuated for a country that didn’t worship the Greek Pantheon.
Everywhere she lives, she does as some immortals do-stays just long enough to rouse suspicion before vanishing. She finds it better than wiping all the residents’ memories so she can stay in one place (Nix has been working on her ethics!!). And Green Falls? This is just the latest place she dreamt of. The latest place she felt she needed to be. Now she just needs to find out why.
The good people of Green Falls believed Nix was a witch. She wasn’t, that honor was bestowed upon Hecate and her line and there was no relation (If you’ve seen Nix’s family tree, you’ll know how shocking this is). She was an everyday, average shopkeeper, owning and operating Nix’s Knitting Notions. Ok, technically that might not have been the full story. She was kinda the Primordial of the Night. No big deal. She put her shoes on one foot at a time same as everyone else…unless she was really late, of course.
You might ask why she was living a “normal” life? Was she on the run? Escaping from a God turf war? Witness Protection? To tell the truth-she just got tired of it all. All the politics, the bullshitting, the wars. And let’s not mention the favoritism (cough Aphrodite cough). So, it was time for a break, and so what if that break has taken a millennia? It wasn’t like she just stopped working; the Night was intact. The world was safe. Yippee!! Eyeroll. The job was important, don’t get me wrong. When she was responsible for the life and sleep of everyone on the planet, she was kind of an important being to keep around.
You might be wondering how Nix is responsible for the life of everyone on Earth? Well. It comes down to the Night and its barrier. Dreams or Death. It's what you get. Yeah, rough deal all around. She knew how integral she was…but sometimes she even got tired of this job, her real reason for existence. Sometimes Nix thought…maybe she should just let the Night go.