djaye ;

im not a perfect person, there's many things i wish i didnt do.

[madeinfrances-deactivated201812]

[thebestofmemovie]

Shut up and kiss me!

[mental-slut-blog]

I’m so fucking sick of saying I’m sorry when I’m the one collapsed on the ground.

(via ckgarden)

[c-isnenegro]

[kalories1-deactivated20140523]

[sizvideos]

Video

[sherbetthekandikid]

Plur at it’s finest. This is beautiful

[edmkittens-blog]

This makes me so happy

[astateofandrew-deactivated20151]

I think this warrants always reblog. 

[bbanjo]

[monrousel]

[evxlution]

(+)

[gemonzter-deactivated20150127]

[princessdjayeee]

Knife Party @ HARD Summer 2013 =

[raves-r-us]

[partyupson]

[trancetastic]

I can’t wait for next year!

[princessdjayeee]

Blog #3

I just need to rant today. I seriously feel like everyone has been judging me so bad lately, and I want it to stop. I am my own person, and I do have feelings. I just wish people would notice that. And the fact that I feel so overwhelmed with my entire being right now that I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. I want to cry sometimes when I come home just to calm myself down, and that's not a good thing. I feel unwanted 24/7 like there isn't a person on Earth who could possibly want someone as lame as me.

Hearing the words, understanding my thoughts, it isn't easy. And sometimes I just need someone to hear me out. To let me feel my pain too, because ultimately I hold up decent while trying to help others when all I want to do is break down.

I heard the words come out of your mouth today about "why am I not dating you anymore" and I legitimately felt those hard feelings again. I want them to go away, but you held my hand, tried to calm me down. you've always been there for me. I'm just the bitch that wouldn't shut up and relax. I couldn't pretend I wasn't upset that the guy I wanted broke up with me. I felt hurt for months, and now I feel remorse towards myself because I should've stood up tall and acted like i could give two shits.

I'm having a very hard time coming to an understanding with myself on why I keep letting assholes try to get into my life, let them understand. They wont ever understand what I have gone through to be where I am today. I was always the weird kid, the girl nobody talked to. It seems now that I want to have friends that nothing is going how I wanted it to. I keep trying so hard to live a normal life and get my life back how I want it, but something is missing from it.

I just don't know what to say anymore, I want to be able to have fun and enjoy my life. I want to rave like none of you will ever understand. The feeling is electrifying. It makes you feel like you're on cloud nine and you aren't ever gonna come down. But when you do, you just want more.

[partyupson]

[agirlinadarkworld-blog]

[sincerelydearly]

http://www.partycloud.fm/541f61386dcfc7e54c000000

yep, back to mixing again.

[princessdjayeee]

the one thing i cannot stand the most is still feeling things when i see you, when i do certain things. its the hardest thing in my life to deal with. i fucked up, and youve made me feel like shit. i think thats where you need to learn that you fucked up too, instead of making me continually feel worse.