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At what point is it really a gut instinct instead of insecurity? I have been told I have a good head on my shoulders and can go with my gut, but also been told to tone down on listening to the voices that would tell me wrong. Insecurities suck, right, but when the insecure voices in my head end up being true was it really insecurity or was it instinct?

Should I have listened to them months ago?

Learned another new thing at work today. I don’t know that tumblr cares but this is gonna be how I deal with routine changes.

I can be a positive shark corporate ladder princess dammit. Even if I feel like under my desk is the best place to hide.

So like, you get used to a routine, even if it’s not always exactly regular. It’s a little thing, just a signifier that things are normal and how they’ve been for ages?

Then it’s gone. And you know it’s not going to be there ever again? Then you start to question how long you’ve been fooling yourself and if things have been good for a while. Since the routine was never really regular and maybe you were bad for asking for the routine.

You know you should start a new one. A better one. One that’s just you and doesn’t involve anyone else but the familiar old one was safe and warm and it’s gone and you can’t do anything to get it back even if you know why it’s gone.

That’s a lot of sad. Lots and lots of sad.

Fuck Today

Oh my god it’s Daddy Day.