Princess

trans girlshaped ace doll into princessimg 21, moonlighting as a person

[princessporcelaingirl]

"Maybe its just all in my head and not real, because I dont tap wood"

I

Hate

This

F7KING DISORDER

'Im so ocd i do the dishes'

I stayed up until 3am because my brain decided it was time to debate (again) if i was a paedophile. Im pretty sure im not, but i did exist in the general vicinity with and laugh about a joke one of my under 17 friends made. So clearly, thats just 100% evidence and definitely means everything

Genuinely makes me want to kms

Like i can normally tune this crap out but sometimes nope :) its just one of those days HAHAHAHA I FUCKING HATE THIS

Like. Genuinely go back to harm ocd please. Please i think i preferred that more

This is like. A bunch of school kids got on the train. That means-

Amd like.

No

No it doesn't?

I yearn for decapitation. Like. Cant have think disease if no think

AND IM FUCKING ACE

Im ace, SEX REPULSED

Wh

????

??????????

[princessporcelaingirl]

She tied ne up and hugged me and like

Idk

Shes so much better at this than me

Like right in that moment I couldn't be out of my body or not myself and it just

Weird

Weird weird weird

I felt likr not a person or a

Kid or like

Lots of things at once

Whaddafuck

What even is wrong with me

Not posting here for answers, just need to

Idk

Tell my random people online ive never met.

And a couple i have

[princessporcelaingirl]

She called me her 'verge collection doll'

🥹

[princessporcelaingirl]

One of my hear me outs is kissing the shiver in vintage story

Extra points if its the split jaw one

[princessporcelaingirl]

Saying "its ok, youre only human"....

Im not. I dont know how i got here. Pls let me out

[princessporcelaingirl]

Today on 'oh thats dissociation'

Youre supposed to feel like a complete whole and not a spirit piloting a meat vessel/corpse/doll

Anyways i will be taking this up with my psychologist because it makes damaging said body waaay to easy and i dont like that

[irradiatedcowboy]

[princessporcelaingirl]

[princessporcelaingirl]

Disobedient dolls get the circlet of intelligence

[princessporcelaingirl]

Marvellous date yesterday

Shoutout the guy who was cleaning plates as we were hugging a lil and was absolutely beaming at us

I love u too sir, I hope your life is fabulous

Also fk i keep catching up with her after like 6 hours of crap and im absolutely flattened. Like one of these days its just going to be:

:Hiiii _____

:

:are u ok?

:

: *me toppling over and porcelain breaking sounds

: faint muffled awawawa

[princessporcelaingirl]

The universe puts the most adorable princesses 2 hours away wtf

[princessporcelaingirl]

When I finish my armour im absolutely going on a date in it

Like yes let's go op shopping!!! She can try stuff on, ill stand by for support, and if a transphobe says anything ill deliver their head from their neck.

Also like. Diversion 1 billion. Nervous trans girl vs knight?

Im truly genus :3

Mwehehehehe >:3

And a princess needs her knight ofc

[princessporcelaingirl]

I feel like im supposed to miss people but I dont. They hurt me and all I miss is the fantasy that they didnt

I miss the normalcy and like. Security, basically. They were there, I just had to put on my costume fir everything to work

Amd now im stuck kind of missing the illusion that they didnt hurt me, and that people can just. Be like that. Be awful and then act like its your fault. Behave like a kicked puppy because i called you out on your shit. Stand the fuck up you spineless pieces of shit. Look me un the eye. Dont do it again, and give me back my naivety. I want to trust people again

[princessporcelaingirl]

Survived 1 week of tertiary education

Im tired chat

I need a holiday

[swagophile]

I made an automaton in the shape od a human from clockwork components and it sees with porcelain eyes and it feels with a cold and metallic touch and the only warmth it knows is when I'm welding it back together every time it falls or breaks itself but soon I'm going to show it how it feels to know love. And after that I'm going to make it understand how it feels to have your heart broken. I'm doing this because I'm crazy and have problems

[swagophile]

She turned to me recently after everything was said and done and she caressed my cheek softly, wiping tears from my eyes, and she told me she forgives me. She forgives me and its okay. That she's glad she went through that and that she would have never known what it's like to love if I hadn't, that her body would have never known warmth and her heart would never have the spark I gave her, even if I took it away. And i cried. I cried a lot. Because I never meamt to do any of that. I only created her and did all of that because I wanted to hurt something. I wanted to create something beautiful and then make it feel the pain I know like a lover and I told her all of that and she told me she knows. And that she always knew. And she chose to love me anyways. And she told me she still loves me, even now. And I asked her why. I asked her why she loves me in spite of everything about me that's wrong and she said I was looking at it wrong. She said she didn't love me in spite of what I am. She said she loves me in my totality. For everything and everyone I am, even the me I've grown to loathe completely, and I cried. I cried because I made her and yet she's so much more than I will ever be. She's kind. She's caring. She's compassionate. She loves deeply even when she knows that love will never amount to anything because that's who she is. She's beautiful. And I made her. And I only made her to feel pain, but she feels so much more than that. I wish I was like her. I wish I had what she has. But I know deep down that I never will, and thats because I'm crazy and have problems

[princessporcelaingirl]

New relationship goal:

Mix pasta with cookie dough and eat it with her whilst watching studio ghibli films

[silver-quilled]

Yes Trans Wifey, I know getting up in the morning makes you feel like that spider that has to remake it's web every night with your blanket nest.