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Hannah // 21 // UK This is an exclusive roleplay blog for me and Melanie and our baes. CURRENTLY NOT TAKING ANY NEW PLOTS

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Melanie

*feels my stomach sink a bit when you talk about how we were a good fit and that things would go well having often thought back to our night and us kissing and it just feeling so weird to me that now you were encouraging me to date one of your mates. Breaks out of my thoughts as you tease my innocence raising a brow up at you with a slight smirk* excuse me??I am not that innocent anymore... I drink now like a pro and I live on my own and... I am practically a rebel without a cause ok? *says in pretend offense not being able to help giggling a bit towards the end knowing that to you I must seem like the plainest person in the world assuming thats why you didn’t think it was worth pursuing anything as you probably wanted more action*

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*eyes widen at your words, barking out an amused laugh, chuckling and shaking my head in amusement* Oh dear love, I see you still have a lot to learn. *grins playfully, nudging you gently with my hip as we walk together, liking to spend time with you and realising in this moment how comfortable I felt with you, inwardly sighing as I couldn’t do anything about it, trying to be selfless for once and do what’s best for you by encouraging you to get with Liam* *we arrive at the shop, smiling at you* What’s on the menu for you then? *before my eyes widen with an idea, clapping my hands together* Why don’t we cook breakfast at my place? That way we can all share and chill, Hannah and Louis can hang and we all get more food. *grins, but just wanting to spend more time with you, needing a justification for it*

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Louis

*trying to get out of my head a bit as I knew I was probably being a downer by being all quiet and broody but perhaps I just didn’t like sharing you with a part of your life I was so unfamiliar with. Looks down at you as you pull me aside sighing as you caught on on my mood shaking my head and rubbing my eyes a bit* no no sorry I am just feeling a bit tired from the trip up here *shrugs slightly as I cant help but smile a bit at how you wanted to please me not wanting to be an asshole boyfriend and take away your catch up time with your friends* it’s ok love i’ll probably head to shower and then bed after we eat but you stay down here as long as you’d like yeah *nods knowing I would have preferred you not drinking with everyone and coming up with me instead but not wanting to be controlling either*- James

*cant help but glance at both of you as I eat seeing as you pull him aside a bit and my stomach twisting with how wrong this felt. Cant help but think that it should be us together not you and him. Trying not to be too obvious as I practcally stare you both down seeing him smile down at you tearing my eyes away as I look down at my food and continue to eat quietly hating that I blew my chance with you all those years ago*- Louis

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*nods a little when he says he was just tired, relieved it wasn’t anything else and relaxing a little bit and smiling softly as he tells me to stay down here, glad that I’d get to catch up with everyone* You sure? *smiles as he nods, reaching for his hand as I lean up and kiss his cheek in thanks* Thanks. I promise it won’t be a late one, just want to let loose a bit you know? *smiles, glad we seemed to be able to compromise like that, although part of me thought he’d try and get on with my friends, not sure whether to be disappointed or relieved* Let’s just enjoy our food for now. *smiles before we go back to eating, idly chatting with everyone before we finish and he excuses himself, leaning up to give him a soft kiss goodnight* I’ll be up later, goodnight. *smiles as he leaves before turning back to everyone else*

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Melanie

*smiles at your response glancing over at you as we walk along taking in how handsome you were, genuinely feeling more like myself around you as nobody else here really knew how innocent and naive I was but you did. Looks up at your question blushing a bit and biting my lip as I shrug slightly* it went well yeah... I took your advice and was just myself and it was nice he seems like a really nice guy *smiles softly genuinly liking Liam but feeling like something was missing but not wanting to acknowledge that* we’ll see how things go *chuckles softly still blushing*

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*pastes on a smile but it not quite reaching my eyes, stomach sinking as you seem to like him already, it further confirming to me that you didn’t like bad guys like me, ones that didn’t fit in or stick to the rules, seeing Liam was more your type and that hurt a little, despite knowing he’d be the better guy for you* Yeah, he is a good guy. *nods a little, smacking my lips together a little awkwardly as I look back ahead, hands still in my pocket* I’m sure things will go great for you, I can imagine you guys suit each other. Both have the innocence. *grins, wanting to tease and make this conversation lighthearted to make true on my promise to be your friend*

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Louis

*laughs at your words knowing that even back in high school I was always the one pushing for house parties, to sneak into clubs when we were minors, to skip class. Quite missing those days and knowing I basically hadn’t changed a bit still liking to get myself into a bit of good trouble for the sake of having a good time. Remembering how I loved to take yoh along on all my adventures as you were always the things that kept me grounded* will always be trouble *smirks over at you playfully before nodding at Haz and reaching for some food on my plate as you approach James it reminding me that he was here with you and that making my heart sink all over again*- Louis

*notices your interactions with louis it further making me dislike him for some reason feeling like there was something I was missing between you guys. Him being so different from me which scared me as it made me think naybe I didn’t know you as well as I thought. Breaks out of my thoughts as you soeak to me turning with a small smile at you and nodding* mhm my fave indeed *grabs some on my plate but being able to tell it wasn’t made correctly or how I liked it. Being quite high maintenance*- James

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*frowns a little as James doesn’t seem as enthusiastic about the dish as I thought he would be, him seeming a little quiet and it making my face fall, wondering if he was bothered about me drinking tonight as he seemed to be in an off mood ever since he made a comment about me drinking too much, torn as I didn’t want to upset him but also wanting to hang out with you* *pulls him aside a little as I look up at him with a concerned frown* Are you okay? Look, if you don’t wanna drink and stuff with us you don’t have to. You can just go up to the room and I’ll join you after. It won’t be late I promise, I just want to catch up. *smiles reassuringly, always being a bit of a people pleaser and wanting to make people happy*

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Melanie

*the walk to the cafe wasn’t a long one at all kind of wishing it was so I could spend a bit more time with you liking how I felt around you but telling myself it was just friendly, smiles over at your question and nods* yeah it was fun I liked it *smiles a bit glad I had that one crazy night with you as it in a way kind of prepped me for this but often trying to push the memories of that night out of my head as it reminded me how big my crush for you had been* did you have fun? Or was it too slow for your liking? *teases with a giggle figuring with your lifestyle you were used to bigger parties wondering if you still were racing*

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*smiles a little at your words, glad you had a good time but my mood a bit dampened by the fact that you’d had a good time with Liam, desperate to ask what you thought of him as I knew he was such a genuine guy and the polar opposite of me, someone I thought you’d go for and that bugging me that you two could really be compatible* *blinks out of my thoughts at your question, shrugging a little with a smile* It was alright, yeah. Not bad for a college party. *chuckles a little as we get closer to the shop, digging my hands in my pockets as we walk, a brief silence between us* Sooo..*looks down at the floor before glancing at you* How’d it go with Liam? *knows I’d given you advice, wondering if it had been successful*

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Louis

*laughs at your reaction to my suggestion shaking my head a little with a chuckle* doesn’t have to be during dinner we can wait till after *smiles my eyes bright every time I looked at you* unless you’re ready to tell us all your secrets now *smirks playfully over at you noticing how James didnt really seem to fit into this wondering how you two ended up together*- Louis

*laughs at the interaction between you and Louis wondering if there were any sparks still there knowing there definitely was for Louis but assuming you had probably moved on from it as you were with james* alright alright you guys get started eating and I will look for the shot glasses and liquor! - Harry

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*raises an eyebrow in challenge at Louis’ words, chuckling a little and shaking my head* I see you’re still trouble. *grins fondly at you, you always being the life of the party and impulsive, having always loved that about you when we were friends as you were the one that encouraged me out of my shell* *looks up at Harry with a nod and a grin* This looks delicious, thank you. *begins to dig in to the buffet style food, sipping my drink before looking at James with a smile as I point out the seafood dish* They’ve got your fav. *grins at him*

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Melanie

*cant help but bite back a smile when you mention Ashley didn’t stay knowing it wasn’t my business but I still had a bit of a rush around you and I couldn’t help the jealousy that would bubble in my stomach. Laughs when you talk about Louis bitching smiling* Him and Hannah really hit it off seems they might be made for each other *jokes and smiles a bit as we walk together out to the building and towards the cafe really glad we could be friends as I liked who I was when I was with you* that was my first true college party last night you know? *blushes a bit* not as intense as that neon party you took me too but wow uni kids really know how to party huh? *chuckles cutely*

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*nods with a smile at the mention of Louis and Hannah, him being a bit of a player like I was but he seemed different around Hannah, excited for him* Yeah, they do right? *follows you out the building, liking that campus was quiet early in the mornings, walking in step beside you with a soft smile on my face, looking at you with a grin as I wasn’t surprised it was your first party* How’d you like it? *smiles before my heart clenches as you mention the neon party, that feeling like a life time ago, often returning to the thoughts of the kiss but feeling a little uncomfortable now as it was the first time either of us had mentioned that night out loud since it had happened, it making it harder to just be your friend when I thought of that night* Yeah, uni kids can get a bit crazy. *chuckles*

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Louis

*can tell you deflate a bit at my words noticing how you were fitting right in with all of your old friends and not wanting to be the idiot boyfriend that ruins your party especially not when I was feeing some type of way by Louis. Hoping things would go back to normal once this weekend was over* no worries just don’t want you getting sick thats all *lies and smiles a bit as we walk in looking around at the food*- James

*notices you and James walk in after us and you seeming a bit less excited. Knowing I was biased but he just didn’t seem to fit with you at least not the Hannah I knew in high school. Shakes the thoughts away as I grab an app and down it looking around the room* so what game should we play then Haz? Never have I ever? *cocks a brow thinking it would be a good way to subtly catch up on what you’ve gotten down to after school. Smirking slightly as I glance at you*- Louis

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*shakes my head with a slight frown at James’s words, not sure why he’d assume that* I wasn’t planning on it. Just want to let loose. *shrugs and smiles, knowing he could sometimes be a little judgemental but putting it out of my mind* *sits at the table for dinner, raising a brow as Louis immediately looks into drinking games, chuckling and shaking my head* You want to do this over dinner? Oh god. *laughs but liking the sound of never have I ever as it was always a good get to know you game*

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Melanie

*eyes widen a bit as I practically walk right into you letting out a soft chuckle when I realize it was you and returning a soft sleepy smile* hi morning… *tugs at the sleeves of my sweater not sure why everytime I was near you I felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest* a breakfast/hangover food run? *nods with a soft chuckle and shrugs a bit as I look up at you* Hannah is still passed out and I want to be a good hostess so figured I’d get her some breakfast *smiles softly and bites my lip as I glance at your recently wet hair and your tired eyes* you getting breakfast for Ashley? *bites my lip realizing the moment I said that out loud that there was no need for me to ask that but figuring she had gone home with you and I was trying to convince myself I was ok with that* we might as well go together huh? *grins brightly*

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*my heart lurches in my chest at your sleepy smile, you looking so cosy and unbelievably attractive when you were natural and had your guard down like this, it catching me off guard how much I liked seeing you this way and it taking a second to register your words, nodding a little with a laugh* Yeah, and coffee of course. *smiles at you wanting to be a good host, you always seeming so thoughtful and loving that, also liking the small confirmation that Liam hadn’t come back with you, knowing he wasn’t really that guy but it still made the niggling voice in my head quiet down* *raises a brow as you ask about Ashley before shaking my head with a small smile* Nah, she didn’t stay. Just me and Lou. Gonna get him a cup of tea before he starts bitching. *grins before nodding, so so glad we’d made up*

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Louis

*raises a brow at your words it being easy for me to see yoh as a fun drunk as your personality was already so playful and laid back that being why I was a bit surprised to see you with someone like James as he seemed so structured and serious wondering how that dynamic worked. Smirks as Harry brings up drinking games this sounding like it could be a really fun night withball of us reunited* oh this is going to be fun *claps my hands and chuckles before following to the dining room with Zayn and Liam chatting about their trip up here*- Louis

*raises a brow as Harry brings up drinking games that feeling so childish to me more used to fancy cocktail hours and having expected something a little more refined seeing the manor house we were staying at. Turns to you as the rest of the group walks ahead of us into the dinning room* drinking games? You’re not going to get too drunk are you? *having only seen you drink a lot in college us not really partying hard after that and I didn’t like the idea of you getting super drunk like you were impliying*- James

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*grins, liking that everyone seemed on board with a relaxed night of letting loose, much preferring that as I didn’t like anything too formal or uptight as they stressed me out, feeling comfortable enough with everyone here to be able to party a little* *looks up as James speaks as we follow the others into the room, my bubble bursting a little as my face falls just a little, sensing the judgement in your words and biting my lip a little* Well, yeah. Not overly drunk, I still want to feel good. But I did plan on getting a bit tipsy at least..*murmurs, wondering if it was making you more uncomfortable because you didn’t know them here* I’m not going to get crazy. *murmurs, his reaction having taken the fun out of it a little* 

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Melanie

*really glad you were staying over having not had friend like this in so long so I wasnt used to these kind of things smiling at your words and nodding* yesh he seems like he is a super nice guy *smiles to myself but finds my thoughts constantly going back to making up with Harry earlier that night trying to convince myself it meant nothing and trying to focus on Liam. We chat and gossip about Louis and Liam for a bit longer before we cant stay up anymore falling asleep pretty quick from the alcohol. Wakes up the next morning seeing Hannah was still asleep and deciding to go buy some breakfast for us as I had nothing at home wanting to be a good host pulling on some leggings and a sweater before I head out of the apartment*

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*has such a nice night with you before we pass out, sleeping soundly through you leaving the apartment, having drunk more than you so still in a deep sleep* -Hannah

*up early as I managed to sober up quickly last night due to our talking and me sending Ashley home, Louis still passed out and deciding to do a coffee run, in my joggers after my shower, feeling a little hungover but not too bad, planning to just chill at home today and probably talk about the night with the lads if they came over* *steps out my apartment, walking down the corridor with my headphones in, glancing at your door as I think back to us making up last night, my heart clenching a little with want of something more, pushing it aside and about to head down the stairs before I freeze when your door opens and you step out, blinking in surprise as it was like I’d willed you forward* *pauses until you notice me, breaking out into a small smile as I step  abit closer* Well hello stranger. Seems we both had the same idea. *chuckles, guessing you were doing a food and coffee run*-Harry

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Louis

*never being one to party much my job and lifestyle having really not allowed it which as a result meant I never really liked you going out without me and such. But I could tell your friends were very different from the way we usually were it feeling a bit weird to me that you’d fit in with them but I wanted to keep you happy especially with this sudden threat I was feeling from Louis. Looks down at your words a bit in surprise but smiles back at you with a nod* should he fun - James

*catches your eyes and seeing you seemed to like the idea realizing I had never seen you drunk and that intriguing me cocking a brow back at you playfully* I am dying to see what drunk Hannah is like *teases letting out my playful side a bit more now that we had finally cleared the air and seemd to be good* bring on the drinks mr and mrs styles *smirks teasingly*- Louis

*laughs and shakes my head at Louis words* typical Lou always taking on an opportunity for free booze, how about we eat first mate and then we can get on with thw drinking games… *smirks and shrugs* can really bring it back to the uni times with drinking games and such *raises a brow looking looking around the room to see if everyone agreed*- Harry

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*relieves when James seems okay to get involved, him not liking drinking and partying, him always looking down on it a bit as his job was very professional and he was much more into events and galas, classier situations, thinking maybe that’s why he was okay with this* *looks at Louis with a grin, wiggling my brows* You’re in for a treat, drunk Hannah is the life of the party. *giggles and winks, loving that we seemed to have our banter back, things feeling normal and I was so pleased* *looks at Harry, chuckling and shaking my head at his words* Oh god, it’s gonna get messy. *grins, following them into the dining area where appetisers were being served, excited for tonight*

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Melanie

*smiles a bit at your words you seeming more interested in honestly being my friend and usually not experiencing stuff like that in my world. Laughs a bit when you refer to Liam getting to my apartment and letting us in glancing over at harrys door in curiousity as I shut my own turning to hannah with a smile and blushing a bit* he is really fine isn’t he? *bites my lip excitedly* I hope he asks me out.. I kind of kept making a fool out of myself at first *chuckles a bit as I think back to the start of the night*

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*follows you into your apartment, kicking my shoes of and giggling at your words as I nod* He will, for sure. He was totally into you. *smirks, heading to your kitchen and grabbing us both cups of water before bringing them back to you, shaking my head* I doubt it, from what Louis tells me he’s a bit goofy and cute too. I reckon you guys could really work. *grins brightly, clapping in excitement as I felt this could be really good for you to come out of your shell* *sits on the edge of the sofa I was sleeping on, getting out my makeup wipes and beginning to take my make up off, liking that we weer having a bit of a gossip session and you’d let me stay the night* 

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Louis

*sees you come in hand in hand with James and the rest of the boys following behind hoping you got a chance to talk to Louis before as I wanted you two to be ok knowing I hadn’t really checked with you before inviting you up here but I figured everything would be in the past although harry and I still believed Louis had feelings for you. Smiles a bit at your questions and shakes my head* nothing too fancy tonight just a little dinner and get together to mingle with the guests… our families wont be up till tomorrow either so might be the perfect chance to get wasted as if we were in uni and high school all over again *chuckles softly before going to say hi to Zayn and Liam properly*- Melanie

*watches as you walk in holding James hand not being able to help but feel the jealousy course through my veins trying my best to shake it off and tell myself it was all in the past. Nods at Mels words knowing tonight would be the calm before all the big festivities began liking the idea of having a nice relaxing night drinking* sounds lovely *grins at her glancing over at you wanting to see your reaction although I couldn’t deny I was a bit afraid of what I could let slip out being too drunk*- louis

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*raises a brow and grins at Mel’s words, her and Harry having planned it perfectly so that tomorrow could be a chill day and then the day after would be the wedding, so we could be hungover tomorrow if we wanted and just relax* Ooooh. *wiggles my brows playfully and winks teasingly at the thought of getting drunk, giggling* What an intriguing idea, it’s been ages since I’ve been drunk.  *grins, excited to let loose with lots of old friends, normally avoiding partying when with James as he wasn’t really into any of that, liking to let loose some times so glancing up at him, hoping he’d be okay with it* *looks up and catches gaze with you, breaking out into a bright grin and raising a brow in playful challenge, knowing you’d not seen me drink as we were friends in high school and all my partying was done at college* 

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Melanie

*smiles a bit as you refuse to ditch me watching you say goodbye and shaking my head as we walk along* you know you didn’t have to leave I wouldnt ghave mind besides he lives right in my apartment after all *teases and chuckles blushing a bit as you bring up Liam and nodding* it was a good night yeah.. Liam is super sweet and hot *giggles a bit as we make our way to my apartment* he is friends with Louis and harry actually so might see him around a lot

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*shakes my head at your words and grinning with a shrug* I don’t mind really, I can get with boys any time. *chuckles a little, feeling like you needed a good friend as I got the vibe that maybe you hadn’t got many close friends back home, wanting to prove to you that they were a thing* *cocks a brow before whistling playfully and nodding as we leave the party* That boy is fineeeeeee. *grins* With a capital F. *giggles, nudging you playfully as we begin to walk across campus* He seems like a really nice guy as well so jackpot. *winks*-Hannah

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Louis

*can already tell by Zayns look that he had realized who you were as I often rambled about you when I was drunk and how I fucked what we had up. Eyes widen a bit when he makes it obvious that I’ve talked about you going a bit red and sheepishly shrugging as you address me* you are part of a lot of cool stories from high school *chuckles but shooting a bit of a glre at Zayn as he just laughs*- Louis

*watches as his friends hug yoh as if they already knew you and cocking a brow when Zayn points out that Louis talked about you quite a lot that furthering my dislike towards him moving my hand down to lace our fingers now wanting to make a point that you were with me* shall we all go inside? Harry mentioned something about appetizers being served- James

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*grins, feeling flattered that you talked about me and it making my heart swell a little that I was obviously important enough to tell your college friends about, feeling a little guilty that I hadn’t told James about you but it just felt too painful* *looks to James as he laces our fingers, smiling a little and squeezing his hand before grinning and nodding* Mm, yes please. Food sounds good, I’m starved. *follows James inside, looking around* What’s happening tonight then? Is it just a pre-party? I need to get dressed up. *smiles, not sure what they had planned as we were here for a couple of days, not sure whether tonight would be a chill one or whether we’d have a party*

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Melanie

*while looking for Han I also found myself looking around for you seeing that neither your or ashley were around and for some reason that making my stomach sink in disappointment as I knew it meant you would have gone home with her. Shakes the thoughts away as Hannah approaches me nodding a bit* I am, feeling a bit tired but don’t worry about me you stay and enjoy the rest of the night *knowing you were having fun with louis and not wanting to hold you back*

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*shakes my head as you encourage me to stay here, having not seen you all night and there was no way I’d ditch you for a guy* Nooo, no way. I said goodbye already. *looks over my shoulder as I give Louis a little wave before looping my arm through yours and smiling as we both head out* How was your night? Saw you chatting to Liam, he’s nice right?