The Rat

You called me, and I listened. I reached out, and you caught my arm. I opened the window so I could meet you. -- Independent Nezumi RP blog for No.6 Do not reuse content from this blog without permission. Tracking: proditoremeve --

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I’m sorry Shion, This is all my fault. Please don’t change, This isn’t you.

Nezumi (No.6)

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by 羽美

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Aiko Oumi as Shion

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He knew about what the other was thinking, what was going through his head, and he knew that Nezumi would probably start fighting with him if he kept playing at his emotions like he was. And in fact, Sion was being completely honest with the other male. He didn’t really want to make Nezumi feel bad.  He didn’t want this to end up a fight, and so Sion frowned, lowering his head again. “I…I wish it wasn’t always like this with you, you know…” 

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"It's better this way. You know that."

He sighed deeply, and gently pushed the other away from their embrace, crossing his arms afterwards. His eyes closed, head tilting downward somewhat as he relaxed himself thoroughly. After a moment, he reopened his eyes, looking up at the white-haired male with a stern expression on his face.

"What if we end up enemies? Would you be able to kill me?"

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No.6 Icons: Shion

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together we live in our own happy fantasy world…

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その日の記念日 | 乙 [pixiv]

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He knew he was. Depending so much on the male that stood beside him. And after knowing him for a long time, Sion knew when he was going to snap as he felt the others body tense and the room get a little heavy. But, to his surprise, Nezumi didn’t start yelling, but it was what he said under his breath in the quiet room that made the white haired male lower his head. He knew he was a fool… "Nezumi…I…"

[proditorem-eve]

His eyes flicked over to look at him again, noticing his head drooped. In a sense, this was the reaction he had hoped for when he said what he did, but when his eyes fell upon the sight, it wasn't what he wanted to see. He forced himself to look away again, and took a deep breath to calm his nerves.

"Don't. Some things are better left unsaid."

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I still have it on repeat ahaha! But I’m quite new to them. Oh I’ll need to look into that then!

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// I suggest checking out Mystery Skulls' song "Paralyzed". They remind me a lot of Justice at times, I really love it. c: 

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// … Mystery Skulls and IAMX. I had both of those on my Jean blog for the longest time back in July.

I love their music so much omg. The song Money from Mystery Skulls is so amazing and don’t even get me started on IAMX

[proditorem-eve]

// I had Money on repeat for the longest time, a few of my friends'll vouch for that. As for IAMX, I got a couple friends into them. Sneaker Pimps are also really wonderful, same lead singer (except for the first album which was Kelli Ali).

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When the taller had pulled away, Sion was confused and worried as to if he said something wrong, and he frowned when the others face formed into one. He didn’t know if it was his words…or his attachment that made Nezumi feel uncomfortable…. if that was what he was feeling.  He tried…he just couldn’t help but be so attached to the other.  "That’s how I choose to be, Nezumi…." he spoke. "If something happens at least I’ll go down loving you…"

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The sound of teeth grinding together could be heard faintly. The male clutched his fist tightly, nails almost digging into the skin of his palms. After a few seconds, however, he managed to find a way to relax and compose himself. He turned his head away, looking off to the side, and sighed softly. His voice was almost a whisper, barely even audible, as he spoke softly to the other male.

"You're a fool, Sion."

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If Sion knew anything, he wasn’t weak, he just would rather have the company of the other male. A sigh left him as they remained together. He knew that things were always a bit bumpy between the two, and he wished that Nezumi would open up to him, but he knew that there was always time for that… Still he felt protected when he was near the other. But he could stand up for himself.  The albino sighed nuzzling Nezumis hand and smiling into it. 

[proditorem-eve]

A subtle smile found it's way upon the blue-haired male's face, but after a few seconds, it had subsided into a frown. He shifted back just enough so his own gray irides were staring straight into the other's red hues, his expression somewhat serious while still appearing gentle in a way.

"You really shouldn't get attached so easily. It's going to be your undoing, you know."

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He knew that Nezumi thought he was weak, but he wasn’t but as for right now, he was happy that the dark haired male was back, and as Sion relaxed, he breathed into the others neck, taking in his scent. The scent he missed. “I can be on my own, I would just rather be with you.” That was mostly a lie, but he didn’t really care right now.

[proditorem-eve]

"Ha. I understand."

He didn't really mind being relied upon, if it came down to it. Even though he had an independent nature, after he saved Sion, he realized that he was the company he never knew he had always needed.

One of his hands reached up and brushed through the white locks of hair on the other male's head, taking in the feel of the texture, a soft sigh escaping from Nezumi's lungs.