life is hard

[profjisoo]

( yoon jeonghan, 24, cismale, he/him)  JEONG JISOO! we’re so happy you’re here. you’ve been her for TWO MONTHS, working as a PROFESSOR, right?yeah, everyone’s already told us all about you. they said your very COMPASSIONATE, RESOURCEFUL, and GLOOMY. which we think is just awesome. of course they told us that you remind them of FOUNTAIN PENS, SMELL OF OLD BOOKS & COFEE SHOPS and AUGUST by PAINTED WEST. so we feel like we already know you so well. we can’t wait to get to know you even better, though.

TW: Cancer, Death, Anxiety

(I will be adding a full biography for all muses as of tomorrow, please hang in there with me)

Jisoo grew up in the lovely town of Bar Harbor Maine, It was where his entire family grew up as well. It was here that he met his fiancé Alice. The woman was a professor at the same college that Jisoo taught at.

They were together for two years before the boy popped the question, saving up any extra dime he had to make things perfect for the two of them. Her parents were in agreement and he even included their dog marshmallow in the proposal.

This was the girl of his dreams, the woman eh wanted to spend his life with. That soon came crashing down when she found out about her stage four leukemia. The girl had Crohn’s disease which have similar symptoms to each other, leaving her unable to distinguish between them. 

Even though the prognosis was slim, Jisoo stood by her side throughout everything. He wanted to assure her and be her rock while she went through chemotherapy and anything else along the way. 

It was only two months later when they lost her, though the boy assures everyone that she went out fighting the whole way. She was far braver than anyone he had ever met and will ever meet. As even on the darkest days, the girl never stopped smiling and laughing along with him.

He soon after moved to Seattle for a fresh start away from the memories that pain him. Though he finds it hard to make friends or meet any potential partners as he’s terrified of getting close to people.

Also has a strange feeling as though he’d somehow be cheating on her if he attempted to move on with his life and find someone to settle down with.

He still attempts to continue on the best he can, as he’s famous for saying it is best to fake it till you make it.