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itās no longer safe for me to be here. i got a death threat in the snail mail. which is great for my anxiety. iām shutting down here due to physical threat to safety.
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Itās official
itās no longer safe for me to be here. i got a death threat in the snail mail. which is great for my anxiety. iām shutting down here due to physical threat to safety.
āYOU JUST SAY YOUR TRANS CAUSE YOU CANT HANDLE BEING A MAN!ā
Gee, glad i took the easy way out where i get death threats every day and have to live in fear of my own father trying to kill me. Gee, isnāt this easier than being a dude that can threaten people without consequence?
iām sorry iāve been gone again. iāve been getting death threats lately because i came back. itās... kind of killing my motivation.
ask-kalista replied to your post
You could always block them even if they did find out
āFamily doesnāt do that kind of thing to other members of the family.ā But they will do borderline extortion tactics to get other members of the family to all fall in line... Unless, gods forbid, you happen to have.... The Gay!
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People still do that?
i am personally related to people who still do that. Fortunately, they donāt know my Tumblr, so i can still complain about them here without causing... problems.
A thought
Perhaps, if your joke is, from opening to punchline, purely intended to offend someone and has no other content... itās not very funny, and you just enjoy laughing at other peoples genuine pain. Which makes you a bad person.
me: hello can you please tag [insertĀ āobscureā trigger] it causes me to have flashbacks
gross person: actually no. its not listed under the Official Neurotypical Approved List Of Triggersā¢. please try going outside !!
@all of my followers please feel free to hmu if you have an āobscureā trigger and you need me to tag something on my blog. Iāll do it straight away and I promise I wonāt be upset
please please please guys Iām always worried about this just let me know on anon or something I promise to tag it and be super conscious next timeĀ
Jinx can be pretty graphic at times, if anything specific so much as gives you the heebs, tell me.
ask-kalista:
progressive-panic-by-jinx:
Upon the physical contact, Jinx visibly stiffined, though she tried to keep it off her face. It had felt like several eternities since she had last had contact with another being that didnāt end in pain in some way. Be it her pain or the pain of the other party. When she was pulled close, her breathing hitched. She pushed away. Spear Lady smelled human⦠smelled like meat⦠like food. A hand went to her forehead and her eyes squeezed shut. This was one of her best friends. This was not food. She shoved the urge away, stamping it down as she reeled from the smell like it had been a physical blow.
The Void touched girl gave a strained smile to the former specter,Ā āH⦠Hey. Sorry, I⦠I thought it was the only way.ā Her voice reverberated with the dark energy she had been soaking in for months, and her awkward laugh held a much darker edge than it should have. She hoped Spear Lady, with her experience of having been under the influence of the Shadow Isles would be able to overlook the unusualness,Ā āBesides, Iām fine. I didnāt get eaten but once⦠twice, maybe, depending on how ya count it, but the point is, Iām alive. Iāll be fineā¦ā She felt the tentacles move against her back, and her voice faltered,Ā āJust⦠fine.ā
It would take much more than that to fool Kalista, but she knew better than to press the issue. Even now she was probably too close, more so than anything had safely been in months. The Spear didnāt care though. This was her friend. Her closest friend, someone she would always trust and aid. No matter what happened now, she wasnāt leaving the abused girl without support. To make things a bit easier though, she set Jinx on her own feet, taking a step back but keeping her hands upon the girlās shoulders as she looked over her new appearance.
āYou saved us all. And not just the Bastion, but perhaps all of Runeterra. We erected a monument in your honor, Jinx. A monument to the girl who overcame her demons and dragged them along with her to hell in the defense of innocents. You are a hero, like it or not.ā She smiled softly as a few stray tears ran down her cheeks. It was difficult, but years or practice helped her quickly regain some composure in the face of a growing crowd.
āShall we move inside? I cannot imagine being in the sun is very comfortable after so long in the dark.ā
@progressive-panic-by-jinx
Jinx looked at the building with a bit of dread,Ā āIn there?ā How she longed to be back in those halls, back in her lab. Back in her home. But... could she do it? Even from here, she could catch the smell wafting from the doors. Sweat and blood from the training grounds, grease and fire from the workshops, and so much magic. The Voidborn had inadvertently taught her things as she watched them. The older, wiser ones were masters of their hunger, even as they worked to feed it, but the young ones... The ones that had not been for long, leaped headlong at anything they deemed prey, it was what drove beings like KogāMaw to devour entire villages without thought of consequence or who might want vengeance.
Jinx could feel the Other in her head. But a pup in its development, though Jinx had learned quickly how to reel it in, it was still free in its thoughts. It still HUNGERED. It was always hungry. She shook her head. It was true, the light was like a spotlight that had been pressed to her retinas. Besides, Spear Lady would stop her if something happened. She looked back at her friend,Ā āYeah... Itād be nice to get in a nice dark room... though... not too dark. I think Iām gonna be sleepin with a light on from now on.ā She gave a half hearted chuckle.
{{So... i lost my dog, recently, and my best friend lost his job, and my family have been really on me about being trans, and.... LIFE. So, iām kind of taking a bit of a break due to lack of emotional stability. iāll be back as soon as i feel up to it. Currently, iām unfollowing some people. Most of you, it has nothing to do with me being mad or something offending me. Mostly, itās just me unfollowing people that remind me of some people that hurt me. It might be some people that i was introduced to by those people and i didnāt really interact much, or something like that. basically, iām falling apart emotionally, and iām trying everything i can to hold together. iām sorry.}}
Okay but which ones would work best?
āDepends on the method. The ones with teeth make better use of the exit motion of the stab, and they also do better with a slashing motion, but the smooth ones are easier to pull out for repeated quick thrusts. All a matter of perspective, really. Me? I prefer explosions for a surprise.ā
orin-and-grievous:
progressive-panic-by-jinx:
At the mention of dinner, the Void Touched part of her brain went into overdrive. Food. All it wanted was FOOOOOOD. Still, Jinx held fast. A bit of sweat emerged on her purple skin as she smiled,Ā āHell? Sweet. A lot nicer than the place I came from, I tell ya that. And I donāt know my name. You can call me Jinx, though. Itās what everybody calls me. And I donāt mind. Iām used to starin. I was used to starin back before I had tentacles stickin outta my scalp.ā She laughed at her own joke, then her face went more serious,Ā āSo⦠uh⦠you said somethin about food? This⦠might sound like a weird question, but is it⦠live? Probly not, forget I ask. Life in the Void, ya know? Probly not, also. Uh⦠Anyway, seriously, whenās the food?ā She snatched a tentacle away that had been reaching for a leg bone. The nice Hell Lady probly wouldnāt like it if she ate the guards. And the Guards might have issue with it, too.
She tilted her head at the obsession this one had with food.Ā āUh, well whenever Orin gets here, which should be soon.ā she said as she smiled.Ā āI could get you something to hold you over?ā she asked as the two large doors to the kingdom opened and a tall, muscular male walked in with a small girl. Kakoma smiled as she walked down to her son and hugged him and looked at the girl.Ā āā¦Uhā¦Mother, who is out guest?ā Orin asked as he smiled and looked at Jinx.Ā
The boy, who appeared to be half snake slithered over and tilted her head. She appeared to be mute, but that didnāt stop her hands from poking and prodding.Ā āSlythera, stop poking our guest.ā Orin commanded.
Jinx gave a little half laugh as the nice lady talked to her. The guy seemed nice, too. At the poking, however, Jinxās hand whipped around, catching a tentacle that had launched itself at the little girl. The Void touched smiled down at the little one,Ā āCareful, they bite. Always gotta pay attention to the hungry parts. They donāt listen so well.ā
The mutated girl turned back to her hosts,Ā āSorry about that, Iāve been havin some... issues lately. Void radiation and all that, you understand... maybe... okay, probly not, but itās just the thing. Sorry.ā
Kitty Nibbles
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progressive-panic-by-jinx:
Jinx shrugged at the admission,Ā āAh, donāt worry too much about it, Kitty, I wonāt really feel like I can go in there safely for a while, anyway. And I can always get mostāa it back from Piltoverās Lamest whenever I do. But, until I can work out this⦠Problem I got here, I need to steer clearāa large groups of tasties⦠uh⦠large groups of people. People.ā
Jinx frowned and rubbed her head,Ā āThis⦠this stuffās been gettin to me, Kitty. I spent too long in there, and⦠It got in my head. I think Iām doin okay, but I donāt like more stuff in my head.ā She looked up again, a bit of liquid on the corner of her mouth, āAnd Iām so hungry all the time⦠just really really hungry⦠It hurts, ya know? Itās like I aināt ate in WEEKS, even if I just ate⦠I donāt like it.ā
āYou probably could, couldnāt you.ā Zai chuckled, knowing nothing really stopped Jinx in the past. Not Caitlyn. Not theĀ āorganizationā. Not anyone. She just did what she wanted and anyone who got in her way got really sorry really fast. He looked at her though. She lookedā¦wellā¦aside from looking like a Void monster she lookedā¦pained. It was a look in her eyes that Zai had gotten very familiar with.
Reaching out tentatively, he gingerly placed his hand on her cheek and stroked it gently.Ā āWhat if you hunted somethingā¦bigger? Iām sure there are bears or such that you could eat.ā But he knew that wouldnāt help. Every creature from the void had a hunger, whether physical hunger or metaphorical. Choāgath, Kogāmaw desired unending sustenance. KhaāZix hungered for evolution and surpassing existence. VelāKoz hungered for knowledge. And Rekāsaiā¦ā¦.well it was hard to tell since all she did was screech at peopleā¦
Jinx froze as his hand touched her face. He was so close. She could smell him so much. She didnāt dare move as her eyes locked on the hand... the meat... the food... THE HAND. Her friendās hand. The hand that wasnāt for... With her distracted by her mental battle, a tentacle had launched its way from her back, whiplike as it wrapped around Kittyās arm, up to his shoulder. Squeezing like a snake, the end draped around the back of the canineās neck.
It all happened in less than a second, but it was enough for a noticeable change to come over the Void Touched girl. Her breathing became much shallower, and her light purple eyes darkened, inky dark coloring leaked from the center like oil on the surface of a lake. A line of dark purple liquid made its slow way from the corner of her lips down to her chin before it dripped to the ground, a low hiss rose from the point of contact as the acidic spittle ate at the stone in the road. The echo in her voice was considerably more pronounced as she gave a droning word. Just a single word,Ā āHungry...ā
S - āPoro meat itās actually not that bad.ā
*Chewing on something indistinct* āFor real, though.ā
Bunch of mouths I doodled awhile back
i love teethy mouths
Sooooo....
Guess who just lost personal internet and is having to exclusively update at a library. THIS GAL! Posts will be sporadic. Apologies.
Just a PSA
Reblog if you donāt ignore rps and asks but sometimes it takes you a while to think of a response, or you only have time to answer a question or two before doing other things.
@progressive-panic-by-jinx (Following The Return)
Though Kalista was often abroad in Runeterra, helping set up camps, forge new trails, and deal with things of an admittedly bloodier nature, she spent just as much time at the Bastion itself. Many of those who had joined up had their own areas of expertise and training, but the Spear never hesitated to offer what advice she could to those among the ranks. Especially if they used her weapon of choice. So when people began flooding in, alarms began sounding, she had some sense of pride at those standing out front, in defense of this place and those seeking shelter there.
The pulsating purple energy was more than familiar to her, she had been at one too many sites of Void born catastrophy. However, all sense of urgency was quickly shocked from her when she saw just whoĀ had come from the other side. Her eyes went wide as her signature weapon faded from existence.Ā āIt⦠It canāt beā¦ā It looked like her. Enough that she was recognizable, at least. The changes were shocking, but to survive so long in such a foul place, something hadĀ to change.
Suddenly she was forcing her way through the guardās ranks, brushing them aside with a strength even she rarely used.Ā āWeapons down, all of you! Thatās an order!ā She didnāt even bat an eye or turn to look and see if her orders were followed. The Spear charged right up to the girl and lifted her by the underarms, enough so that they were eye level at the very least. Though her eyes shone with tears, she spoke with a voice of a parent being reunited with a lost child.Ā āDonāt you everĀ do something so stupid again, Jinx!ā
Kalista barely made it five more seconds before pulling her lost friend into a tight hug, refusing to let go.Ā āI thought I would never see you againā¦ā she whispered as the tears finally began rolling down her cheeks.
Upon the physical contact, Jinx visibly stiffined, though she tried to keep it off her face. It had felt like several eternities since she had last had contact with another being that didnāt end in pain in some way. Be it her pain or the pain of the other party. When she was pulled close, her breathing hitched. She pushed away. Spear Lady smelled human... smelled like meat... like food. A hand went to her forehead and her eyes squeezed shut. This was one of her best friends. This was not food. She shoved the urge away, stamping it down as she reeled from the smell like it had been a physical blow.
The Void touched girl gave a strained smile to the former specter,Ā āH... Hey. Sorry, I... I thought it was the only way.ā Her voice reverberated with the dark energy she had been soaking in for months, and her awkward laugh held a much darker edge than it should have. She hoped Spear Lady, with her experience of having been under the influence of the Shadow Isles would be able to overlook the unusualness,Ā āBesides, Iām fine. I didnāt get eaten but once... twice, maybe, depending on how ya count it, but the point is, Iām alive. Iāll be fine...ā She felt the tentacles move against her back, and her voice faltered,Ā āJust... fine.ā