Too Many People || Open Para
Jude sat in a chair against the wall watching ass crowds after crowds entered the room. He didnât like this he could already feel himself growing nervous and claustrophobic. The only reason he agreed to come was because Bash said he would be there, and just keep him company and he knew that if he were there with him he would have been a bit more calm but the nerves were starting to get to the boy.
With Bash no where to be found he could feel his heart beat pick up and his mind began to race with terrible thoughts. The room began to feel stuff and his head grew heavy. Every bright light, movement and color triggered something inside him and he knew very well what it was.Â
For years Jude has suffered from these unknown panic attacks. He would crumble in pain scream lose all function in his body, which was why it was always so difficult to find him a adoptive home when he was in the foster system. As he grew older they only got worse, and recently they were the worst they had ever been. They usually were sparked by something, stress emotional trauma, and such but sometimes without warning they would appear.
And that leads him hear to the party. Where he was surrounded by tons and tons of people and the heat of the room getting to him. Jude stood quickly from his chair bracing the wall for support as he tried to make his way out of the room. He looked in every direction and there were just people, more and more people. Judeâs breath hitched as he realized he probably couldnât get out. His brow began to sweat as he continued to circle looking in every direction. People and more people just seemed to keep appearing.
He walked backwards trying to get away but just ran into someone. He turned to look at them his breathing heavy and labored before moving away trying to find a way out or at least a place alone, and quiet but he wasnât so sure about that happening.Â
Hayley was bored at the party, she realized how much she dislike teenage theme parties. She scanned the room listening to everyone heart beat and breath when someone's irregular heart beat caught her attention. She focused on him, he looked just like he did when she went on the coffee date thing with him.
She knew he was having an attacked, she rushed to his side as he bumped into him. She grabbed his arm. " Jude are you okay?'
