Nakarambackdown

Shameless kid

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Wilting tree, with roots sprouted deep  in the sahara ground. The lover birds once nest on the branch, frail like but strong. It’s just a matter of time, to uproot her Fret not, the pour came. Soon after, the shine was glistening over It was an arduous journey, yet she stood solid, leaves swaying with the wind. Believe each season challenges her to withstand it all and she forever stood…

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Muddahood

Lotsa mom shaming, so much inner monologue. Indirect spew of incompetence. But I know that if I’m not dealing with these, I would be dealing with other god knows what matters. I would rather be facing with these. I know there are more to come, more challenges especially when I’m returning back to work. Oiling my grinds so I would not freak out at juggling both motherhood and career. It’s forever…

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Hello

I’ve always wondered what was I missing that others have. It seems that I always got the short end of a stick and I hate self wallowing. Painting myself as a victim is a huge ick but I often dwell on it still. I tried my best to be present and to please until a tsunami of problems decided to crash my entire being. What I thought I had just vanished. I lost myself, well I thought I knew who I was…

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I do matter

It must’ve hurt so much, as though the world had forsaken me. The blessings weren’t coming through, it felt like it. Growth I could not see. And then, I stopped feeling that way. It felt like I was finally moving forward. I could reflect, and I felt becoming. I am living milestones after milestones, I have control over my life. But, the accumulated hurt pained me. Hidden beneath my deepest. It…

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Vaundy - 踊り子  

Vaundy – 踊り子  

She’s neither on the ground nor the sky. Floating. Her emotions kept yet un.  Bearing feelings, so easily overwhelmed. Something is wrong she do not.  Not able to pin point. She’s lost at the moment and do not want to be found.  Begrudging return’s not a good comeback. And the saying goes if something is meant for you, it will be. For the grown she, it applies to everything even the…

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i took two three steps down the priority list but it will be fine, things will change maybe

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Something to always bring along

Something to always bring along

Cultivate GratitudeAcknowledge everyoneTry a digital detoxEngage in self careRemember to be kindPractice forgiveness I think I hurt someone very dear to me and yet I came up with multiple excuses of why I was like that, and what made it right for me to hurt that person. It’s not right, no matter what.

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tcat

“Sometimes, people are going to accuse you of suffocating them. They’re going to say that you move too fast, that you love too hard, that you are just too much. You can’t let their opinion get to you. You have to accept it and move on. You have to restart your quest for love because the person you belong with isn’t someone who would fault you for having a soft heart. It’s someone who will love…

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how long more do I have to be strong to reach the point of stoicism

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flourish ownself, silenced surrounding always meeting the opposite end of your interest, never half-ways forgo and fly away, bring your empath self far as you can beauty that you kept within, let it grow sweet love sip on your own sweet nectar then share it to those who deserve it.

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a cool independent woman i thrive to be but sometimes it gets hard my heart and mind like an open valve to emotions they surge too quickly in large amounts difficult, stuffy though all i am and forever will, remain as it is a girl

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free to feel lil birdie

free to feel lil birdie

life hasn’t broken any of your bones yet you’ve broken so many only to be the villain what is too much, standards you’ve never set yet others plonked it on you so you believe and became, in all ways, a lesser being always faulting own self you’ve forgotten the so many great things you are, and capable of your downs you deserve, the blues the frowns when something bothers you you ought…

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She is indefinitely awkward with handling “things” Fragile, near broken Too uptight, one with the weather, she is a weeping storm Too close, she will rip anything that waltz towards Figuring the mystery to this horrifying acts, solution never in grasps Perhaps a mechanism, you flinch when you get hurt she destroys when she’s hurt.

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Baby

I was never a surrounding person, tried it definitely not me

Could lay here on my bed, starting it off with “nights like these”

How do I, when the chilly weather and breeze or just winding down

Could be the only significant moment when I think of you

It’s all the time, no matter where or when

He does nothing, still riles me up in hot passion or fumes

Was it that physique or intellect, shape of…

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Reusable but flimsy

Scattered porcelain, diminished value

reliable yet dependent

needy and insecure, always need tending to

scared to fall apart, pricks everyone around when it does

it’s broken

maybe

fixable

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Distraction

A step more to destruction, she got distracted.

hopelessness she thought why should she not

what ifs never went by

she got quite lucky

wretched emotions she harbored sailed away

every now and then, a whiff of nostalgia

it became a slap, then a stab

honestly, surprise she was not

for she knew, no one could want her the way she want them.

they’re all just a distraction

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Thin wide, almost bare, vulnerability You’ve seen, felt yet you let, the same thing do you over and over again…