"Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed..."

Currently Watching: Dazzling, Love In The Clouds, Ashes To Crown. 🇺🇸Rebekah., 38. Neurological Lyme Disease. I put lots of feelings here....mostly about tv, books and movies(let’s be honest it’s 90% KDrama)

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Nobody’s culture is death” Elica Le Bon

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and as my final act of love, i will try to move on from you

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Situ Ling when he found out his hero was actually a woman

*wildest dreams starts playing*

*love story starts playing*

Love In The Clouds.

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I'll carry you. You can't carry me. Why not? The doctor said it. You've had surgery. You can't do any heavy lifting for three months. Three months have passed. Really? Then... can you carry me?

HIDDEN LOVE (2023) dir. Gia Lee

[dddreamscape]

Mutuals do this

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You've heard of parallel play, now get ready for perpendicular play.

[amuseoffyre]

Hot cross buns?

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Me: I don’t want to be on this planet any more. I hate it here. Can we go somewhere else?”

Mom: “Yes. Of course. I’m ready.”

Where we went:

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Neurological Lyme Disease. 💚

Treating. Endless treating.

Years.

Decades.

All lost to this disease.

The day to day minute by minute extreme toll and trauma of living with it.

And the pills.

Endlessly running out.

Endlessly needing refilled.

Every time I order more the last 3 days I think maybe I’ll have enough for a while.

I double checked and shouldn’t need anything else?

And every day I wake up to more. More that need ordered. More to do.

The mental toll of that is just as high as the financial one.

It’s exhausting. Today when I found yet ANOTHER pill in need of refill…I wanted to cry.

And so I might….and then I will dust off the treatment fatigue for the millionth time and order the dang life saving pills. 💛

#chroniclymedisease #lymedisease #neurologicallymedisease #bartonellawarrior #chronicillness

Picture is only one pile of pills. I have so many more. These are some of my upstairs/nighttime pills. And I don’t even order all my pills myself. I double checked some but so does my Mom. We are both so tired. 💛 🩷

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“This week, the SBC voted to, once again, restrict the way women can use their gifts in the church.

It passed with 74% of the vote.

The SBC is the largest North American protestant denomination, and has claimed that it can’t do anything about the sex abuse crisis it is facing because the churches are independently run, but somehow they seem able to keep women quiet, even if they can’t keep them safe.” Rebecca. Bare Marriage

“Why everything changed 27 years ago.” From the bare marriage email newsletter

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Dazzling. Episode Seven.

“Don’t worry I’ll be leaving soon and won’t bother you anymore” female leads to the man who has clearly decided to arc the rest of his life around her.

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Literally Her:

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I’m still mad about what they did to Catherine’s natural beautiful (Moana Accurate) hair for the live action

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Dazzling. Episode Seven.

Her showing him her world is so freaking cute.

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Dazzling. Episode Seven.

“Don’t worry I’ll be leaving soon and won’t bother you anymore” female leads to the man who has clearly decided to arc the rest of his life around her.

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Pray for the Philippines 

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Beauty and the Beast (1991) dir. Gary Trousdale & Kirk Wise

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Ashes To Crown. Episode Eight.

Love how he’s very aware how close they are behind the screen before she even noticed.

He’s staring straight at her locked in.

He was just happy to be there and she was(justifiably) concerned about discovery

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