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Not really happy and felt lonely.

I will remember this day when I cried the entire day.

Six minutes left, I will be an inch older

The loneliness keep nagging and begging to cry

But I need fo keep moving because I am just 28.

Sometimes, I am longing for surprises.

Sometimes I felt lonely and sad.

I am not happy anymore and that was makes me more alone.

Let us forget all the dreams and continue.

No more wedding, no more baby.

And it is final...

Bebu, I am really sad that you left but I am happy at the same time that you are now pursuing your dreams. Godbless my love. I am always here for you.

I love you always. 💛

From now on, there will be no nagger girlfriend.

I want to be alone and to acknowledge what I am feeling right now.

I am drowning and I can't breath.

Sometimes I just wanted to go away from the ocean and never come back.

I'll be air that you feel but will never hear.

I am the loneliest person in my world.

But You are my shoulder to cry on.

Your arms to embrace my flaws.

Your hands to wipe all the pain.

And your smile to fade all the worries in me.

But you became the shadow I'm afraid of.

I am toooo tired of taking care of other people and set aside the things that I want to do.

For once, I wanted to be taking care of.

I am so sorry.

But can I please just think of what I am feeling right now.

Most of the times I tend to ignore the things that matters because I felt tired and exhausted.

No matter you do for your family, in the end of the day it is still you who is at fault, it is you who always in the wrong side and it is always you.

I am feeling sad and tired too.

To the point that I can't cope up anymore to the things I want, to the things I like.

Am I too selfish and a bad person.

Despite to all of the things I've done.

I'm not bragging and boasting the things I've done, but please don't talk to me in a way that it feels like I've done nothing good.

Let me cry a little bit longer until the pain goes away.

It is now a call for a Good night.

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