PTSD but make it girly

just a girl with issues. vent blog with a splash of humor

[ptsdgirly]

Doing a small test

[ptsdgirly]

If I think about my family's dynamic I get really emotional. I want that family connection with my siblings so bad, but I'm so traumatized and broken it just feels fake. Like I'm playing pretend. If I get too close they'll just hurt me again. Just like that I'm 8 again and nobody wants to play with me again.

[obsessedwithher]

.•° .·:·. Runa ✧ Dangerous Love .·:·. °•.

[ptsdgirly]

Its so frustrating to see people live the life you want to and they don't even realize the privilege they have to be experiencing it.

[ptsdgirly]

When crazy brain comes out just gotta smile and wave

[ptsdgirly]

I've written out a vent post like three times so far and it's all just garbage. Anyways, I'm living the dream woo

[ptsdgirly]

All photos memories are a trap. They just make me upset about the people who aren't in my life anymore.

[ptsdgirly]

I've written out a vent post like three times so far and it's all just garbage. Anyways, I'm living the dream woo

[thebowltender]

moms b like “your emotional pain causes ME emotional pain and that is what we will be focusing on today”

[thebowltender]

moms also b like “my mom traumatized me more than i traumatized u so clearly u should be thanking me”

[thebowltender]

then moms finish you off with a very intense retelling of their own trauma with absolutely no correlation to the topic and then somehow make you feel guilty about the fact they were abused at one point????

[ptsdgirly]

I'm going to continue to manifest me having clear skin and my enemies I guess fucking breaking their arms ??? Who knows but damn the goddess is powerful

[llmu-deactivated20230515]

first they’ll give u butterflies then mental trauma

[ptsdgirly]

I like how I'm sobbing barely able to breath able to just respond to texts like 😐 completely normal. Me?? Hiding my mental illness from everyone except my roommate.

[ptsdgirly]

Well, when we think we've had an uneventful day. It gets close to midnight and then the flood gates open...

[ptsdgirly]

Honestly getting sick of every time I complain about something to you I get the same response every single time.

'Awe I'm sorry that sucks baby'

Every

Single

Time

I want to put a bullet in my brain

Thanks

[ptsdgirly]

Me in my head at every picture I see of myself: why are my arms so fat?? Why do my hips dip??

My body just trying to vibe: bro

[gypsyeyeeeeees-deactivated20211]

[ptsdgirly]

ARRRRRRUGGGGHHH >:(