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coltre

maybe I am hard to love but I love so hard

hplyrikz

“Never push a loyal person to the point where they no longer care.”

— Unknown (via hplyrikz)

babyanimalgifs

PUGS ANATOMY

baby animals blog

jesusthegreatest

•A.A Milne• (insp.)

iglovequotes

http://iglovequotes.net/

zodiacmind

Fun facts about your sign here

yvonestrahovski

2x05//11x17

vanmorison

my life is constantly just an inner monologue of “why did I do that”

robertdowneyjjr

Married life with Ellen and Portia.

each-our-own-devil

IDC HOW MANY TIMES IVE REBLOGGED THIS IT IS LITERALLY MY FAVOURITE FUCKING THING

hplyrikz

How To Tell If Somebody Loves You

Somebody loves you if they pick an eyelash off of your face or wet a napkin and apply it to your dirty skin. You didn’t ask for these things, but this person went ahead and did it anyway. They don’t want to see you looking like a fool with eyelashes and crumbs on your face. They notice these things. They really look at you and are the first to notice if something is amiss with your beautiful visage! Somebody loves you if they assume the role of caretaker when you’re sick. Unsure if someone really gives a shit about you? Fake a case of food poisoning and text them being like, “Oh, my God, so sick. Need water.” Depending on their response, you’ll know whether or not they REALLY love you. “That’s terrible. Feel better!” earns you a stay in friendship jail; “Do you need anything? I can come over and bring you get well remedies!” gets you a cozy friendship suite. It’s easy to care about someone when they don’t need you. It’s easy to love them when they’re healthy and don’t ask you for anything beyond change for the parking meter. Being sick is different. Being sick means asking someone to hold your hair back when you vomit. Either love me with vomit in my hair or don’t love me at all. Somebody loves you if they call you out on your bullshit. They’re not passive, they don’t just let you get away with murder. They know you well enough and care about you enough to ask you to chill out, to bust your balls, to tell you to stop. They aren’t passive observers in your life, they are in the trenches. They have an opinion about your decisions and the things you say and do. They want to be a part of it; they want to be a part of you. Somebody loves you if they don’t mind the quiet. They don’t mind running errands with you or cleaning your apartment while blasting some annoying music. There’s no pressure, no need to fill the silences. You know how with some of your friends there needs to be some sort of activity for you to hang out? You don’t feel comfortable just shooting the shit and watching bad reality TV with them. You need something that will keep the both of you busy to ensure there won’t be a void. That’s not love. That’s “Hey, babe! I like you okay. Do you wanna grab lunch? I think we have enough to talk about to fill two hours!“ It’s a damn dream when you find someone you can do nothing with. Whether you’re skydiving together or sitting at home and doing different things, it’s always comfortable. That is fucking love. Somebody loves you if they want you to be happy, even if that involves something that doesn’t benefit them. They realize the things you need to do in order to be content and come to terms with the fact that it might not include them. Never underestimate the gift of understanding. When there are so many people who are selfish and equate relationships as something that only must make them happy, having someone around who can take their needs out of any given situation if they need to. Somebody loves you if they can order you food without having to be told what you want. Somebody loves you if they rub your back at any given moment. Somebody loves you if they give you oral sex without expecting anything back. Somebody loves you if they don’t care about your job or how much money you make. It’s a relationship where no one is selling something to the other. No one is the prostitute. Somebody loves you if they’ll watch a movie starring Kate Hudson because you really really want to see it. Somebody loves you if they’re able to create their own separate world with you, away from the internet and your job and family and friends. Just you and them. Somebody will always love you. If you don’t think this is true, then you’re not paying close enough attention.”

- Ryan O'Connell

baetrenoora-deactivated20170411

otp: *has a scene together*

me to myself:

greysanatomyfandoms

Grey’s Anatomy Merchandise: http://bit.ly/KZXaaG

lewky

inspiring-pictures

dspressed

Fuck this. Fuck this post so much  Do not tell me your best friend would not sit at your lunch table  for three fucking days  just staring blankly at your old seat  wishing that you were there  to fill the space with laughter.

Do not tell me  your younger brother would not break down  in the middle of class  because you guys started talking about  your favorite type of subject  in school.

Do not tell me  your mother  would not stare into the mirror with trembling lips  wishing she could be  bringing you home from the hospital  rather than having to escort you away  in a casket to the nearest graveyard.

Do not tell me  your father  would not begin working  the night shifts  to distract himself  of the silence at home  because you’re not up  until the ungodly hours of the night  talking to what’s-his/her-face  on the phone  because you guys are so in love.

Do not tell me  your boyfriend/girlfriend  would not go into your room  and put on the last hoodie you wore trying to desperately imprint  your scent onto their skin  so they never forget your smell.

Do not tell me  your friends would not stare blankly at the gymnasium wall  after the principal has announced  your death  to the entire school  making no sound  trying to convince themselves  this is just another one  of your impractical jokes.

Do NOT fucking TELL ME  this bullshit line  of how the stars would still appear  the sun would still come out  the earth would still rotate  and the seasons will still change  because without  YOU you lil beautiful piece of human being none of these people will want  ANY of that to happen

dspressed

This needs more reblogs cause this is very important for people to see ok

paranoidhope-deactivated2016052

Fucking preach it yo!

wildbuttsex

To those who love you, you are the sun and the stars. You are the reason colors are vivid and sunsets are beautiful. Please don’t think you are anything other than lovely and valuable. Please, stay.

beaboe

This just saved my life

music-2001-deactivated20160411

There’s always someone that loves you. And yes, the stars still shine, the sun still sets and the moon still rises. The earth still turns. But. Everyone that loves you? Their world is turned upside down. It won’t matter if life still goes on because yours is over and that means theirs is too, because people love you. And I love you. So don’t do it, because you’re worth so much more than that.

cosfood-deactivated20180419

I just went on tumblr after one of the worst nights of my life looking for something to end with but instead I found this I’m crying so hard thank you all bless you this post saved me

blundercat

It’s never the answer, it’s really not. I’ve been here and if anyone out there in this great big internet ever needs help, ask. Talk. Always talk. Always reach out. Don’t let your last breath be filled with regret and pain and fear and silence. Kick and fight and scream because you’re here and you matter. You ARE matter, the same matter that’s been recycled over and over from the beginning. You’re infinite and you’re beautiful and you would be missed so much.

calamityanemone

As someone who’s hospitalized themselves twice for suicidal thoughts and been through the loss of someone multiple times, I can say that those thoughts you’re having, like the OP? Those thoughts can and do fade away if you talk to someone. Anyone. Even a stranger. Something that I’ve done countless times that really helps : When you’re feeling really overwhelmed, write it down. Write it all down. However many sheets of paper it takes, write it out. How shitty you feel, how you’re upset, what hurts, what makes you want to scream, put it down on paper. Then rip it up and set it on fire. If you have a safe place to do it, mind you. You have no idea how cathartic it is to watch all that pain and hurt go up in flames.

dspressed

I remember when this had 130,000+ notes until tumblr deleted the picture and all. I hope this gets around again and saves lives