Pub Leshenki

Yellow! I'm Leshik! I live in fandoms, I draw fandoms and I will die in fandoms! (Eng/Rus) NO commissions, NO trades, NO collaborations

[publeshika]

Yellow! I'm Leshik and i'm an Artist!

Work on: iPad 2020

Program: Procreate

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[publeshika]

Recently I heard a song from the times of my GF's passion in a taxi and the sketch was drawn right there in my head

I really enjoyed drawing it

P.S.: and I also like the fact that if you turn this work or mirror it, it still looks good, even in vertical format

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We are screwed for the next episode and just curious what was your first drawing and or character or OC that you made when you first started drawing

Oh, I can't even remember now. I remember always loving Gravity Falls and Undertale, so I drew a lot of fanart (I'm still obsessed with these fandoms). Basically, I've been drawing fanart most of my life.

My first OCs were all sorts of emo characters. Probably the first thing I can remember are three characters: my male version, an emo guy named Mo, and his red-haired girlfriend with... big curves.

[publeshika]

Hello um do you take fanarts questions? no commission or trades just request.

Hi! Sorry it took me so long to answer

So, the answer is

No... yes...?

You can discuss all sorts of things in the comments or reposts, and if I'm inspired by these discussions, I'll make themed posts. But I don't do requests for specific tasks.

[publeshika]

This couple makes me feel... feelings. All I've been doing for the last few days is thinking about them

And a few more thoughts about Caine:

I really liked the idea that Caine wants to "learn on” Gangle's drawings, but at the same time this topic is about an AI, stealing her style. But can he... I don't know, learn manually?

It doesn't seem quite possible to me. At least in the sense that learning AI drawing is already initially very similar to how people learn: Caine, like us, at first looks at other people's work, and then, using the accumulated knowledge (database), tries to repeat the style he liked

You might think that he may not generate a ready-made image at once, but draw everything in stages with his hands. BUT! I don't think Caine is capable of NOT generating anything in the circus. This is just how he works: he first imagines a ready-made object, and then creates it. According to this logic, he can't learn from Gangle manually. Even if he pretends to take a pencil in his hand and begins to draw line after line - still, his every action and line are already initially thought out and calculated, because, being an AI, he has already generated a ready-made result and a formula in his head to achieve it. So, in the end, we'll still get an AI slop

In short, I don't know how to teach Caine to draw without ignoring his nature

On the other hand, given that Caine is "defective", perhaps, somehow, after HOURS of conversations with Gangle and attempts to literally break himself and his brain, he will be able to start drawing like a human

[publeshika]

Now draw caine pregnant

Bruh...

[publeshika]

Without going far from Glitch:

I have to admit - I'm Caine's simp. Perhaps this is due to his resemblance to another omnipotent and slightly creepy creature that can control reality and mind and who has problems understanding humans...

Or maybe he's just a super charismatic fool in a suit, and I like it

[publeshika]

She turned out so beautiful

[publeshika]

So, I had three works with these guys where they fought. It was time to do a little cute thing with all three of them..

[publeshika]

I've been feeling really bad lately.

But I'm glad I was finally able to channel my emotions into drawing, rather than aimlessly scrolling through YouTube shorts.

[publeshika]

One more for the upcoming GodsTV

[publeshika]

These are characters from the game GodsTV.

It's not out yet, but you can play the demo on Steam. Anyway, I was asked to draw a couple of fanarts for the game.

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Wow, it's been a while since we've had a new fandom here, huh?

Being my usual self, I'm not diving into anything popular again. Instead, I recently played a really cool game The Bookwalker. It's a bit rough around the edges in places and could use some polish in terms of the interface and variety of endings, but I absolutely loved the story and the ideas. I really wanted to draw something, because, oddly enough, there's exactly one and a half pieces of fan art about the game. It's very rare to find a fandom that doesn't have any fan art. Even stranger, there's not a single Bookwalker fanfic on either AO3 or Ficbook (russian AO3), even though it's a book-themed game, so there's plenty of scope for creativity.

[publeshika]

To at least begin to regain some of my former strength, I decided to complete another gestalt.

Remember my two cuphead artworks? Mugman fighting Cagney, and Cuphead fighting Kingdice. Initially, I planned to make a series of three works, which would also feature Chalice and Saltbaker, but the passion for it faded at that point.

After a long break from drawing, I can literally feel how numb my brain and fingers have become. Of all three, this one is my least favorite, but, as my favorite creator says: it's not really good, but at least it's good enough.

[publeshika]

I've been having a tough time creatively lately. While I was working, I didn't have much time to draw, and as soon as I got back from my job, I immediately drowned in life: markets, looking for a new home, meeting new people, stepping out of my comfort zone 24/7.

It's been over six months since I've had any pieces with a well-developed background, artworks I could be proud of. But even simpler things haven't been coming along lately.

Sometimes I'm overcome with the fear that I'll give up drawing and thereby lose a part of myself that I love very much, which leads to problems with earning a living, which brings back my old fear of dying a nobody in poverty, and this cycle of thoughts is further hindering my drawing.

Well, while I'm actively trying to figure out who the fuck I am, I've made a few sketches here.