by choice part 3 | john logan
john logan x reader!singlemom
summary: you and logan break the news to your friends and discover sienna hates to see logan leave.
authors note: guys finally another part, i have a hunter davenport fic coming soon aswell so stay tuned. thank you for all the love i’ve been getting!!!
warning: kissing, single mom fic
you and logan had now been dating for a couple of months.
sienna was logans official biggest fan.
she absolutely adored logan.
logan even had a little jersey with his name made for her.
you were surprised how none of your friends had known. you and logan quite liked that because it felt peaceful just you two and sienna.
you had told him that before his friends found out you would have to tell beau first, seeing as you knew dean and dean knew you and sienna and would most definitely tell beau. dean had met sienna when she was just born. he would go on late night runs with beau if you needed something. you knew all the boys but not all the boys knew about sienna, you were always known as dean and beaus friend that only came to parties once in a blue moon. it’s not that you kept her a secret, it’s more the fact that they were guys, if they were girls it was different because you could actually talk about it.
your day started off as normal, well the new normal which consisted of sienna and logan. logan and sienna had woken you up after they had made breakfast, logan being the chef and sienna being his little helper. he would pack siennas lunch while you dressed her and did her hair. then put a show on so you too could get done aswell. you were helping with costumes for the upcoming drunk shakespeare and logan was off to practice.
“mommy can logan take me to daycare today.”
“cece maybe tomorrow, logans late for practice this morning.”
sienna then turned to logan giving him the cutest puppy dog eyes ever.
“i’m sorry princess i’ll take you tomorrow, promise” he said while holding out his pinky.
“promise” sienna said back while holding out hers too.
with that you and sienna were off. you dropped her off and made your way towards briar u.
as you made your way inside the drama apartment building your were greeted by dexter.
“bitch where have you been?”
“sorry dex i’ve been so busy but im back and im helping with drunk shakespeare.”
“ugh i love that, allie is here already.”
“amazing, i missed you guys.”
“bitch we missed you, you abandoned us.”
as you were doing things for the costumes dexter asked about sienna.
“she’s amazing she started daycare that’s why i’m back.”
“i love that for you, we need to go out soon and i better see you at drunk shakespeare.”
“yeah no you better be there.” allie said
“and who is sienna?” she asked in confusion
“DAUGHTER!” “since literally when?”
a shocked expression written all over her face.
“yep that’s why i disappeared, i was doing all my work from home and only came in for important things.”
“y/n you are an amazing women.”
“i know that’s right.” dexter said agreeing with her.
after you were done you said bye to them. you checked the time noticing it was almost time for sienna to come home. you decided to leave earlier to fetch her, you waited in your car till she was ready.
when you got her you buckled her in and you were on your way back home.
sienna had a new habit of answering your phone and calling logan whenever he wasn’t home, you completely forgot as you left her to play games in her room while you made her lunch.
logan was in the showers not realising his phone was practically bombing from all the calls he was receiving.
as soon as he gets out he sees all the calls and immediately starts thinking something is wrong. he calls back while quickly throwing clothes on.
“logan i wanna watch tangled tonight.”
logan immediately puts his hand against his chest in relief.
“you scared me cece, i thought something happened.”
the nickname causing some of the guys to look up in confusion
“no mommy is making me lunch and i want you to come home.”
saying after saying goodbye he looks up to see all the boys staring at him.
“what.” he said in annoyance
“oh” “um” “my bad” “nothing”
with that he left on his way home to you.
leaving the boys still curious about what just happened, dean particularly trying to figure out where he heard the name cece.
as soon as logan got back home he gave you a hug and a gently kiss to your lips.
“why is your heart beating so fast.” you said as you broke from the hug.
“cece just gave me a little scare that’s all.”
“logan disn’t answer his phone i was scared.” she said with a pout
causing logan to turn to her and put his arms out to pick her up.
“it’s fine cece” he said while brushing the hair out her face and giving her a kiss on her cheek.
“cece next time you wanna call logan come to mommy first okay?”
with that you set down the lunch you made and watched tangled for the 100th time.
sienna fell asleep while laying her head against logans arm.
you turned to him waiting for him to talk.
“i think we should tell beau.”
your eyebrows furrowed in confusion
“no it’s just um-” “when sienna called the boys heard the whole conversation.”
“no it’s okay,i’m not bringing this up because i’m upset, if i could tell them about my girls i would, i just haven’t out of respect for you.”
you smile at him leaning over giving him a kiss.
just a day later after the conversation you and logan were sitting waiting for beau to come over, you had just said you wanted to speak to him not mentioning anything about what kind of conversation and especially not about logan.
a knock on your door causes you to freeze like you just got caught doing something you weren’t supposed to be doing.
you go to open the door leaving logan sitting on the couch.
“hey pretty.” beau said while giving you a hug and a kiss on your forehead.
he immediately begins walking in.
“i feel like i haven’t see you in forev-“
“is this what you wanted to tell me?”
“yes i wanted to be the one to tell you instead of you finding out.”
you shift slightly. “we weren’t trying to hide it from you.”
beau looks at you then,softer for a second.
then his attention snaps back to logan. “but I am going to say this once.”
beau’s voice drops a little.
“this girl is my sister, i only want the best for her so if you’re in her life, you don’t get to come and go as you please. not with her. not with her daughter.”
“yeah,” he says quietly. “I know.”
beau studies him for a moment.
beau then walks to him and shakes his hand.
“as you friend logan i am happy for you.”
a smile breaks out causing all the tension to ease.
beau leaves shortly after.
you were so happy he was so supportive, he was like the brother you never had and him being happy for you put your mind at ease.
“i can’t wait to brag about my girls”
you say as you gently place your lips on his causing him to pull you against his body. his fingers threaded into your hair, cradling the back of your head as he deepens the kiss.
he pulls away keeping his forehead rested against yours, bring his hand to your cheek.
“so are you gonna just say it?”
“no i’ll let them figure out themselves, it’s funny watching them act like investigators.”
it was now time to pick sienna up from day care, logan tagging along because he wanted to go to the shops afterwards to get some things to bake.
he went in to get sienna, as he comes out you see sienna giggling.
while logan buckles her she tells you about how logan surprised her.
while grocery shopping sienna insists that logan pushes her.
“okay you guys get all the wet ingredients, i’ll do the dry.” you tell them as you make your way through the isles
tucker was walking through the isles looking for something for dinner. giggling as he sees logan actually grocery shopping.
just as he was about to ask why logan didn’t just write it on the shopping list he freezes as he sees logan walk towards a shopping cart with a child sitting in the front. he watches as the girl points towards something and logan immediately grabs it.
“what the fuck” tucker mutters to himself.
he watches as you make your way towards him with a handfull of groceries dumping in in the shopping cart. the child begins making grabby hands at logan and he effortlessly picks her up. he continues watching in shock as you now push the cart towards checkout.
“what the fuck just happened.”
tucker mutters, completely forgetting what he came to the shops for.
back in the car sienna was quite grumpy because she never had lunch yet so logan drove you guys to malones. you guys sit in a booth, sienna sitting opposite you beside logan.
garret and dean walk into malones making sure to sit in hannahs section.
garret scans the place while dean looks the at the menu, his eyes widening as he sees logan with you and a child that looked identical to you
dean looks up confused and follows garrets eyes.
they both watched as the little girl is enthusiastically telling logan a story, logan looked at her with so much love and interest. hannah comes to take their orders and sees them staring at a table, she follows their gaze and sees logan, remembering him from the party and obviously you who she already knows she then sees sienna sitting behind logan.
“oh.” she says in shock catching the attention of garret and dean.
“i didn’t know logan had a kid.”
hannah then began taking their orders and leaving to finish working tables.
dean immediately looking back to your table.
sienna began to look back at dean.
she then began tugging logans sleeve, logan wasn’t paying attention because he was speaking to you. she then began to climb right onto logans lap, causing logan to finally look down at her. she whispered something to him and pointed directly to dean causing logan to follow her gaze. you noticed logan and sienna looking at something causing you to also look at dean.
“omg.” dean says as he puts his head in his hands
“she absolutely just told on you.” garret said laughing.
dean looks back up at garret
“are they still looking?”
“nope they getting up to leave.”
that causes dean to look again, as he looks up he makes eye contact with logan.
logan then smiles at them, giving a small wave while sienna laid her head on his chest.
and just like that they were gone.
you got in the car while logan buckled sienna in. as he gets in he immediately lays his head on the steering wheel.
“well now they found out.”
“i’m never gonna hear the end of it, i’ll go home tonight and let them get all the questions out their systems.”
you giggle knowing dean is going to lose his mind. you guys arrive home after a quiet peaceful drive. you carry sienna and her daycare bag while logan carries the groceries. you lay sienna down letting her sleep knowing tonight was going to be difficult seeing as logan would be going home. you close her door only slightly making your way towards the couch, you see logan waiting with his arms open causing you to join him on the couch laying your head on his chest while he plays with your hair. eventually you felt him press a kiss against the top of your head.
you silently start to think about today, logans friends on the verge of knowing everything means that this is real, it’s really real.
“you’re always in this head of yours.” he said softly
you look up slightly just to be able to see his face
“sienna is going to be upset tomorrow.”
“yeah?” he said as his hand stilled
“she’s gotten used to you being apart of our routine.”
“and?” he said softly as he could see there was still something on your mind.
you sat up slightly, your chests now touching as you’re face to face.
“and i’m scared that one day she’s gonna wake up and you’re gone because maybe you realised this is not the life you want, and this isn’t what you want, i’m not what you wa-“
you’re cut off as you feel his lips against yours. you pause not expecting a kiss, and then returning this kiss. his lips feel soft against yours, his hands stay in your hair while the other slowly moves its way to the back of your thighs, slowly pulling you onto his lap, so that your straddling him instead of laying on him. he breaks the kiss only for seconds in between for air, his one hand slightly tugging your hair while the other one squeezes your ass causing you to gasp in shock, he uses that as a opening to deepen the kiss.
he then pulls away slowly, bringing his hand from your hair to your cheek, cupping it gently while looking into your eyes.
with that he leans in to kiss you again this time the kiss was sweeter than the first, full of love and affection.
he pulls away again, you look into his eyes, his pupils were so dilated it looked like he was high on you, almost as if you were a drug.
“you’re all i need, you and sienna both, aslong as i have my two girls with me life is complete.”
“i’ll never not want you.”
he moves slightly lower to kiss your cheek,
that causes a wide smile to fall on your face, just as you’re about to kiss him, a soft voice cuts you off.
“mommy.” sienna said with her bottom lip quivering
you immediately jump off logans lap picking her up and placing her on your hip.
“what’s wrong babe?” as you ask that she looks towards logan, he wears a sad expression like he knows exactly what she’s about to say.
“i don’t want logan to go home.”
logan gestures for you to sit next to him.
as you sit down you keep a small distance between yourself and logan, to let them have a moment.
sienna crawls into logan’s lap, causing logan to give her a hug and a kiss on her forehead.
“i promise it’ll be like i never left.”
she immediately starts shaking her head
“in frozen elsa and anna’s dad went away and he didn’t come back.”
this causes you and logan to look at each other in shock, she was referring to logan as her dad without saying it.
the words hung in the air.
in her mind, he was the person she was scared of losing.
the person she was comparing to a father who never came home.
his gaze diverts back to her and softens.
“would i ever lie to you cece?”
she immediately shook her head
logan then lifts his arm and gestures for you to come closer.
you were tucked into his side while sienna sat comfortably in his lap, both of you fitting effortlessly in the circle of his arms. he kisses sienna’s forehead then pecks your lips.
not long after logan moved to tuck sienna in before he leaves. you sit on the couch waiting, as soon as he has said his goodnights he makes his way to you.
“just one day.” he says as he kisses you
“and keep your phone on, i’ll call you when i can.”
it’s just one night, you’re not sure why you feel like this, you had a suspicion that it had been the fact that for months now it was you three in your own bubble. it scared you how much you relied on him, you never had someone so perfect for you.
logan slowly makes his way inside. hearing laughter bouncing from the walls.
it was ironic how this place had once felt like a home, now it just felt like somewhere he lived.
“look who finally decided to go home.” dean said giving logan while grinning at logan
“wheres tucker and garret?” logan says ignoring deans comment.
“kitchen, we’ve been waiting whole night for you.”
“perfect, come.” with that dean follows dean to the kitchen.
“right i know you guys saw something today, so if you any questions now’s the times.”
all of a sudden the boys start asking all at once
“HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN SEEING HER?”
“DOES THE KID HAVE YOUR LAST NAME?”
“WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US?”
“ARE YOU LIVING A DOUBLE LIFE?”
“DO YOU KNOW HOW INSANE THIS LOOKS?”
logan closed his eyes immediately regretting this.
“your questions are stupid, yes we’re dating, no i don’t have a secret child shes y/ns daughter.” logan said annoyed wishing he stayed with you instead.
the silence lasted a second
“that’s the part you’re surprised by?”
dean pointed aggressively.
“you skipped right past that.”
“because I assumed that was obvious.”
garrett looked personally offended.
“nothing about this is obvious.”
logan pinched the bridge of his nose.
already wishing he’d stayed on your couch, curled up with you.
right now you’d probably be curled up under a blanket watching some terrible reality show while sienna slept down the hall.
getting interrogated by his friends.
“okay,” tucker said slowly.
“how long have you been dating?”
dean looked genuinely betrayed.
“you tell garrett when you buy new shoes but not when you get a girlfriend?”
“In my defence, the shoes affected you less.”
garrett narrowed his eyes.
logan already hated that tone.
which was all the answer they needed.
“a while, are you serious?”
“YOU MET THE KID BEFORE YOU TOLD US ABOUT YOU AND Y/N?”
“nothing about this sounds planned.”
“did she know about you?”
logan’s expression softened automatically.
and the boys noticed immediately.
logan tried not to smile.
the boys collectively laughed.
“no you don’t, especially not like that.”
“that smile was disgusting.”
“that wasn’t a compliment.”
logan leaned back against the counter.
his irritation gone immediately .
because every question somehow brought him back to you.
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