memory of you | john logan
john logan x reader!gf
summary: what started as a normal day ended with your bf being concussed and having lost his memory of you.
word count: 1,3k
warning: loss of memory, mention of violence, angst?
authors note: it’s our favourite briar boy yet again don’t we just love him. this is another random topic again, i’m not sure what you guys wanna see, if you want something specific don’t be shy to comment or send a request!! thank you for a 100 followers im so so grateful!
it started off as any other game day, you’d kiss logan goodbye, and wish him goodluck for the game
you would then rush back to your off campus apartment which you shared with your best friends, hannah wells and allie hayes.
logan, hannah’s boyfriend garret and allies boyfriend dean all play for briar and live together along with their friend tucker at the hockey house.
you and the girls would then get ready so you could all leave together.
you and the girls would cheer your boys on, if they won like they always did, they would celebrate by throwing a party at the hockey house.
this was like a game day ritual, always the same except today was different.
you were cheering on logan as you usually do, until logan got knocked down you swear you could hear his head hit the ice. the crowd letting out a chorus of ‘oohs’. you stood up from your seat along with a few others in the crowd waiting for him to get back up.
except he didn’t
it felt as if the whole arena had went still, you could feel your heart racing, at one point you swore you could even hear it.
hannah and allie keeping their hands over yours.
the quiet crowd beginning to murmur, talking among their friends as the athletic trainers brought out a stretcher. you stay standing watching the athletic trainers place him on the stretcher, garret looks to you and begins nodding as if he’s telling that you can follow the trainers.
as you’re making your way to the recovery centre, you can hear the game starting back up.
after the do checks on him they decide it would be better to transport him to a hospital, seeing as he’s still unconscious.
they let you know you’re allowed to drive with, your heart pounding as they carry him towards the ambulance. holding his hand while repeating ‘please be okay’ in your mind like a prayer.
when you arrive the nurses guide you to a waiting room while getting him to a room. “please wait here ma’am, the doctor will be here shortly”
giving the nurse a soft smile “thank you”
while you’re waiting you send a message to jules
you: doctor should be here soon
you: i’ll send updates!
jules: thank you
jules: i’ll be there as soon as i can
with that you switch your phone off resting it on your lap.
your legs shaking and your heart pounding anxiously in panic.
just as you’re about to check your phone for what felt like the 50th time, you see a doctor walking your way. you stand up to greet the doctor and hear about logans state.
“you’re here for mr. john logan?”
“yes” you say almost immediately after the question.
“mr. logan has a severe grade 2 level concussion”
“what does that mean for him?” you ask with fear in your eyes.
“possible headaches, dizziness, and loss of balance or coordination, some
moderate confusion, difficulty concentrating, and slowed thinking”
“so he’ll be okay?”
“yes and be well be monitored for atleast 24 hours for precaution purposes.”
“thank you doctor”
“when could i see him?”
“he’s ready now, we’ve done all his checks but he is on a drip for his pain which will cause him to be drowsy”
“thank you again doctor”
he guides you towards logans room nodding to let you know it’s okay to go in.
“i’ll be back tomorrow for another check”
you walk in slowly to prepare yourself, you see him sleeping peacefully, letting out a breath of relief you walk towards the chair besides his bed.
you gently move his hair out his face, making sure it’s not covering eyes, leaning slowly in and placing a gentle kiss on his forehead.
you grab his hand interlacing your fingers while using your free hand to get your phone out your pocket. you scroll through your contact list, stopping as you see jules name, pressing the call button and waiting for them to answer.
“hey, he okay?”
“yes he should be, doctor says he has a grade 2 level concussion but they did checks and he should be all good”
“that’s a relief, you okay?”
“yeah i’ll be okay now that i know he’s doing okay”
“well that’s good, the boys just finished up their game, they won so we’ll probably come after they freshen up”
“logan will be happy they won atleast” you say with a soft smile
“yeah but i’ll see you soon?”
“yes i’ll send you the room number”
“okay thanks bye”
with that the call falls dead
all of a sudden logan starts to stir, while letting out a few groans.
you move to sit on his bed
“it’s okay baby, relax before you hurt yourself”
as you say that his eyes slowly start to open, he looks at you with a disoriented and confused look while pulling away.
“logan?” you question with a frown
“what’s wrong baby?”
“who are you”
a cold knot twisted in your stomach, spreading through your chest until it became difficult to breathe normally. you stared ahead, hoping you had misunderstood, hoping there was some explanation that would make everything make sense again. but the longer the silence stretched, the heavier the feeling settled, sinking deep into your bones and leaving you with the sinking realization that nothing was about to go the way you’d hoped.
“logan it’s me” you say holding his hand even tighter
“why are you touching me, this has to be unprofessional”
you swear you felt a tug on your heart.
just as you’re about to reply a wave of footsteps approached, growing louder with each passing second.
dean pokes his head into the room and sees logan’s awake, he then turns around to your friends sending a nod to let them they can come in.
“hey man, how you feeling?”
with that logan lets out a breathy laugh, everyone turns to look at you but you feel frozen.
“i see what’s going on” logan looks at you and then turns back to dean
“dean put you up to this”
everyone looks to you in confusion,
tears start forming in your eyes
your throat tightening
allie looks at you, seeing the tears in your eyes
“oh babe” she says as she wraps her arms around your shoulders
logan diverts his gaze between you, allie and dean
“seriously dean, you got one of allies theatre friends to help you with your little prank”
“okay logan cut it out, you’re clearly making your girlfriend upset” garret says as he looks to you and allie
“girlfriend?”
“garret i may be concussed but i swear to you i’ve never seen this girl in my life”
with that tears start streaming down your face
“i’ll get a nurse” tucker says while running out
“looks like a slight case of amnesia” the nurse says
“i don’t understand” the nurse looks at him waiting for him to continue
“i know everyone in this room, i know exactly what happened on the ice before the concussion and i could probably tell you exactly what i did on this exact day last year, i just don’t know her” he says diverting his gaze from the nurse to you.
the nurse gives you a sympathetic smile and turns her attention back to logan.
“with your grade level of concussion, amnesia is not as uncommon as you would think, it usually lasts up to 24 hours”
“and if he still doesn’t remember?” you say finally finding your voice
“we can get him into contact with a traumatic events therapist”
“that won’t be necessary” he says with a blank expression.
authors note: i unfortunately have to make this a 2 parter, i promised a logan fic so this will just have to do for now, i have a big biology test that ive been studying for so i never had time to edit the one i originally wanted to post.